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850 · Mar 2013
life lessons
DJR Mar 2013
Keep your legs closed you little *****,
Instead go buy stuff from the store.
Get home early, don’t go out late.
You’re not allowed to go on dates.
Focus on school, family, and friends,
Do that for the rest of your life over and over again.
You’re not a girl, you’re a woman, never rely on men,
They’re all just ***** cheaters who want you in their bed.
Never trust anyone but yourself,
Everyone’s out to get you, I learned that myself.
Don’t open up to people, it’s a sign of weakness.
Instead keep your mouth shut and full of secrets.
Never allow people to see you cry.
Cry alone until your tears run dry.
Nobody loves you, you little girl.
You’re all alone in this cruel, ****** up world.
You better go to college or else you’re a failure.
Me a failure? Hell no, never.
Why can’t I just be who I wanna be?
I could, but there’s always people judging me.
You’ll have haters all your life, that’s no doubt.
Just gotta be yourself and don’t stress about,
All the things life has in store,
Because when this door closes, there’s plenty more.
826 · Mar 2013
I wish
DJR Mar 2013
Star light, star bright
First star I see tonight
Wish I may, wish I might
Have a wish I wish tonight

I wish the pain would go away,
Instead it haunts me everyday
I was just a kid so young, so naive
What made you take my innocence from me?
You ruined me at such a young age
And it *****, I still don't know why to this day.

I wish the love you had for me was true
But I'm just trippin' cause I know you only care for you.
Cause if you cared, you would've been there
Instead you chose mahjong, leaving dad in despair

I wish I could be who I want to be
Yet the world chooses only to judge me
I feel restrained, chained up like a dog
And every night, my heart continues to throb.

I only have a few wishes, I'm not hard to please
I just want a happy life for you and for me
Yet everyone continues to break me down
So ill keep quiet, and continue to never make a sound.

Star light, star bright
First star I see tonight
Wish I may, wish I might
Have a wish I wish tonight
677 · Mar 2013
Hopeless romantic
DJR Mar 2013
Deciding wether to leave or to stay
Hoping that one day the pain will go away
You just need to grow up,
And stop wanting to ****
Think up here, not down there
But I know you really just don't care
And you say things will change
But darling, I'm still waiting for that day
I'm tired of the *******, the games, and the lies
That's why I always want to stay high
Each hit keeps my mins off of you
Cause other than that I don't know what to do
Sometimes happy, but mostly sad
This is insane, it's driving me mad
You say I don't love you, but I actually do
You tell me that my feelings aren't true
You say I do whatever I want, but do I?
You say I don't care all I do is lie
How dare you doubt me who the **** are you
******* for thinking that when I really do
You're full of it, you're such a child
Grow up, stop being in denial
You resent me, you hate me deep down you do
It hurts to know, but at least I know the truth
You'll never forgive me and at this point it's whatever
I d given up on knowing what's keeping us together
Is it true love or just based on a lie?
But I don't want to know, so ill never ask why.
484 · Mar 2013
fade
DJR Mar 2013
As I sit in my room alone and cry,
I truly just wish I could die.
My world gone in the blink of an eye,
Black is the only color I see in the sky.
Should have known this day would come.
Nothing lasts forever, how could I have been so dumb?
The life I wanted, that life is long gone.
Fade into black.
It didn’t really happen in the blink of an eye,
He stopped caring long before I even realized.
Lies, deception, unfaithfulness,
Now I finally get this off my chest.
Every time I talk to you, I get depressed.
Sadness runs through my body, it’s a ****** mess.
Every day I lie and say I’m okay,
But truly, I just need to get away.
This broken heart of mine, breaks more and more each day,
As I stay quiet, and slowly fade away…
285 · Mar 2013
Free
DJR Mar 2013
And for once
In my life,
I'm actually
**free.

— The End —