I wish I had my bracelet
I miss the weight if it
I miss the wrapped feeling of it
And the sweet meaning of it
I pray for the return of it all the time
Because I feel the moment you gave it to me
You were mine

You picture our living room,
I picture our bedroom, hmmmmmm

I want to
And have
Taken chances
And risks
And losses
For you
Because
I want
So want
To be your girl

In the springtime because our love is fresh and bright
In summer like a hot sultry night
In fall refreshing colorful and brisk
In winter near the natural glittering moonlit snow,
Anywhere baby
I'd marry you anywhere,
I think you already know

I want a lifetime of you!
I'm ready for a lifetime of you!
I can handle a lifetime of you!
Just wanted you
and the world to know!
A lifetime of your sweet words.
And your sweet smile,
Your sweet touch...
Oh I want it all for a lifetime!

The sad part of it all
Is not that I want you-
But more that I needyou.

The way it feels to be with you-
I just felt like you were home.

I just could smell something that
Was so familar it caused something inside me to shift.

I will never not get emotional
Because when I did tonight
It was because I felt close, closer than ever before to having someone better suited for me.

I'm in love with you
And saying no to you is
The hardest thing I ever have do

Oh boy!
The waiting is hard,
Like watching paint dry!

Wants and needs do matter
Because prayers answered
Are different from idle chatter.

Anticipation of our next time together
Has me wildly restless

Gotta go...talk to you later...call me if you can...
And then the door shuts. The smile on my face slowly fades. But just as the corners of my mouth come down and my mind returns to work...

You come back!

For one more kiss and oh I love that . I just will never be able to explain how that feels.

GMSF

Open and exposed
The air stings the wound
As my tears sting my cheeks

Tourmentimg pain
Building anger
Sabotage

I hope I wake from this awful dream
Pushing away the sweet
Pushing away the hope

It's killing all the love in my life

And that man would never know the
Tourmemting pain
Unpredictable  anger
He inflicted on a little girls soul

Lately I've seen you ( in my daydreams) sitting on top of the desk, feet up on the chair.
Your arm on your knee and hand under you chin supporting your head.
Your wearing your  pink shirt and jeans. Your chest  is kinda hunched forward creating a space that seems to invite me in. It's afternoon so the light in the room comes only from the sun, the way I like it. But you  also seem to be radiating this warm, red light. It's drawing me in, into that space-that "cave like" space in front of you. The look in your eyes is loving and the color of your eyes  a lovely autum m like  yellow brown. You say "come here baby" and I do.
I fit perfectly in that loving safe space. The darkness in me is drawn to the lightness of you. And that's when I'm calm. I'm home.  Surrounded by your loving energy.

I could feel it, before I was it
I could see it ,before I became it
Before it was a goal,
It was a dream
That's how it came to be
The artist in me!

This sometimes troubled ******
So loves  your detached Aquarian soul!

Your kiss is like a roller coaster
Sometimes like a jolt of electricity
Some said -stay away from that
And I tried to seperate you from me

It's something I could never do  
Because long ago 310
I truly became a part of you
I remember exactly when

That day as you came closer
I could smell you
and I knew it right away
We are suited for eachother

No choice
We are lovers
For a long time now
And the bond gets tighter
and deeper

I see you swirl round me
Dizzy intoxicated with your love
I had no choice baby
Cupid  shot me from above

I switched the silvery winged band from right to left hand
Daydreaming tonight of the time
When you will be all mine

Sooooo loved your sermon today-
You've renewed my faith,
In  a celestial way.

(Red thinks to herself)

My beautiful brilliant  brain
Has the ability to see
A very Vivid picture
of your plans for you and me.

And you see, they never seem unreal
And always leave me thinking,
Of all the sweet and nasty mischief
that we'll surely be mixing!

Oh I can't wait Wolfie!
               And do you know why?
Because when I pause and picture it -            
               You are as big and bad as I!


See you in the woods ;)

A week with love and lust
And twists and turns.
A week filled with promises and secrets is left behind.
Scene after scene skips through
my mind.
A year from now -You can see,
But right now my heart is recovering
From just a week
Of you and me.

I am
I am
Missing all parts of you!
I am!



Inspired by Dr Seuss lol!

When you said-
       "Once it's over, it's over"
I couldn't help but think,
I hope it will never be over between us.
And if the day finds us not together
I hope I will have had some sort of positive impact on your life.
You are my soul mate.
Our life together has changed me
In so many ways that I feel
What may come
       "It will never be over, you'll always have a place in my heart"

Trouble finishing a story
Gotta look EVERYONE over
Happy mostly
I love that you're so much like me!

I'm going to the sink to wash my hands
I start to remove my rings
And as I try to pull off the ring you gave me I realize it's stuck
Not like a sticky stuck but-
More like it's a part of me not meant to be removed

This is much like how I feel about you
You are so a part of me
That pulling away from you
Feels wrong and I will not do it
I'm not stuck

So I will not take my beautiful silvery ring off
You can
when you're ready
to put it on my other hand

What will they say
What will they do
When we become a we
And I say I do

They will laugh
They will frown
And most  definitely
Put me down...

