As the sun sinks under the horizon 
My mind still remains hidden in
yesterday 
Scattered pieces of my thoughts 
Lay in disarray
so far away
And I stand, I stand here in memory 
In memory of you 

From the first day 
That I saw your eyes
To the last day where 
I found you dying 
Underneath perpetual 
Lies
I still wonder to this day
If I could have it any other way 

Saturdays sin is washed away
By Sundays grace
Yet I can still feel your skin
I can still see your face 
No matter how hard I try
My heart burdens me with 
The memories of you 
The memories of you

Waiting for a moment
An eternity
No matter how long I will surrender my heart to you
Take me to oblivion and back
And I'll always be there
Without a moment of time

Take me to a place I've always known
Take me to a house that reminds me of home
With you by my side
I'll never be alone

My unbound spirit feels the void
Of your emptiness
A moment in time recollected
By fading memories
A true failure of seeing what you can't explain
Standing without a conclusion
Set of into the vastness of the ocean and never return
For the past is not your future
Heavenly skies above you
Take what you can
And the rest will follow

Armies overthrow the foundation
Of their command
Blood flows within the rivers of guilt
With out anything left to built
A vanishing grace sweeps the land
As the rain washes away the blood
And as trees retake their land
No war left to flood the earth
A peace not witnessed by humanity
But through the works of time

The past will not reshape my future
But my open wounds will
My heart aches
My soul descends into a
Perpetual abyssma
Tears shed over what I couldn't control
Through struggle I understood love
But without motherly love
I understood nothing at all
The only constant is change
With nothing to erase time
Nothing to erase my scars

Tell Me Why

A whisper surrounds the ruins
Of what once was
A peaceful reminder of ancient memories still gathering dust
Memories of bloodshed and love Voices resonating through ancient ruins guiding us to uncover forgotten mysteries
Undiscovered tragedies and
Undiscovered secrets
Ready to unlock the doors of the past with simple curiosity

The feeling of missing nostalgia
Fills the space around us
Guiding us through our emotions and feeling the same emotions as our ancestors
Sun light will forever pierce through empty spaces
Reminding us of what used to be
As echoes of the past continue to resonate beyond time

For those who fought 
Without fear
Without knowing if
They will make it out alive 
Those with solemnity rose
Above the rest 
As life grew into death 
And as death grew into life 
There sacrifice will not be forgotten 

An empty river holds only 
The past 
With each day the present fills it
Yet we can still see what was once 
Laying in ruin 
Right in front of us 

And as the sun caresses the earth 
It's light shines upon vanishing grace

Intertwined within time
Centuries of dreams unending
Forgetting how we're all feeling
We fight to conceal the truth
But it's all matter of time
Years wasted in persuading
Lost ambition yet it feels so wrong from the inside
Inside ourselves

Fighting for a cause
And choosing not to be silenced
We'll walk through fire blind
Many echoes before our time
Guide us to our fallen brothers
And it shows
Of what we are building
Will last forever
Beyond time

I can see her staring at me
Her eyes fixed on me
Like a wolf stalks its prey
Her scent reminiscent of the past
She's so close yet so far away
My heart starts to race
Like I've just been awaken by a nightmare
Her beauty fades as her face turns into an empty skull
Her hair falls like autumn leafs
Slowly carried away by the winds of change
She reminded me that death is always part of life
Fear it or not we all face it
Some soon, some later
With no time frame
Its presence haunts us all
As we see our loved ones fade
Away from our lives.

The pain of separation
Will haunt me forever
Your blood still stains my vision
Your dead eyes looking down to my empty soul
Your body motionless
An abyss of death
How many tears to waste
Your grave hidden beneath
A veil of roses
As I write this elegy remember this
I will continue
Living as you where here
Another chance of life
Soon to be found

The light reflects on my
Starving soul
Waiting for love to embrace
Without a trace of empathy
Left within me
I leave my fate in your hands

Will you wait for me
By the gates of dawn
Or will I fade gently
Into the night all alone
Only time will tell

With a cold and lonely welcoming
The water crawls on me
Another moment to feel alive
In your presence
With every harvest I become weaker with only you left by my
Side
I'll always find the strength to fight
Until dawns light shines upon me
Calling me to you

Forever was never enough 
To show you how much I cared 
Our inability to find comfort 
Within ourselves led us astray 
From the very thing that 
brought us Together 

My diamonds lay in the dirt
Of my misconception 
Waiting to be found again 
Through salvation 

Through all the moments of my life 
I tried to justify my past 
Yet I still can't find serenity 
Still I can't set myself free 
How much longer must I dwell
In my past 
How much longer must I bear something 
That never lasts

