I have always felt that my Hope was in the next life.
But lately the scales been falling off of my wearily eyes.
Now that I seen just how personnel my Living Savior is.
I see now that my Hope is in this world as well as the next one.
So now my Joy is completed with him whom has rescue me.
Tears flow tears of Joy flood from my eyes in realization.
Now I know that you go before me to heal my wounds.
Sometimes its years before you do the next step of healing.
But none the less you did not forget about me Lord.

Everyone has a story to be written, a life to be lived.

A book to be written, a story to be told as well too.

So Live life ad one dancing through your Hardships.

As one embracing Loneliness, to be alone with Jesus.

As one Singing in the pouring down Rain storms.

Embrace the Hardships, allowing God to mold you.

So that it shall take far less time for it to be finished.

Then again he shall never be finish in this Life time.

But at least you are allowing him to Reshape you.

Into his Likeness, without a struggle going on here.

He is greater than any rock-star or president of a country.
He gives Hope far more stronger then either of these do.
For he is the only true Hope that any of us have here.
No one is as famous as him, everyone has heard of him.
He is the one that gives Life to each and every one of us.
He is the Filler of Love and Hope in each of our hearts.
For he speaks and life spring forth into the clay become life.
For my heart sings, my heart worship him as well always.
For he is the Christ, my provider and first love praise him.

Living Life experiences, you take the good leave the bad.
Trust in Christ to always steer you toward the right way.
When you fall on the wrong road , pray for him...
To lead you back onto the right road toward him again.
Sometimes even when you are on the right road with him.
It still might feel like the wrong road, because he is using you.
To go through something , so that he can use you to reach people.
That are going through something that you were going through to.
So that he may use you to lead them out of it and unto him.
So just trust him to lead you to the right path no matter what.

I am still waiting to hear from the surgeon whom is going to operate on my neck as far as they know that its not cancerous but they want to clear out the spurs burs in my neck thanks love you all.

He lives, my Savior reigns so my Hope is secure forever more.
There is no other one whom can rescue me in my time of need.
There is so much more to his Salvation then just going to heaven.
Surrendering to him, the Truth, the Word. my Salvation and my God.
For in him lies my Life. for without him my world shall fall apart.
Because there is no Life, without him but with the strength he provides.
This brings my Heart Joy , it puts my mind to peace because he lives
Because he lives, so do I because he reigns my Hope is Secure as well.
Because he Saves. my heart sings because he lives my Hope is Secure..

I am so Grateful , for each and everyone of You.

For each and everyone of You have touch My life.

Through Your Beautiful words and Poems also.

I have been so very Blessed by each of You too.

I see that each of Your hearts are as big as Texas.

I just want each of You to know that You are Great.

I am so thankful that You for Your beautiful Poems.

They have touched many life, this I am sure of too.

You are all very special and have hearts of gold too.

We here are family and I just want to thank you.

I am surrendering myself to the King, my Savior, for I belong to him.
Surrendering everything that I have become in this life which I live.
To him whom can restore me to be the man that he meant me to be.
For only he can save me from all that I have become lately here.
For I am so desperate for the change that needs to happen in me.
Because my life has become messed up , I need to rely on him.
To take away all of this me stuff, change it into other stuffs.
For only through Love , can we be use to rescue other people.
So humblerly I ask you to transform me into a new man here.

Here I am, Lord you always take me with my baggage.
But you Love me enough , to work within me to change me.
For you only wants the very best for me, your Friend.
You could have , had left me upon the junk pile of Life.
But you Loved me enough to go to the Cross for me.
You Love me enough to heal me of all of this junk.

For those that are against abortion and Gay Marriage.
But cheat on your wife or husband whom you live with.
In your Savior eyes isn't it wrong to do all of these sins.
For isn't  adultery  as well as greed and other sins wrong.
Everyone sin is true but when you pick and choose.
How can you profess to follow God and pick and choose.
Which sin is ok to do and which one you use to condemn others.
Repent clean the inside as well as the outside of the temple.
When you done you shall have bless your Savior Jesus.
With your obedience , he shall then be smiling at you.
Saying this is my child which I went to the cross for.
So that I may bring them into my kingdom in heaven.
I love you all and praying blessings upon you always.

