I'm writing poems for you
I'm performing sweet and nasty acts
I'm preparing things you like
And letting you take off things you like.
Not so you will love me,
No!
It's so you know that you are loved-
Truly,madly, and deeply baby!

I don't know what my plans for the future are, but I do know what I dream
And you my darlin sweet face are always in them, you are the
Man of my dreams
Man of my future plans

Saw you in the hallway and you said the loveliest thing-
         "I was just writing you a poem."
And it filled my heart and my head with
Anticipation of all the lovely words to come

I want Monday to come as soon as Friday ends!

( I am this way)
Why do I write poetry
Because sometimes my emotions get the best of me
And conversations with others don't satisfy
Why do I paint and cut and color
Because sometimes the visions are so vivid they force themselves out
Why do I dance
Because theres no choice my crazy energy must be released
People call me lunatic and crazy or wild
I'm sometimes hurt by this-
But this is the way I was made
I can't fight it
And I don't want to change
I have many other responsibilities
But these passions "cut the line"
Others don't seen to understand
Lord knows I've tried to explain
Those days of explaining are now over
This is who I am

My son caught me crying today
It happened in the most
unexpected way
He said mommy are you sad
                         And I lied
I lied
and said no
But I am
because I want you
and miss you more
than you'll ever know

I wish I had my bracelet
I miss the weight if it
I miss the wrapped feeling of it
And the sweet meaning of it
I pray for the return of it all the time
Because I feel the moment you gave it to me
You were mine

I know the day will come
When I will be your only one
We will walk down the street and smile...that is if we ever make it outta bed!

I want to be snuggled up beside you
Wrapped in your warmth and words
It's the only cure for what ails me

I love the way-
You light up the world for me!
I love the way
You make things easier for me.
I love the way
You play my favorite songs
I love the love you give me
It's the greatest I've ever know

I'm really attracted to things that glow
Light up globes
Colored paper  lanterns
Stained glass and Christmas lights.
I imagine most people are
And I imagine most people see that glow when they see me and you
It's impossible to hide
It's why people talk jealous of the light we naturally radiate that comes from inside

I look forward to days at home
With nothing to do
But you!

In the springtime because our love is fresh and bright
In summer like a hot sultry night
In fall refreshing colorful and brisk
In winter near the natural glittering moonlit snow,
Anywhere baby
I'd marry you anywhere,
I think you already know

Your kiss is like a roller coaster
Sometimes like a jolt of electricity
Some said -stay away from that
And I tried to seperate you from me

It's something I could never do  
Because long ago 310
I truly became a part of you
I remember exactly when

That day as you came closer
I could smell you
and I knew it right away
We are suited for eachother

No choice
We are lovers
For a long time now
And the bond gets tighter
and deeper

I see you swirl round me
Dizzy intoxicated with your love
I had no choice baby
Cupid  shot me from above

When our eyes meet
And your face is so close to mine
The love talk starts
And our world starts to spin

Your touch lingers on my skin
For a long time
Your taste stays with me for hours
Your love is powerful

I'm restless because I like it
And have these wicked thoughts throughout the day
I love the way you love me
No ones ever loved me this way
Your touch makes me tremble
And it's the look in your eyes I crave
Oh that wooden table
Where much of our love is made

I would love to be yours
And any season will do
The time that is right
Is not for me to choose

The size of the band is a small matter
And adjustable (like us)
is something I'd rather
Because our love blooms in all seasons
And size of the ring
truly does not matter

I love you my dear
With all my heart
And no season or ring
Could play more of a part
Than all the sweet love you've given me right from the start

I love the way you physically
Express your love to me

This sometimes troubled ******
So loves  your detached Aquarian soul!

You probably can imagine,
But you'll never really know,
How deeply those roses touch my soul.
And the message they send
Keeps me hopeful and willing
To take this as far as it will go.

When you return
It feels like your  catching my heart,
Keeping it from hitting the floor
And shattering.
Talking to me, breaking me down,
Feels more like putting me together-
So sweetly Aquarian.
Accepting  your love makes me feel open but not vulnerable.

All my dreams of you are both
Sweet and nasty
And every fantasy I have
Is the combination
Of this feeling
All my visions contain
Roses and "tape"
The mix of this is why you are the man for me
From the love and lust of it
I hope never to escape

The sweet things you do
Make me do nasty things to you!
So shower me with sweetness
And I'll continue to...

Just the other day an older lady asked me-
How do you do it?
Look that way!
I smiled humbly and said it's Love.

