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Star Gazer Apr 2016
Sunrise
Oh how I adore your light
And though I wear the pseudonym
Of Star Gazer
I tell you
Nothing compares
To the cheers and warmth
Of when a sun rises
To express the coming
Of a bright new day.

Bright orange orb
Exude rays of comfort
Drive away oceans of sadness
And all that has hurt.

A thousand smiles lit
The very light
Of tomorrow's night's
Stars.
Star Gazer Mar 2016
Filled with complete glee
I was once stuck at sea
But I swam for shore
And now I am sure
That I can smile again.

It's been a while since a smile formed
It looks a bit messed up and deformed
But whatever, I'm finally able to be happy.
Star Gazer Mar 2016
In that moment I shined
As i realised your eyes shined,
And teeth glistened leaving me blind
I took time to trace the trail of the tides
That left me separated from you.

On opposite ends you shot a smile
Your teeth gleamed like white Pietra Firma tiles
And I would have walked a thousand miles
Search through a million isles
If you were ever lost and couldn't be found.

You were superbly, majestically beautiful,
You gave meaning to the fictitious word cutieful
And I would have acted the stupid fool
Just to see that glistening smile on you,
Because you deserve every chance at happiness.

You kept all million hearts in racing,
A million thoughts patiently pacing
You would overcome anything you're facing
Rather than any thought of forgetting or erasing
Because you kept every night bright.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
The sky and the sun have been acquainted for long,
Yet they bicker, fight and sometimes don't get along
But when nights inevitable vanish and stars gone
They stood by each others side as the sun in the sky.
Now one day the sky had the courage to speak his mind
The correct syntax and metaphors of what he could find
He said 'Sometimes, I love that you give me my colour,
That you show me all the hidden beauty to discover,
And you have always been like my lover'.

The sun beamed a radiant ray into the vast sky,
Eviscerating the clouds that kept the beautiful sky hidden,
Though the love between the sun and the sky is forbidden
So although their hearts and storms beat to the same rhythm
They were never meant to stay together with one another
So the sun, the sky, the warmth carried empty title of lovers.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
Across the skies,it makes its way in haste
Leaping and floating from place to place
Did it come from outer space?
No one knows.
Large metallic exterior,
Is it steel, could it be made from steel?
THIS CANNOT BE REAL
IT CANNOT BE ZOOMING IN AND OUT
SO FAST AND WITHOUT A DOUBT
is it DANGEROUS????
Voices echoing the same questions
all around,
Is it a plane ? Is it a bird? Is it a hot air balloon?
...
...

In the clouds , a bird, no it's a plane-
Wait...a missile?
Star Gazer Apr 2016
Creating a surface
For a new purpose
As they cut,tuck, snip
and continuously clip
on their body.

Touch on makeup
That you're fake enough
To finally become
a shine in the sun
that is considered hot.

Create a creature
that contains features
of more plastic
as well as more tragic
and less unique.

A facade
that becomes so hard
to ever let go.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
A Chinese girl in a sweatshop
Constantly working non stop
As news of a ball comes around
And it's happening in town.

She tells her employers
'Let me go, or I'll call a lawyer',
All said and spoken in Chinese
from the girl who loved trees.

She loved nature from all angles
Even the vines that did tangled
She smiled at any hint of fresh air
And believes it's best to be fair.

Her employers responded 'no-
that she was not allowed to go'
And she wished to see the world
And have her straight hair curled.

She sneaked out the back exit
And gave herself some credit
'You can do this, you are strong
And you won't be out long'.

Along the way to the fancy ball,
As she ran across the town hall,
A woman caught a glimpse of her
And somehow the strange did occur.

The woman gave the girl new clothes,
From a clothing shop that had closed,
Dressed her in pretty pink shoes
That seemed like new news

After dressing up she ran for the ball,
And she knew the fun won't be small,
So as she arrives, through the doors
She realised no one who seemed poor.

It was a party, and a party needed alcohol
To soothe the boredom that settled in her soul,
So amidst her drunken charade
A man appeared before her eyes like a mirage.

Her eyes while blinking met his eyes
And suddenly she was no longer shy,
She spoke eloquently of her adventures
And how she met professors with tenure.

They conversed and he found himself
Placing her laugh on a metaphorical shelf
Doing all that he could to make her laugh
But their time was cut in half.