As the sun comes down
My blood drips to the ground
Shattered blades
As promises fade into the night
There's no telling who is right
Only a fading compassion
Of what could be
The battlefield echoes of death
As the calm winds sweep over the fallen
Chosen to die

Rain gently covers them
Only I remain
A harp so close yet so far away
Like peace overtook me within a blink of an eye
Birds sang
And the clouds ran after each other
No more subservience to guide me
Ecstasy took over my agony
I was set free
Free from my iniquity

Begging for clarity
Looking for purity
So I can make the right choice
My mistakes taught me of my
Very essence
This is who I have become
Surrounded by my past
With nowhere to run

I can see the sight of shore
Yet the waves of my choices hold me back
they hold me back
As they crash into my future

Uncovered outcomes of my decisions
Yet this is who I have become
Repeating yesterday will no longer
Be part of my very essence
My only choice is to move forward

With only a whisper of your voice
I would fall in love
With only your soft touch
I would loose all of my sorrow
With no one else to follow
But you
Only you can feel my empty void
In the moonlight as I rest in your eyes
I realise that nothing else matters only you
No lies and no pain
Just your warmth besides me

Each moment grows stronger
Each touch more loving than the last
Heaven is in you and I am not worthy to be in your graceful presence yet you still love me for who I am
And that's all I could ever ask for

With the past colliding with the present there's no telling what the future will hold only guessing of what was once written
A fragile vision of what's to come
Do we dream or do we share our fantasies with others
Only time is against us
In existence of so many questions

The meaning lost to all
Who don't search for any fulfilment yet revell in their misery
So blind to innocence
So struck by lies
No escape of the future
What's after forever still remains hidden in plain sight
Spreading emotions to our dispute of agitation will only destroy us from within
After forever we will be able to understand the existence of life

With each day that I've wasted
I could've searched for myself
Now I'm all alone in the sea of sand
Like my empty heart I search for
A meaning yet with every turn
I become weaker

All I need is to see
To see where the path
Takes me
To be set free of my insecurities

With growing destain towards everyone I have now learned
That the company of myself is never enough
My vision lies ahead
Yet my heart stays
in the present
To overcome something I must
Acknowledge my faults
And set sail into the ocean
Wherever it may take me
I will overcome

These waters deepen
Among those who don't know
How to swim
The tides of time manifest
Into their lives
Suffering without knowing why
One question is everything between life
And death

Whispering silence surveys the thoughts
Of those who are misguided
by their choices
I've faced my sins without comfort
Comfort is only an illusion
I've lived through this nightmare
Ready to be awaken from this coma

I wish I was there before your end
I wish I was the knife that cut the rope around your throat
Wish you could see the sight of shore before you let go
There's a place that we all know
Where we drown our vengeance
And let go of our insecurities
Will it burn after the smoke is cleared

I wish I didn't care
I wish I never knew
When the smoke has cleared
What do I have?
What do I have?
Just your ashes in front of me
I wish there was another way

What have we become?
Forsaken our innocence
In order to receive lust
In order to obey
Open to death but not to life
The phantom agony haunts
Us all with our ignorance blocking sacred knowledge
Oblivion awaits at our doorstep
Yet our windows are blackened
With false lies
With mistaken judgment

Pride will make us fall
It will divide us all
Twisting nature
To our own compulsion
Silently waiting in disarray

Closed away from each other
Hiding our disease
Within ourselves
Surrounded by pestilence
Waiting to lie
Waiting to die

Intertwined within centuries of dreams
Lost through time
Every little bit we uncover
There's more to find
Undervalued with our mind

What's tomorrow without you
A silent memory glides in the winds of change
The flow of the river disturbs my inner peace
Confined by my worries
Only wishing that I didn't care
I could only hear whispers of what used to be

Will you be here with me
And show me where to go
Only wanting to forever stand in your presence was never enough Quietly I'll go to sleep

The first thing to occur is always the last
With this ending sensation I have overcome my limits and not feed my inner hate
Until my sun has set

Indecisive yet boastful 
How much longer must I suffer
For your mistakes 
No amount of words
Can justify why
I'm surrounded by fakes 

How quickly do I forget 
Like dust swept in the wind
No answer just silence 

It is knowledge that opens the door
Yet others follow in their misery
An unachievable dream
With chance never taken 
Into consideration 
Here I lay in my own company

I have begun a journey through 
My heart trying to find my place 
On this earth 
Without knowledge of what awaits me
I'm Forsaken by those I called close 
I'm hidden beneath this emotionless veil
And I know the only thing standing in my
Way is burning apathy 

So close to be reawakened
So close to be ignited by love
Yet the depths of my heart carry on
Burning without end 

With my misguided will
I have led myself astray 
There was a time I didn't care
Now I can't bare the thought of 
Turning away 
Can you feel the fire burning? 
Can you see the ignition inside