I thank God for people that became a big success.
But they have put others before the wealth they obtain.
I thank God for those that value people over money.
People like Rich Mullin, and mother Theresa , as well.
As St Francis whom gave away his wealth of the world.
I thank God for those that choose a modest life over wealth.
You rarely see these kind of people in todays world.
I know that they have a place waiting for them in heaven.
Because they choose to love others with unconditional love.
They not only speak out about it but live what they speak.

Even through this darkness, I keep pushing toward the finish Line.
Knowing that you are on the other side, I shall not give up on it.
For you have made such a difference in my Life since I found you.
Even though I might still suffer here on the earth right now Lord.
Still I know that without you, things would be a lot worse here.
So I am and shall remain really Grateful for all that you have done.
Even while the tears of pain fall down my cheeks, here on the earth.
Still I know that it's happening to every one as well here on the earth.
For this is the time of sorrow for those whom live here on the earth.
So I shall remember that you are indeed always Good to us my Lord.
I shall remain Grateful, because there is so much good in my Life.
That shall always outweigh the Lonely Feeling deep within me now.
As I sing Praises unto you always my Loving Savior and God.
For I know this heavy depression shall not always cover me Lord.

Living life comfortably is an easy task to preform here.
But the true and greatest challenge is living life uncomfortably.
Its living faithfully to Christ through stress and great pressure.
Yet accepting the uncomfortable life here , to be used by God.
To draw others unto him through using you to reach out to them.
By them seeing his Love, Mercy, and Peace residing within you.
Seeing that you accept the uncomfortable life while praising God.
Knowing that even your life is hard you are still praising Jesus.
Thus they want to have what you have the strength I mean.
To be able to praise Christ while everything is falling apart in your life.

Each poet/ writer has a story to tell through their poetry.
Sometimes we may change our attitude through experience.
I am open to change and repent when Christ shows me.
For sometimes what we think or perceive is not the truth.
But we hear things and do things because of misperception.
So when we realize the truth we need to lay it at the cross.
We need to repent and allow God to speak to us on things.
Because he always see things and, he never get them wrong.
So only he can reveal things and we do things out of love.
Not condemn them but to see maybe it was just a suggestion.

I have many people in my life, Some I miss more than others.
I have met many women hoping that they would become my wife.
Some I have only met for an hour or so , in our real life meeting.
Christ has shown me that everyone is very Special to him indeed.
Others I have know for years, for they were put in my life.
As friends, family, childhood friends, even friends co-workers.
Some I have met on the internet, those people all of them.
Have touch my heart, I shall join them later in the Heavens.
So yes I am thankful for everyone that I have met here too.

My heart song is allow God to use his words to speak to my heart.
So that I may write them down and share with others his healing love.
My heart song is not to become rich through his words as the worldly crave.
But to allow his words to become a healing factor to all that read this.
Thus shall see him through their healing process that they go through.
My heart song is to be used by the Creator as a tool of healing to others.
So that he shall receive this Glory not lowly I  but it shall be his Glory.
For I am just his tool that he uses to bless and heal other people here.
For this is my heart song for others to become healed through him.

You are each beautiful , and very Special Soul.
Your Life the more tougher that it is here on earth.
The more beautiful that it shall become here.
For Christ create beauty out of the brokenness.
I am so thankful for each of you Special People .
Whom have touch my life with your Life , my Friends.
I Truly want each of you to know that you are Special.
I want to keep letting you all to know that you are Special.
So that you shall realize that Christ only creates Beauty in each of you.

When I see your Mighty Miracle, I struggle to breathe.
I become Breathless, anytime I see anything of you.
For to see you, the one whom heal the Blind here.
The very same one whom has raise the dead here too.
So yes you make me Breathless, you are Perfect.
Everything that I a lowly man owns come straight from you.
So yes I am your Servant, for I see you in everything.
You whom feed over five thousand people here on the earth.
So yes I am Breathless when I see you in everything here.

I seem to be alone , most of the time here on the earth.
I have gotten great support through here and Facebook.
My friends have life of their own to live here on earth.
My family as well has lives of their own too here.
God has renewal my strength here lately revealing.
That there is a season for every single thing here.
I was blinded by believing that I been rejected here.
Now I know that once I get to heaven up above.
That I shall be surrounded by many loving people.

