How do you do it?
The sound of your deep whispery voice,
The sight of you sweet bright smile, oh
Makes my heart skip a beat.
You my darlin,
Lift me up  so naturally.
I don't need a pill
Or some other substance.
You and  only your energy-
Powerful and intoxicating
Giving me a high
it's-electric
Unlike anything  I've ever known!
More, more, more...

Be mindful of your words,
do your part.
Remember all of this
is expression of ones heart...
The ego has a way of tainting
even the most beautiful art...


One man's trash is
another Woman's treasure!

ILYSF

Cupid-
What a fine marksman you are!
Gold or Lead?

Are you really like me
Up,when asleep you should be

Are you really like me
With people projects and an open heart

Are you really like me
Seen by some as a teaser, when you only think of yourself as a pleaser.

You are!
You're  really like me-
Up all night, loving a challenge,
A people pleaser.

I'm missing you
It hurts
It makes my wrists numb

I saw her at the edge of the water
Where the waves crash then roll out smooth.
She was dipping in, backing out, unsure of the powerful sea.

I saw him looking back at her.
Checking to see
If she could do it on her own.

I saw him rush and scoop her in his arms,
Confidently he scooped her up
Lovingly he cradled her in the deep
And I could see her relax into him.

And instantly I saw us! I realized that that's what you have done for me so many times, when the water is rough-
You scoop me up and protect me with your love!

Birthday frosting,
Birthday games,
Oh can't wait til my birthday!

I knew it
when you put it on me...
It felt right.
I could smell, feel
that you were
one of my kind.
The closer you got
the more I could see that we were not going to
be friends...you are my best friend.
I always "know"
And this time was no different.
The only difference is
you are so much more,
More than anyone has been before.

Heels high,
Lights low,
Clothing entirely optional.

Thoughts wet,
And lips wicked,
Sturdy up against the wall.

We are at the top of a walk up somewhere. There is a skylight above us and the sunlight washes over us, it is so bright that it is hard to see. Your in a sleeveless T shirt and I'm in some hippy dress. We are both laughing and someone calls to us... We look up and smile...It's the same smile, the same face, we are one!

"My face in thine eye, thine in mine appears" (Tristan& Isolde)

Ilysf

I want a lifetime of you!
I'm ready for a lifetime of you!
I can handle a lifetime of you!
Just wanted you
and the world to know!
A lifetime of your sweet words.
And your sweet smile,
Your sweet touch...
Oh I want it all for a lifetime!

Vandalize my curls,
Fluff me up
Steal my heart,baby.

Ilysf

Open Expressions of...
(Vegetables in a plastic bag and a smile,
Poetry read aloud in the lunch room,
Saving stamped messages
to my sweet surprise,
Loving me so well-
that there are no words
Only actions to show
what those things mean)
            ....love.

Ilysf

I loose my head sometimes
I listen to my heart.
And many times the beat
has been off and
it has it been ripped apart.
Too many times I fear,
for another start.
This old heart.

This feeling old is gray in color
Imprisoning me,
Holding me back from another.
I deserve to be free of this!
I deserve to forget!
To take a chance
Place another bet.
But I can't find my rabbits foot or
My four leaf clover.
Today my hormonal head
is in charge
But this I assure you this is not over!

I couldn't leave
I couldn't go
Without letting you know
I love you so!


Ilysf

I miss you like cigarettes
I miss you like cake.

I'm going to need a pill for all this...
To numb me.
To bring me forgetful patience
and  delicate bravery.

This up and down
In and out
Round and round....silly caged clown.

I'm going to need a pill for all this...
"As if" acting and sad smiling and normal-ness?
For-if I don't swallow that pill
I will sink into the abyss.

And now steaming with
four hours past, I think at last I have it
The raging energy and adreline laced anger to let it go but
I reach for the bottle and swallow the pill, whole.

Thoughts of you fill my bed,
Thinking wickedly of you!

I am looking forward to
Spending a lifetime with you!

I'm disastrously in love with...
Your eyes
Your touch
Your smile
Your smell
Your hands
Your taste
Your embrace
Your company
Your thoughtfulness
I'm disastrously in love with all of you!

Dear sweet libertine of mine,
Whose soul is as black
and dissolute as mine.
Meet me!

O-Sweet and nasty brother!
Bring back the memory of a mass
like no other.
For dressed tonight in black net,
Betting a smile I will get,
And I'm sure a guarantee.

Libertine of mine,thoughts of us
Twisting and turning in my mind!
Perhaps I should stay away
from your touch.
But at last I trust I will do what a paramour must...
                             -Ma vie privee!

ILYSF

What are the perfect amount of kisses
To show how much I want you.
Five,
       four,
one good one,
hmmmmmm&mmmmmm;
I wonder...

Lets experiment
Play a game and find out.
What the right amount of kisses are...
So I can show you how much
I want you
And then...
I will give you ten more

ILYSF

The moon is so bright tonight,
That I'm going to moon bathe.
Going to angle my lounge just right
But forget the shades.
Because that I want that sweet, silvery moon light all over me.
Join me and play the music that I like-
So we can howl at it together.

Fly to you

The combination of your love and our lust
Makes me feel like I could fly!
The power of your divineLoving words,
Gives me the confidence I need to-
       p
    a
  e
L
into the night sky and
Fly to you
Not to wake you,only to tell you
Of my love and devotion...

You are in my thoughts and in my dreams. You are part of my ideas and the decisions I make. You are so inside me that you are naturally in the steps I take. You are far away but I can feel you, soulmate.

My world is upside down tonight,
I feel inside out and full of doubt.
                      The path I'm on seems quite bumpy,
     I'm not sure of which way I'm headed.
          Although to someone new I might seem dizzy and distracted-
I usually know exactly where the map is...at least the map of my heart.
                                             But everything's changing and so am I.

Is it okay to collect the words that remind me of you...

When I read them your autumn gold eyes appear,(hope)
and some of them envoke your sweet yet devilish smile,(wait)
and some bring back the feeling of you pressed up against me,(love)

Simple powerful words
GMSF

Gotta go...talk to you later...call me if you can...
And then the door shuts. The smile on my face slowly fades. But just as the corners of my mouth come down and my mind returns to work...

You come back!

For one more kiss and oh I love that . I just will never be able to explain how that feels.

GMSF

I really missed your sweet face.
It absolutely matches your,
Sweet kisses and warm embrace!