She had to leave and make her way back to work,
So with a gentle wave and a 'goodbye' filled with quirk
She ran for the exit dropping the sweatshop business card
and he still pursued to chase her despite the facade.

He arrived at the address on the business card
While keeping his suit clean was very hard,
He ventured on to find the perfect girl
Who made his heart race and twirl.

He ran around looking for her
But it never did occur
that there were five others who wanted him
so his chances were quite dim.

The first girl clearly had different hair
The second girl was in a wheelchair
The third girl had a different skin tone
And the fourth girl was no meat, all bone.

The fifth girl however, just kept a pretty smile
And although he only saw her for a while
He could tell she was not the one
That left before the night was gone.

When suddenly birds chirping in the distant
Being completely resistant
Against the heavy metal door
And he knew it for sure.

There she was, walking through the metal door
As beautiful as she had looked the night before.
He looked at her, and asked her out
She was shocked and surprised she barely let out a shout.

She found her happiness in him,
And their time spent weren't grim,
For he understood her quite well
And lived life in complete swell.
Star Gazer Mar 2016
Take not what my skin can show you
                        Take what my heart can show you.
Take not what my looks can give you
                          Take what my mind can give you.
Take not what my money can buy you
                            Take what my personality can sell you.
Take my last breath of air.
                             Take my last piece of flesh.
Take my last sight of this world.
                              Take my last sense of smell.
Take my arms and legs if you must.
                               Just please take me.
Take me in your arms.
                               Take me wherever you go.
Take me in your memories.
                                Take me to your heart.
Star Gazer Aug 2016
What has society become...

Where a birthmark is considered a stain against beauty
And we keep our voices silent, afraid to defend the weak,
where people cheer on violence, just because it's the easier route.
We've created isolation within crowds from bytes on a screen,
created complete violation of privacy from ones and zeroes
without realising that it's always been partially for nought, zero.
We've sat silently by while our friends beat on each other with words
that could **** the broken and the words spoken differ from words heard.

We've handed death in a bottle to those who sought it,
instead of providing the care and help they needed
because it was easier to coat emotions in pills
than help a person climb an emotional hill.

We've painted portraits of war, labelled it as history
Coated clear conscience with tangent trivial ties;politics
run rampant on our psyche and we judge people as items
pushing purchasing prices for those who hold quality.

My only best guess is to just hit reset
because the bigger picture hasn't been taken yet.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
Take me away
To a place
Where morose faces
Disappear.
Take me away
To a day
Where rainbows collide
Needing not to hide
From all the things inside.
Take me away
With your breath
Let me know death
As I do the tango
Yet still continue to grow.
Take me away
To where you stay
I just want to hear
Your heartbeat.
Star Gazer Jul 2016
The weight of the world is incomparable
To the weight of a single word.
We dare not think nor touch the word 'love',
For it has lifted souls and broken spirits.
As humans, we often fall in love
But never do rise in love, it is all rather strange.

Few say, it is the poisoned petalled prisons,
whereby roses of emotions flourish
with the pain and heartache, and that
love is a part of heartbreak and vice versa.
So we stem ourselves on a foundation,
That becomes afraid of love, yet find love
to be the most beautiful thing, we could ever
come to love and come to hate.

Pivoting on such a word, those who do not
Attempt to romanticise the notion.
Romanticise love, as those who often do, say,
Accept that love is evident and existent,
Dream of a world that dares to write of it,
Often, we fall out of love, but we grew to be
Xerophilous in regards to life of love.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I promised myself, I swore to never open up again.
The last time was the first time I picked up a pen.
This time, there’s a little variation between the last.
This time, I really wished it wasn’t titled ‘tales from the past’.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I was but a speed bump in your road of life.
Dorothy followed the yellow brick road,
You followed that path with a heavy load.
Burdened by bleak tales from the past.
I tried to follow the same path with you,
I wasn’t the tin man so i had to say adieu.
I had a heart the size of a watermelon,
And for you, it continually beats in random.
I was happy to follow you slowly in tandem,
Even if it was for a while.
I wish you all the best with your new sweetheart,
And hope that both of you never grow apart.
Star Gazer Jan 2017
Teacup, you probably don't know this but I'm fighting
trying to find a way to make you happy, to brighten your day,
but the lighting is out of place, and I've been facing demons alone.
Teacup, home is everything that's by your side, so don't try to hide,
please don't say goodbye because I'm running out of answers,
the question dances in my mind, how much more can I take
was I one of your mistakes, did I misjudge the situation I'm in.