But I'll smile and say
Ha -that's life!
As we stroll arm and arm
As husband and wife!

Closing my eyes I can see your beautiful sweet face looking at me like I'm a bird with a broken wing.
Your mouth whispering words sweeter than honey that are meant to heal me.
I can feel your warm and firm touch as your hands draw out the pain from my aching body.
You give me all that you are-
And it is everything I need.
Thank you my sweet, sweet love.

I'm restless because I like it
And have these wicked thoughts throughout the day
I love the way you love me
No ones ever loved me this way
Your touch makes me tremble
And it's the look in your eyes I crave
Oh that wooden table
Where much of our love is made

I want to be snuggled up beside you
Wrapped in your warmth and words
It's the only cure for what ails me

I'm writing poems for you
I'm performing sweet and nasty acts
I'm preparing things you like
And letting you take off things you like.
Not so you will love me,
No!
It's so you know that you are loved-
Truly,madly, and deeply baby!

All my dreams of you are both
Sweet and nasty
And every fantasy I have
Is the combination
Of this feeling
All my visions contain
Roses and "tape"
The mix of this is why you are the man for me
From the love and lust of it
I hope never to escape

Long and painful are my days without you,
And heavy becomes my heart
Oh my darlin how I  despise
the days we are apart

Eyes open
Searching for a sign
I hate being so far away from you.
I feel you love
I read your words and
My vivid memory serves me well.

But nothing can replace
that feeling of touching your face.
It's so easy being around you.
I miss you badly and this is hard.

Your touch lingers on my skin
For a long time
Your taste stays with me for hours
Your love is powerful

Tables and stairs-
Stares on tables
I know we will meet there again-
When we're able

I hope no matter what we always remain quite close
Like Sonny and Cher!

I love you. Babe!

The days energy was intense
I barely made it through
And it was the end I thought
Then the door opened
And it was you

Looking absolutely delicious in mauve
A serious face on
Sweet, ****, and handsome
I knew I was done

Then giving me that look
Those sweet turtle eyes
Pulling me in close
And rubbing my thighs
I know-
I know you understand me
I know you love me
I know that you know coming back to me gives me hope
I know that it's hard to do  
You really must know that I would never take advantage of you

But actually the opposite is true
You coming back
Binds me more tightly to you

And oh my god it has made me love you
Deeply truly openly
Unlike anyone before

Sweet promises made on wooden chairs,
Late afternoon light filling the air,
Words and breath and an intense stare
Drawing me in and keeping me there

I have no choice but to listen
And in your eyes I must look
Because it if I don't I'll regret not seeing you express yourself to me
Something I needed
And never thought could never be

You make my dreams of love come true

The rush of the write is so intense
It's a wave of energy
Big and immense
All the words come pouring out
And leave me breathless
Like a fighters last bout
Rhyme seems silly
But there is no cure
So I sit down again
And rhyme more

The goodbye kisses
you gave me tonight
Are the sweetest kisses
I've ever tasted
In my whole life

I love that moment
When your breath is my breath
And we are so close
                  That our scents combine
I love that moment
When we are one -
                        Absolutely divine
Nowhere to look,
Nowhere to go,
Simply swirling
                      Your soul and mine

The images are rolling
through my mind
They are  powerful
and of the
lustful kind
Mixed with love
I'm happy to say
I wouldn't
couldn't imagine it
Any other way

The feeling of you seems like a dream
Far away and hazy
The missing you catches my heart by surprise and makes it skip beats
The longing hurts deep down and yet
Makes my wrists numb
-I miss you terribly

A summer of poetry,
Love poems especially for me
How amazingly romantic!

This creativity
is the thing people dream of
It binds us tightly
We have a renaissance kind of love.

We mix and spread our love on murals-
We dance randomly to our own list-
Perform on stage to encourage and inspire
And sing passionately not realizing we're out of tune,
Now we write these lines of love
Our new artistic  endeavor
I hope this renaissance love lasts for ever!

I miss you
Like cigarettes

You are the man of my sweet and nasty dreams!

Cupid-
What a fine marksman you are!
Gold or Lead?

The 200-
My ride to love
my ride to ecstasy

Twist and Tell
Bubble and Burn
It is for your sweet touch I yearn

Fly to you

The combination of your love and our lust
Makes me feel like I could fly!
The power of your divineLoving words,
Gives me the confidence I need to-
       p
    a
  e
L
into the night sky and
Fly to you
Not to wake you,only to tell you
Of my love and devotion...

I can see us in a cloud of sparkling dust I'm in the black dress, the hair and heels are  big as usual.
You are making your way toward me doing that silly dance you do
Your white dress shirt is open at the collar andGod only knows where your ties at...
You grab and spin me around and the lights lower and the crowd fades...
Your body curves to fit mine and you pull me into a cave like embrace and you begin to sing in my ear, in that whispery deep way.  I smile.
And I'm there in the place that you and I created.
It's heavenly sweet and hellishly dangerous. Just the way we like it...
It's love- and while it's not original it's like I've never felt it before.
Because I love you truly, madly, deeply. And the way you love me makes it easy to paint these pictures in my mind...