Why do I always feel overwhelm, and struggling.
Yes Christ is in control of every single situation.
Yes when we look back on each situation here.
We see so much that with his aid, we have succeeded.
In overcoming so much hardship in this here life.
But while it was happening, it felt very painful.
But after the fact, we realize with renewal strength.
That through Christ , we have become much stronger.
We have become through Christ great over comers.
Thus people praying does the same thing right here.
He uses other prayers to build us up through protection.

I am Living, to spend time with those with broken hearts.
I am Living, to Pray for those that are hurting and dying.
I am Living, to bring Joy to those that are in mourning today.
I am Living, to help those that are hurting with sufferings.
I am Living, I to hurt but my Lord is at work healing me.
So that he can use me by example to encourage others.
I am Living, to Love upon any whom need Christ now.
I am Living, to encourage others to grab onto Christ healing.
I am Living so that Christ can use me to help others today.

Use me in all of my brokenness, use me in all of my pain.
Use me in all of my failings, use me in all of my struggles.
Reveal yourself through me, reveal your love for people like me.
Show people that we are nothing without you being our Savior.
So that others shall see the truth , and come unto you to rescue them.
For I know that I am nothing without you, for I am nothing without you.
For I want the blind eyes open, for I want the hurting to be healed.
I want most of all for the lost to come to you and be saved by you.
Thus finding you in this foggy darkness that reigns on the earth now.

I shall return soon love you all

You are all that I desire, there is none other.
That can rescue me, that can redeemed me.
For your Love is a healing , redeeming love.
Thank you for all that you have done for us.
Your people sing and dance while Praising you.
We whom walk in your ways, shall keep Praising you.
We would have nothing if it was not for you Lord.
For even the breath in our lungs, you have given to us.
Even the ground that we each walk upon , you had put there.

Though there shall be hardships, God shall not forsake us.
Rely on his strength to keep persevering through life here.
Because he has enough strength to provide to everyone.
For in the vastness of his love for each and everyone of us.
That he went to the Cross, God whom healed all that came to him.
He died a death that was meant for those whom were evil people.
So that he could take each and everyone of us, our sins upon himself.
Then rising back to life to give to us all an op[en door to his salvation.
So now we may join together worshipping our God the Savior of the world.

The more I see my life, the more that I realize that I need you.
The more that I understand myself, the more that I need you.
The more that I look around at this world, the more that I know that I need you.
The more that I talk to others and realize that the more that I need you.
The more that I see my pain and struggles the more that I need you.
For everything leads right back to you everything leads back to you.
So the more that I  live life the more that I realize that you are all that I have.
The that I do and the more that I do makes me realize just how much that I need you.

I spent my whole life chasing an dream that has not been fulfilled.
Each time I finally accepted my fate another woman appeared in it.
Each time it ended dash upon the rocks , with rejection from them.
But God loving-kindness has never abandon me, but is always there.
Ready to heal me but instead of running to him for dear life.
I run to the woman that is not suppose to be in my life at least not then.
But if I was to be like Abraham and say no then maybe she would come into my life later.
Permantly without any rejection, but only acceptation and love.
For Christ has to be first in my life at all times, him first always.

I am sorry that since I have not feeling as good.
That I allow things to keep me from coming here
You all are Truly my blessings and I repented of it.

I been blessed by each of you , your Friendship.
For you Truly make me feel Loved , thank you.
For your Hearts, are truly Filled with Love.
I am so Blessed, to have gotten to know you.
For this I am very thankful indeed, and Blessed.
I Prayed that Christ , Bless each of you in a special way.
That you shall reveal his Love to you in a Special way.
For we all need him to reveal his Love to us here.
For this world is very dark , and overwhelming.

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Faith is waiting for something to happen here.
That looks impossible to happen to that Person.
I believe that when I was very little that I felt.
That during the star trek episode of a healer.
That God spoke to Me saying that I was a healer.
It was the episode where the woman healed Dr McCoy.
Just by touching Him, I believe that it is in Us all.
I mean , We as Poets were given that Power of Healing.
Through the very words that We write on this site.

We whom walk by Faith are justified by Christ our God.
For once we became believers our whole life has changed.
We become a Holy Priest with him leading us through life.
We by far are not perfect but its by Faith in Christ our God.
That we are trusting him to finish the work that he already startled.
So everything that is going on around us, is a faith thing.
Just getting up in the morning , for through trusting Christ.
We are speaking his work into completion through Faith.
For we either trust him with our complete life or we do not trust him .