Teacup, you probably don't know this but I'm fighting
trying to find a way to make you smile, even if it's just for a while
I would survive the wild just with the thought of your smile.
Everything positive I have felt, has started with meeting you,
so renew the starting hand we've been dealt and find a new way
to overcome the lightning, the clouds and the thunder.
Bring us closer under the spell of love.

Teacup, you probably don't know this but I'm fighting
but I'm losing you and it's scaring me...
I'm fighting but I'm losing you...
Tee
Star Gazer Apr 2016
Tee
Six years ago, when I was fourteen
And the world was seeing twenty-ten
I met my crush's best friend, also fourteen
But we went separate ways and left it at back then.

We met over Windows Live messenger,
For the younger kids, that was a chat platform
Somewhat of a dinosaur metaphor
And made imaginations of kid's grow warm.

We had a somewhat mutual attraction
Bonded over nothing in common but differences
After a month I asked her out , positive reaction,
So we went to see a movie, following her preferences.

After the movie was done and over,
I told her 'that movie was god awful'
And she says 'I know, I'm not a stoner'
I asked questions, denying my mind to boggle.

'Why did you want to watch it then?'
She replied ' I want to see if you'd stick it out,
And your honesty is an honest ten,
So I'm not really having any doubts'.

I ghosted her, disappeared from all contact
She grew concern but I reassured her I was fine
Then it was in these set of words exact
'I don't think I can be dating a girl I met online'.

Six years later, A few days ago to be precise
As I was waiting the arrival of a train
I noticed a girl, I had to check twice,
Her face was forever indented in my brain.

There she was, 'Tina?' I call out,
She turns around, took a few seconds to think
And without even a shred of doubt
She replied, 'Kevin?', and everything felt in sync.

It's been six years, we have had our changes
But though time was against us, we remembered
As new books get written, new printed pages,
There existed a mark that never burnt in the ember.

'I was meaning to call you', she says politely
'How you don't have my number?'
'Then here', passing me the phone she held tightly
And a smile I did encumber.

Six years, different places, different looks
And yet we ran into one another once again
So although there may be new pages in the books
A story can be written as long as there's a pen.

No matter how many years it has been
She hasn't forgotten my name, nor me
And it will always be stuck in Twenty-sixteen
When I once again met Tee.
~When I first met Tee all over again~
Star Gazer Jun 2016
The word love was new to me
It was a strange concept
One I only ever saw on set.
Hollywood glamourised the word
Made peacocks out of normal birds
and taught that love always works.
There isn't a single soul mate,
There is no real workings of fate,
It takes trust, effort and patience.

I followed love, expecting a film,
I became a bit of a bitter bird,
but it was thanks to you,
that I realised, it only takes love
for love to work.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Between betrayal and love loss,
I fell to my unstable knees,
You made me delete photos in gloss,
And made me feel glee.

You helped me torch memories,
You're like my superhero in a cape,
The way you burnt that letter for me,
And finally helped me make a clean escape.

Things didn't feel rush or fast with you,
Maybe it's cause you're patient,
Or maybe we're under same patch of blue,
But I guess it saves me from chasing.

Thank you so much,
For getting rid of past love items ,
And as such,
Helped me break from the hems.

Thank you turkish delight.
Thanks for letting me see the light,
And for curing my heartbreak
And the subsequent heartache.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
In the blink of an eye,
One day its "us", the next its not,
This has gotten my heart in a knot.
Blinking eye stares into the sky
Wastefully wondering why.
The clouds form your face a lot,
And my heart feels like its been shot,
And its still beating awry.

Heart beats bleeding bruises,
For I fell for the perfect angel
And this heart is forever grateful
For letting it have what it chooses.
No matter how short lived
I thank you for what you gave, given, gived.
I won't forget you. I'll still love you forever.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
You spoke of suicide,
And I fell apart like a lost puppy,
Unsure of how to help,
In retrospect I should have been strong,
Faced the tumbling sky,
With head and shoulders upwards,
But now that you're gone,
I can't help but feel ashamed,
knowing that even with,
Those monsters lurking within you,
I would have stayed.
I guess I didn't have a chance to,
tell you enough.