A beauty untold to many
Only a few grasp the meaning of it all
My consensus with others fade As I see no one with similar dreams
Yet I do not know where the path will take me
Only where it will start
Forever wishing to do what I dream of will never end
As long as I live and breath the air that gives me life I will venture to an undiscovered journey

Daggers linger in the dark
Shadows of iniquity 
Tearing us apart
Is there no end to this
Tyranny? 
With each passing day
The hours shorten
And ignorance takes hold

To all the kings
To all the lords
Haven't our swords 
Shed enough blood yet
How easily do we forget 

The years pass
Yet the memories 
Still linger
Of war and betrayal 
We let them march into 
Our cities 
And bend the rules 
To their will
As we stand behind the walls 
Of fear

One night and one promise
Written in words But never spoken
You lay departed from your soul
Your heart beats below the surface
This melody still chains your body
This house is not your home
Fear turned into stone
You know that you're not alone
Stay with me for now

On the day I cared
I never knew the pain 
That ignorance can give 
As the rain falls
So do my tears
All of my fears
Trapped by obscurity 
A memory forsaken 

With all that I know 
I have left behind my past
This is just a part of us
With a clear vision 
Of what's to come 
We keep being on 
The run

As I turn away 
From what I was once 
Each day enters through 
The doors of the past
Memories bleed fast
From places I used to call 
Home

All of your resilience mystified 
my heart
But what is torn apart can't be mended
Back together 
All I have given you will not be forgotten 
This is what unbound love can do to us 

I sat ashore waiting for a ship without sails 
To dock infront of me without knowing 
What guidance is
How can I forget what I was taught 
The minute I was born

Another day has started 
without Me
As I look into the mirror 
I'm not the man I used to be
My inner conscience blinded 
By my reflection of self hate
I have to change before it's 
Too late

Without words of sympathy 
My life will be lead astray
Without salvation my life 
Will be wasted away

My inner peace disturbed 
By others who wish to do
Me harm
Once I can find strength 
From something greater than I
My heart will deny my deceptive 
Thoughts 
Once and forever

I never wanted
Taken by my loss of those
That where close to my heart
My conscious tore apart
With tears staining my future
Reconciliation is the door
For acknowledgment
Without this I will forever
Remain hidden in my tragedies

The answers that I've found
Are all the same
Yet more questions still remain
Of what could've been

Surrounded by ghosts of the past
They haunt me to this very day
Tugging at my strings
Leading to my heart
With no matter how many
Tragedies Face me
I will be reborn
I will be reborn

After my hundredth dream
I came to the realisation that nothing I see is real
Only an illusion of my consensus towards the world
Fading as the truth takes over

Deprived of my innocence
Lost in the eyes of the sun
Heal my heart

Let my eyes take in the beauty
Of something others cannot see
Of something that others do not appreciate yet mock with ignorant knowledge
Devine and free
Infinity
no more torment
Too see

Before our hatred 
Lies a deeper meaning 
within ourselves 
What can we forget 
That hasn't been forgotten 
How many times must we be
A blind witness to oppression 

Here we are 
Still in agony 
Hoping Tomorrow
Will change 
Yet we face today 
with no desire to 
break free

Our existence is like the weeds
That grow out of the ground 
Our splendour dispersed 
Along the fields of tragedy

My Reassurance has faded
As I look into the eyes of those
That betrayed me
My love for those who test 
My patience will soon see 
Who I am inside 
Who I am Inside 

Within me 
Lays a burden 
Beneath me 
Is where I forever stand
Beneath my sorrow 
With no one to follow 

As the morning light
Creeps into to my sight
The reflection of yesterday 
Is still gathering apathy 
I have waited for to long
It's to late for me to realise 
that I was wrong

In the morning light
I found myself staring
at your profound beauty
Your red hair turned golden
And your blue eyes took me
Some place else
Like a rose blooming wild
My heart took over me

Your lips soft and tender
Like a feather across my skin
I can feel your purity
Washing away my sin
I love you to death

How many times have I watched 
The sun go down without you?
How many times did my tears fade
In the rain? 
The pain of your negligence towards me
Only grew into a veil of tears

Now with all that remains 
Are days gone without you 
I don't know what's true
And what's not
My comfort betrays me
With all that remains 

Wasted words come to mind
When you left me behind 
Through what memories 
I could find 
In my heart are torn apart 
With each passing day
Forgiveness fades away

Listen
Listen to the flowing river
To the birds and trees
Open your eyes to life
Forget your distractions
And focus on things that matter
Find serenity in nature's voice
Loose yourself to an endless sensation of limitless beauty
Let your agitation go
And embrace the truth
Echoes of things to come
Forever staying in a singular momentum