Become symbolic allow Christ to use your.
As a symbol revealing himself through you.
Drawing others to him through you.
It takes a very special individual to allow him to use them.
To truly allow him to use them in this way.
For them to sacrifice much in allowing this,
So trust in his ways being so much better.
To give up so much to allow him our God,
To use you, to reveal himself to others.

Stand firm in Jesus, for he is our Rock.
Stand firm in Jesus, for he is our shelter .
Though the storm may be raging outside.
There is nothing that shall get past him.
Even though the waters are raging here,
Jesus speak and all of the water dispense.
For our God only speaks life into us.
He is our Source and our defense as well.
For he heals us and restore us into new beings.
For Jesus Speaks and things began to change within us.

Whether I live, or die, laugh, or cry, Jesus is all that I need.
In the silence pain of our Heart , when we are here all alone.
The throbbing emptiness that still linger deep within one soul.
Cause nobody can fill that void that belongs to the Creator God.
When you are all alone in the dead of night, in the silence of night.
Only Christ is there then to hold you tight in the cold of the night.
For only He knows what you are really going through right now.
For He is God and Man alone, Creator of the Heavens and the Earth.
For only He can save you from this world , and from h3ll itself.
Also only He knows the true aching of your Heart and your Soul.
Only can His Love save you in the very end, only Christ can save you.
For the reality is Christ Love you enough to send others your way.

I know that this depression is a thorn in my side.
That it keeps swinging back and forth each day.
That this depression is a struggle that I go through.
With one day the Joy from the Lord winning the battle.
While the very next day struggling with great depression.
For Life here is still a Spiritual battlefield of our minds.
For this here battle is actually being fought in the mind.
Not a physical battle of fist clashing the evil ones.
For we can not fight the evil spirits that are not seen.
We can only win using the Word of God to defeat them.

One of the Greatest gifts that Christ give to us is a prayful heart.
One that is desperately praying for the lost around us to find God.
For when we become desperately praying for others in our lives.
Miracles began to take place in these people lives revealing Christ.
For even Christ spends time praying for people to find him.
Even though he knows who shall find him and who shall not.
Still it might be that one prayer that put them into his people.
So allow Christ to transform you into an Mighty Prayer Warrior.
I am so thankful for all the Powerful Prayer Warriors in my life.
I love each of you all and thank God for each of you GBU all.

Throughout my Journey, here on this planet called earth.
I have never been put in a situation of not being saved by God,
For once I cry out he came to my rescue as well as my defense.
Even the times that I was ready let go of this here life of mine.
I might have been hurt, but never destroy unto deaths hands.
As you see I seen many fall, yet still here I sit, crying out to him.
For even though I have number of times been unfaithful to him.
Yet he has always been faithful to me, yes he has been faithful.
So I shall do my best to be faithful to you O Worthy Savior God.

Your Poems ,shall always inspire Me to never give up.
Your Poems ,always give me encouragement as well.
Your Poems, are beautiful and touches my heart also.
Your Poems, are always a joy for Me to read and connect.
For each poem that I read of yours connect us together.
Your Poems, always reveal things and I like getting to know you.
For We are family of God, and God is using your poetry.
To touch and help others to grow through your experience.

Whatever you do, remember it is always just before the Dawn.
When the Miracle that we all seek just before the Dawn happens.
That what we pray unfolds and becomes reality to us here.
The time when darkness is fading just before the Light takes place.
So keep on trusting God, and keep on seeking his will in your life.
Keep on praying for the Miracle to happen while keep on believing in it.
Keep on loving even your enemies, and keep on blessing them too.
Keep on letting others know your story, and keep on walking out your Faith.
Showing this unbelieving world that you only love them because of him.
For it is by his strength that you are able to love the way that you do.

I know that I am far from being perfect but  my Savior is using me still.
Its not suppose to  be ok now I am saved I shall quit all of my sinning.
But instead its Christ convicting you one sin at a time then helping us.
True he does not want us to live as the world lives but as he lives.
I know that he works on each of my sins separately, he does all the work.
All that I have to do is obediently lay each of them down one at a time.
Then turn away and not do that sin any longer, but I am still not perfect.
This is why he gave me an helper to help me  to overcome each sin.
But its not me that is overcoming the sin but Christ whom lives within me overcoming them.