Happy Valentines day my dear,
you'll have my ear,
The same way you held my heart,
And I pray that year after year,
Your new babe and you won't split apart.
Emotions will always be my handicap,
Crippling how my brain makes its choices.
I was pressuring you to say what is on your mind,
Without realising that suicide was on your mind,
I guess....I should have paid closer attention,
But now ...time ticks over time,
All I'm left with is the memories of you.
Thank you for everything dear.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Oh how you continued to read my word,
And made me feel that my voice was heard,
I thank you all Hello Poetry members,
To those who kindly remembers,
That support was what put man on the moon.
Thank you to mystery, Impeccable Space Poettess, Mandie, Nameless, lucinda Julie, SPT, Vanessa , Vicki, Hannah, Misty Bliss, for taking the time to message me. I appreciate and am grateful for all the kind support.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I drive by so many cars,
I wish you were in one of them,
But you are as far as the stars,
And I couldn't reach you even if I tried.

My heart beats a tune for you,
An orchestrated symphony of brass,
For you make me bleed red when I'm blue,
And all I am is a walking piece of glass.

So sharp and wickedly dangerous,
I could fall and break under myself,
But it was you who held me painless,
And fragile was my past self.

Your palms suffered cuts from my jagged edges,
But you never complained,
For it was your heart that fell like hedges,
Broken, cut down and torn to shreds.

Without a single complaint,
You held my thorn filled heart,
And picked at the thorns,
To make me a better person.
Star Gazer Mar 2016
Thank you for helping me with your wisdom
To rescue me from this monstrous cataclysm
Your kind words rescued me from an abyss
And nothing you say is ever amiss.
I don't know what I could do to repay you
For dabbing red in the patches of blue.
Thank you Ana, for your kind words,
I want to let you know they are heard
And that I really appreciate you.
Star Gazer Mar 2016
Upon a mood that is rather pensive
I appreciate my newfound friendship
God has methods of letting people meet
Whether through poetry or on the street.

I am grateful for the warnings and advice you provide
Knowing that you won't hesitate to scold or to chide
I thank you for being a helpful friend
A truthful friendly and helpful godsend.

Loser signing out
      Star gazer.
Thank you blaine M for being my friend.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Thank you to mystery girl,
Who showed me life can still be fun.
Thank you to Lucinda
Who showed me I'm not as bad as my mind sees.
Thank you to SPT
Who showed me what being a grown up really means.
That sometimes life will not be in your favour,
But still enjoy it.
Thank you to Nameless
Who showed me that there's always someone who can help,
That sometimes giving up is the best option.
Thank you to Impeccable Space Poettess,
Who showed me that sometimes a little care goes a long way,
Thank you to Julie
Who showed me that no matter how heavy a heartbreak is,
It will come to pass.
That although people walk different paths,
The experiences are similar.
Thank you to Mandie
Who showed me that if you follow your dreams,
You will find your happy place.
And thank you blaine,
For showing me the first of many experiences.
That if fate did intertwine, it will always instill a better lesson.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
She was an artist, who drew me into her life.
The way she’d paint my name on her canvas.
The way she swept me away with every blank verse.

But one fact remained,

She drew me into her life only to smudge me into different shades,
Painted my name in watercolour as my name was smeared off the page,
And with every blank verse I fell, plummeting into an uncertain oblivion.

She was an artist,
Who got sick and tired of dead colours,
So she drew colours from broken hearts,
And bruised emotions.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
She paints masterpieces
Creates beauty with her hands
Her soul restore paper creases
And she brings beauty to all lands.

She brings beauty onto papers,
Beauty that came from her heart
She doesn't need to see skyscrapers
To put charcoal on paper and start.

She brings beauty into this world
Because she makes silence, musical
From all sticks and stones hurled,
She will always be beautiful.
Star Gazer May 2016
The wind whispers its song in my ears
Like the leaves of a cherry blossom
Gently touching against my face.

The light comforts the place of your hands
Like the soft feel of rose petals
With the alluring scent residue.

The warmth seeps into my mind
Where the thoughts of you
are properly propagated,

The love I feel in my heart
Is nurtured by the beautiful
portrait that is you.
To someone special
Star Gazer Sep 2016
I begged and pleaded
Bled the beats of my heart
Hoping that the butterfly
Would flutter on its way
But it didn't.

The winds were brutal
as wings flapped as usual;
I had hoped the butterfly
hadn't dropped.

