You make me wanna scream,
You have made me scream.
I’ve cried over you,
But my heart longs for you.
My head hurts when I think of you.
Or anyone but me,
You are with everyone but me.
Even when you made me think that’s what you wanted.
I’m sorry I’m not what you wanted.
I tried to be the best for you,
I acted like my best self for you.
You made me feel alive,
You made me feel loved.
Now I feel like nothing,
Just an empty hole.
I have no more energy, no more tears, no more voice to scream for you.
You took the best part of me.
And just when I thought you got the last drop,
You take a little bit more.
Every time I see a new ******* your lap,
Or around your arm.
It breaks me.
Do you know how bad it hurts.
That you can act like you still care for me,
Yet never, ever, show it.
Our friends tell me I could do better.
But to me you were the best.
They tell me I’m worth more than you could ever give me.
It felt like you gave me everything,
Even just by looking at me.
You make my head hurt,
And my stomach turn.
Yet I can’t get over you.
You’ve hurt me more than ever before.
But I can’t let go.
I just want to be able to let go.
Please let me let you go.
I don’t want to love you.
I don’t want to need you.
But for some reason I do.
Here’s to all the times you’ve made me feel happy, loved and confident.
No more tears, but I still cry over you.
Lost voice, yet I still scream because of you.
No more energy, yet I’ll still wait for you.
And my favorite part,
I will still love you.