It matters not how important that you become.
It matters not how wealthy that you have become.
It does not matter how smart that you are my friend.
It matters not how successful that you have become.
What matters is how much you love God and others.
For to be loved by everyone , for how you made them feel.
For Love is the Greatest Gift that we can share with others.
For it is by far greater then diamonds and Gold coins.
Love can heal the brokenness that lives within you too.
But just imagine what one whom loves with Gold and Love combine.
How much Christ uses them to love and bless others here on the earth.

I am Blessed, from both sides of the Sword.
First of all, I am blessed by the people in my life.
Secondly I am Blessed by the True Living God.
So you see my Life , is perfect in this here way.
I am Blessed by people poetry as well as their Testimony.
For people do not have to be poets to share it.
Thus God has Blessed me with many people in my life.
So that when I get to heaven I shall thank him.
For placing you in my life, for Blessing me with you.

My heart is Breaking for those people who lost a Love one.
In Florida, the school where seventeen people lost their lives.
The poor children that lost their lives there is so very sad.
My Heart is Breaking , for their Friends and their Families.
Things are getting even more hard for people not to be afraid.
So here I am once again , asking you to Lay your Fears and Doubts.
In the Hands of our Creator, so that you shall have nothing to Fear.
I as well am Doing my Best , to Laying down all of my Fears too.
So that I shall become an worthy child , to our Awesome Savior.
For when I see all of this Awful evil in the world right now here.
It not only breaks my heart, but puts real fear into my heart too.
But I also know that only Christ can protect us and save us too.
In this Truth, I shall lay down all of my doubts as well as my fears.

Things might seem hard to us at this moment.
We might be struggling at this here very minute.
We might be at our weakest , right now Friends.
We might be wishing that we had never existed.
But the one whom calm the storms is still here.
Still the one whom walk on water is still holding us.
Still he whom held the mouth of the lions open .
He is still here holding us up, calming the waves.
That roar deep within us at this very moment.
For he is the one whom destine kingdoms and kings.
Do not fear, for he is still walking with us right now.
For he is still able  to raise our Spirits up when we are down.
He is still the one in control, he is still the Savior God.

You are Loved, by a Savior that was willing to die for you.
You are Loved, you are so very Special also my Friend.
You are Loved, and there shall never be another you here.
You are Loved, and know this as well my dear Friend.
That you are needed as well , you are a Light in the darkness.
You are Love, you are a Light in this here desperate world.
So do not let anyone tell you any different , you are Love.
For you are an Awesome child of the Lord Great I Am.
You are the very best of who you are my Awesome Friend.

Even though-out the Trials, Christ is always reaching out.
Even though all of the Good times, Christ is reaching out.
Even when We keep struggling deep in Sin, Christ is there.
Revealing Him- self to Us while He is reaching out to Us.
For Christ never gives up on Us till We die in Our sins here.
But it is always then that He shall give up on the doubters.
But it is never His doing, but it is Our doubts in the end.
That brings Him to finally Let go of not giving up on Us.
For He Loves each and everyone of Us more than We deserves.

I learn a long time ago just how real that you are here on the earth.
You have reveal yourself to me in so many different levels here.
I seen just exactly how Real you are throughout my whole life.
You could had let me die as a infant, but you gave me a purpose.
That needed to be fulfill here just like you did for so many others.
So many of us your people, have seen you in a light that powerful.
For you really do reveal yourself to those that seek you whole heartily.
For he Loves us and holds our life  in his hands, healing us as well.
Allowing no harm to befall us, that would take our life from here.
Until the time that he deems that is our time to go home to heaven.

A life without you , is like a well without water.
A life without you is like a day without  joy.
A life without you is a life without any Hope.
A life without you is like a job without pay.
A life without you is like a world without people.
For it is you that gives me a reason to live and a purpose.
For it is you whom put the Joy into my heart daily.
For even when others abandon me, you are still there.
Giving me Great strength with true Hope to continue on.

Accept all that I have to give to you everything that I am.

To you the Healer of healers, I give you everything within me.

Accept it use it, for your Glory Heal me of everything evil.

For you are the Miracle-Maker, the Lover of my Soul too.

I fall upon my Face, asking for your Forgiveness and Love.

So heal me of all of this here wickness deep within me Lord.

Use me to reach out to those whom feel undeemable by you.

So that they shall realize that you are the Saver of the Lost.

That you save those that are Lost and those that are Broken.