My best friend said
'Don't worry it's just sick';
Coated herself in her
child-like bliss,
I replied to her with
'Ok. It's just sick'.

The teens were brutal
And she held the storms
With a broken umbrella
As usual.
She would tell me
'Sometimes humans are
alike butterflies;
We'd show our beauty
but silence our cries'.

After a while her words
just stopped,
The first day I walked
pass her house,
Knocked on the wooden
frame;
Hoping that I would see her
again,
but silence responded to my
door knock.
The door remained locked.

I was the only one allowed
to knock;
while others used the doorbell
I was the one she would always tell,
'Just knock the door-
it will be our thing'.
Soon after 'our thing'
became nothing.

The second day;
I walked pass her house
Knocked on the door
just hoping that
there'll be an answer,
that she'd dance
her way to the door
and responded.

Her parents went missing
for a while,
Held onto broken smiles
While painting permanent frowns
on smiling clowns.
I have seen things broken,
But their smile sat like
barbed wires along a patch
of empty land.
Their smiles were
the kind, not to keep sheep in
but to keep everything else out.

I came by the third day
Hoping to end my dismay,
I knocked on the door;
she did not answer the door,
And I fell to the porch
cried tears over how
I wished it all went back to before.

I did that for the remaining week;
Hoping that she'd open the door
But she wasn't six feet away from the door;
She'd remain to this day
Not one millimetre from my heart
and memory.

Sometimes humans are
alike butterflies;
We'd show our beauty
but silence our cries...
Star Gazer Oct 2016
You start it all with just a spark
the mimicry of beating hearts
that casts away sight of star.
You start of as a small light
that caught ignition by ignited
spirits muddled in chemistry.
You raise yourself higher
hoping that flames alight skies
as the skyward gleams off
the clouds.
You brace yourself with
the burning self doubt
and the hatred impaled
towards your own soul.
So burn yourself hotter
try to light yourself brighter
because the hotter you burn
the faster you fade
and in your final wake,
know that someone
will slowly but surely
take your place.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
The chicken was always questioned,
On it's motives and given suggestions,
To be expected to live it's life without tension,
So between crossing the road in given directions,
Or asked about its formation in natures selection,
It was never a free bird.

Forced to cross the road alone,
Battling depression on its own,
With no space to even roam,
So in the cold, it lets out a groan,
That speaks to heart of stones,
Of its battle against society.
The chicken was never a free bird.

So why did the chicken cross the road?
Because it's masters and joke makers told it to.

So which came first, the egg or the chicken?
Doesn't matter, they are forced to live their ill fate,
As though by some mistake,
They became the rodent of society.
Star Gazer May 2016
I still keep the necklace you left me
Hoping that this feeling will leave me
I keep wondering if it'll get easier
But I don't count on easy
I count on the stars because
They were the last thing
That me and you saw together.
I swear I'm getting better
Writing words and loving every letter,
Just living out my dreams
Sewing all the incomplete seams
Just to be seen.
You know, the usual.
The stars blinked to me,
I started to learn morse code
In hopes that it was you
Signalling me.
I guess I've just invested time
Into the wrong things.
The necklace sits on my desk
Never touched my neck
Because I'll lose it
And I'm afraid I'll lose the part
Of me that still remembers you
Of all the times the sky is blue
It had to be blue right before a storm.
Are you actually listening to me?
I'll let you know darling,
I'm not really talking much
Just trying to isolate my mind
And if you don't mind
Please talk to me.

The skies, they rain
If you're looking at me now
It's the rain, it's not me,
Don't worry darling,
I don't cry so don't feel guilty,
It's just a drizzle of rain.
I'd trade everything,
My own life, my own breath,
All I own,all my friends
Live completely alone
Just to see you come home.
But I understand it,
I do.
Star Gazer May 2016
The first time always hurts the most darl
He whispers into her ear while slowly rubbing her back

I'm sure it wouldn't hurt as much as you say?
She says placing her open hands on her lap.

Falling in love for the first time always hurts the most
He mumbles holding his chest in his arms.

You'll be ok, you will find love again
She speaks the first thoughts in her mind.

I will always love you
Star Gazer Feb 2016
When she spoke of birds and bees,
She wasn't speaking about ***,
Enumerating about leaf and trees,
Twinkle over a topic quite perplex.

When she spoke of rain checks,
She wasn't speaking about shopping,
Instead fretting over the birds in the nests,
Trees that perish by wood chopping.