The sweet and powerful love you give me
Is my beauty elixir
It's no secret to those who know

The way you love me,grab me, touch me
Injects my body with a serum that creates a passionate glow

Your caring actions
are the balm that smooths over
A once ashy soul

You my darling sweet face
Are my beauty elixir
And I want the world to know

I dream of the fire you'll make for me
Crackling orange beneath the fall sky
I imagine the kisses you'll give me
They feel like a carnival ride
I see your sweet smile turn primal
and hazel eyes turn black
I feel you push your weight on me
As the flames  snap and crack....
Thank you for promises of firelight
I dream of it all the time

I creep down the stairs to the basement
In only heels on the linoleum floor.
Step up behind the lazy boy
Slide my hand down your chest and more.....
Kiss your head and then ear and then neck-
Slowly I circle around to face you
The desire is consuming for,
I fear I'm lost in the moment can't get out I want more
A bit dizzy and out of breath
I drop down to my knees
Only really to say without words
How much I truly love to please you

The rush of the write is so intense
It's a wave of energy
Big and immense
All the words come pouring out
And leave me breathless
Like a fighters last bout
Rhyme seems silly
But there is no cure
So I sit down again
And rhyme more

In the wee hours of the night
Wide awake
I bask in the moonlight

Sitting up writing poetry
The vampire in me
Slowly takes over

And there is nowhere to hide
Bitten by the lover
I call the night

D Disturbed by the reality
I I'm not there... I guess
P Painful reality of it being her not me

You are the man of my sweet and nasty dreams!

I love that moment
When your breath is my breath
And we are so close
                  That our scents combine
I love that moment
When we are one -
                        Absolutely divine
Nowhere to look,
Nowhere to go,
Simply swirling
                      Your soul and mine

Sweet promises made on wooden chairs,
Late afternoon light filling the air,
Words and breath and an intense stare
Drawing me in and keeping me there

I have no choice but to listen
And in your eyes I must look
Because it if I don't I'll regret not seeing you express yourself to me
Something I needed
And never thought could never be

You make my dreams of love come true

The days energy was intense
I barely made it through
And it was the end I thought
Then the door opened
And it was you

Looking absolutely delicious in mauve
A serious face on
Sweet, ****, and handsome
I knew I was done

Then giving me that look
Those sweet turtle eyes
Pulling me in close
And rubbing my thighs
I know-
I know you understand me
I know you love me
I know that you know coming back to me gives me hope
I know that it's hard to do  
You really must know that I would never take advantage of you

But actually the opposite is true
You coming back
Binds me more tightly to you

And oh my god it has made me love you
Deeply truly openly
Unlike anyone before

You breathe love into my heart and soul making me whole
And the more you do
The more I see I can't live without you

I am disastrously happy with your love and affection
And your random dancing lights me up inside
Your company is irreplaceable
I wouldn't want anyone else by my side

You are an amazing lover
And  a true friend

The up and the down of it!
The in and the out of it!
The dark and the light of it!

I want it all...all of a life of you and me.

Because I know when I'm in it,
It's you who pulls me out.

And when I'm down,
It's you who lifts me up.

And sometimes as alike as we seem
My darkness needs the balance of
Your light.

Closing my eyes I can see your beautiful sweet face looking at me like I'm a bird with a broken wing.
Your mouth whispering words sweeter than honey that are meant to heal me.
I can feel your warm and firm touch as your hands draw out the pain from my aching body.
You give me all that you are-
And it is everything I need.
Thank you my sweet, sweet love.

A week with love and lust
And twists and turns.
A week filled with promises and secrets is left behind.
Scene after scene skips through
my mind.
A year from now -You can see,
But right now my heart is recovering
From just a week
Of you and me.

Summers over
But I thought I might find
Some sweet sticky breadcrumbs
Of your love
Left behind
I long for a message
A surprise verse to soothe my heart
Just one or two more lines dear
Schools about to start

How will I do it
Wait a year
365 days and maybe more I fear

How will I do it
Miss your touch
Your embrace so right

How will I do it
I'm not sure I can
Because you only left me an hour ago and I long for you again

Open and exposed
The air stings the wound
As my tears sting my cheeks

Tourmentimg pain
Building anger
Sabotage

I hope I wake from this awful dream
Pushing away the sweet
Pushing away the hope

It's killing all the love in my life

And that man would never know the
Tourmemting pain
Unpredictable  anger
He inflicted on a little girls soul

After laying under them with you tonight
The stars will never look the same

One thing I know
Very few
Will get to be a mother again
In heaven
I will be  lucky enough
to experience it twice
Once on earth
Second in the skies

Why do people get mad at me
For things like sickness
It's not a choice or a weakness

And for a person like me
Who needs to be out and about
This sick feeling is something
I could do without

So why
Why be mad at me
I want to be feeling good and free

Proof read me please
Find all my mistakes
and grammatical errors
-Cause one things for sure
This **** ain't gettin any betta

What will they say
What will they do
When we become a we
And I say I do

They will laugh
They will frown
And most  definitely
Put me down...

But I'll smile and say
Ha -that's life!
As we stroll arm and arm
As husband and wife!

I can't wait to spend one night
In your arms
Under the stars
Far away from reality

I will never understand or befriend
The kind of person who is entertained
By another's ability to be rude or cruel
It just makes them look the fool...

I can see us in a cloud of sparkling dust I'm in the black dress, the hair and heels are  big as usual.
You are making your way toward me doing that silly dance you do
Your white dress shirt is open at the collar andGod only knows where your ties at...
You grab and spin me around and the lights lower and the crowd fades...
Your body curves to fit mine and you pull me into a cave like embrace and you begin to sing in my ear, in that whispery deep way.  I smile.
And I'm there in the place that you and I created.
It's heavenly sweet and hellishly dangerous. Just the way we like it...
It's love- and while it's not original it's like I've never felt it before.
Because I love you truly, madly, deeply. And the way you love me makes it easy to paint these pictures in my mind...