When she spoke of a branch,
She wasn't speaking of business,
She spoke of destructive avalanche,
That pressure trees to diminish.

When she spoke of wood,
She wasn't speaking of phallus,
Or a portrayal of manhood,
She expounded on nature's palace.

When she spoke of nature,
Her passion burned hotter than a bushfire,
For she witnessed creatures endangered,
And the animals that suffered in our crossfire....

....Our crossfire between money and satisfaction...
Star Gazer Apr 2016
Poets, we fall harder than others
We take blows that football players
Could never understand
Because we take internal damages,
We fight off emotional savages,
But we are different.

Different than what society created
Because we are the result
Of what we as poets choose to create
So would you cease and halt
At the thought of a dagger into your heart
Or would you turn it into a work of art?
Star Gazer Aug 2016
He watched her smile crack,
Like split-roads in a canyon
Letting water flow.
Star Gazer May 2016
There are so many moments, where you let slip the fingers
That was once your source of comfort and warmth,
That once was your home and livelihood.
It could be the last moments as you let them fall off a cliff
Or the last time you realise you'll ever hold the same hands
Or the last time your parents held your hand.
The moment where you let go of someones fingertips.

However

Beautiful eyes,
Got me magnetised,
If I had a chance to hold your hands,
Though everything destroying the planet,
I would urge myself not to let go
I hope that you just know
That your personality exudes from your words
So I can only imagine what lets out in the palms of your hands.

Beautiful eyes
As beautiful as the skies
And I am one to fall in love with stars
So beautiful eyes,
I ...hope one day my palms won't remain empty.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
Brushstrokes upon the canvas
Drew herself in middle Kansas
Still wearing the bright red shoes
That sparkled like it was new.

Paint dries upon the coloured canvas
She felt like she needed more practice
As each paint spot smeared and smudged
But the brush held won't bend or budge.

The artist didn't change her imperfections
But described that each succession
Of brushstrokes that was made wrong
Was just the planned portrayal all along.

She says 'You see, people, we aren't perfect,
We may touch up with makeup on the surface,
But none of us is in anyway completely flawless,
So chaos,mess,destruction whatever you call this-

Just know it's a reflection of how humanity really is,
There's an edge, a curve, a bend,a bulge, a twist
And it is these mistakes that make us exists
As humans'.

She said as she took upon a new canvas
And freely painted her soul amongst the whiteness
And even though it might have been interpreted
As darkness or a dark-mess, to her it was her soul.
Star Gazer Jun 2016
Upon a hill hopped a rabbit,
Little to knowledge of talking
He eventually picked up the habit
And finally learnt how to speak.

His first words were to a cat,
'Miss, might I say you're beautiful?'
He asked looking for a little chat.
'It's fine by me' replied with slight purrs.

'Do you mind if i sit next to you?'
Asking once again to the purring cat,
'I just want more orange, less blue'
The rabbit said with a little sigh.

'I know some don't carrot all-
And it hurts my little feelings
Because though I'm not tall
I have a heart as big as my chest'

The rabbit looked in her direction
'You sure have a large meowth' cat said,
'You sure have perfect complexion'
The rabbit replied with cocksure glee.

'You've got to be kitten me' cat snickered
Cats eyes gleamed under the light of beauty
'At least I'm not a hare in your burger' rabbit bickered-
Back and forth till their smiles shone bright.

'May I say one more thing?' bunny asked
'Yes purr sure you may' cat replied.
'No star can leave a light like your cast-
Because you are the brightest and most beautiful
star to ever lived on this Earth'.

**1837–1901 Rosoideae
Star Gazer May 2016
There were days
when I could still see your tears
and pretended I didn't care,
pretended that it didn't bother me.

There were days
when I could see that you
struggled and slipped between
the cracks of all the different issues.

There were days
when I pretended I didn't know you
that I never ever knew you,
that I didn't care.

There were days
I hated myself more than ever
because I couldn't find it
in myself to not care about you.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
I left at noon
made it afar,
the silver moon
like a Sapphire scar

Like that scar i earn
none can perceive
For it's a mental burn
that won't ever leave
~My take on 'The Wound' by Thomas Hardy
Star Gazer Jan 2017
She lays alone in her high tower castle,
playing pass the parcel by herself, lonesome-
she groans for help, but it never seems to arrive.
Her eyes are fuelled with desire for company-
plagued by puppetry, the puppeteer-
steers her every action, every breath of air taken
is monitored.

She once spent days brushing her silky hair,
known that life was fair and just but time changes-
as a pendulum continues to swing and sway.
The nights played like a recorded noise,
no choice but to stay awake as the beep continues
and the tribute made in honour of her grew larger.

In the multistorey hospital where laid her brush,
the cuts and bruises came to be fixed with care,
but her hair grew thinner and shorter day by day.
In her hospital bed, where she laid asleep-
with ambient beeps, she no longer lays there
as she takes her lonesome stare into the light.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
The sky feels so blue
It cries for my hands to hold
But I can't reach it.

Clouds can't cover up
The damage humans have done
Sobs water down; droplets
Lets create a little story with haiku - write a haiku in the comments and i will add it along....[.Group collaboration ]

-Poetria for helping with this collaboration
-Hoping more people add in a few more haikus...
Star Gazer Oct 2016
I knew him, not too long ago, I knew him.
The fixture of his hair, the navy striped suit
that sat against his bed that went by never worn,
though his eyes, they lit a fire like a firefly
that only ever seemed to get brighter before
a backdrop of the dark starry night.
I knew him, not too long ago, I knew him.
The smile from cheek to cheek that was present
yet missing behind closed curtains, as though
it took a catalyst of childish laughters to bring
about that stretching of muscles.

I knew him once, not too long ago,
when I was much younger.
I revisit him from time to time
and as time have progressed his
tired face faded yet left in his place
a tiny stone that read:
"here lies a father, a brother"
but my eyes, they scramble the words
and all I could ever see will be

"Here lies my father. Someone I-
wish I had known better".
Star Gazer May 2016
The sun gives the ground the warmth
Where once pelted by hail and storm
The sun dries up the remnant remains
Of a liquified chaos.
Though there are days things get tough
But you are tougher than most
So like a morning walk,
Soon it will be noon, and the walk
Will be a thing of the past.
~Stay strong Lorie. I wish you all the best
Star Gazer Apr 2016
Claimed ourselves to be failures
Wondering if we inherited
The features from our mothers or fathers.

We called ourselves failures
from the words we heard
spoken by the lips
of those deemed 'socially acceptable'.

We aren't failures,
We are different
And different
Is unique
And unique
is wonderful.

We are all wonderful people.
Star Gazer Sep 2016
Even I didn't know why she acted the way she did
throwing out all the things we have loved and lived,
gone are the photos of happy smiles slowly faded,
gone are the pillows that formed a fortress of haven.

She threw everything out but she and I,
had kept one thing each, between the sky,
Between the ground that we walked on,
the life of one thing will always carry on
And that is the memories we shared.
The kiss that said 'somehow I cared',
the pieces of our heart like jigsaw puzzles
each missing the correct pieces and
our two pieces will forever remain separate.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
This too shall pass
I reassured myself
Cleaning the shattered
Remnants of my
heart by myself.

This too shall pass
I repeatedly told
myself as I
found myself
crying in the
corner of my room.

This too shall pass
as I act
as my own
adhesive and held
myself back to
one piece.

This too shall pass
as I see
her walking away
from me.

I don't think this will pass
As I tell myself
dreaming about you
every single night.

So I reassure myself
This too shall pass.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Mum is in her room on Facebook,
I am across the hall in my own room.
In our family there's a hidden rule,
When one person cries, they do it in solitude.
So on nights when I can hear her cry,
I gently sit on my bed and stare into the sky,
I wonder if she can hear me now?
Even if she did, by morning it is almost as if I hadn't.

So if a tree falls down in the forest and no one hears,
Did it really fall?
So if I cried all night in my room and everyone pretends to not notice,
Did I really cry?

I guess I didn't cry....
But my eyes sure do make me out to be a liar.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
The sound plays over and over
The little song of your heartbeat
I wonder how it is that I can
Keep that sound on repeat.

The volume of the sound lowers
The echoes starts to fade
And I wonder how such a heart
Could suddenly change shades.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
One blow of the candle,
And the flame we had,
That should still be ignited,
Is no longer in our handle.

The flame is no longer there.
There's no point of I miss you's,
For at the end of it all,
Even the strongest flame is blue.

Over too quickly,
Too many promises,
That we just couldn't,
keep.

I'm sorry for everything.
I loved you too little, and gave you too less.
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