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Nevermind Jan 2017
You say you don’t know me anymore

Truth be told I’m the same old girl

My hearts been hardened by this world

I’ve been on my own, I’ve been hurt

Lots of stuff happened beneath the silence

My teeth have grown in, I’m no longer smiling

The holes in my mouth sank into my soul

I’m just so tired of being alone

I’m just so tired of waiting for you to come home

Young love is dead, hearts already broke

Broken confidence walking on broken bones

I don’t know me, no one knows

There are no “friends” in this life of hell

I’m hollow just like an empty shell

I don’t know what I want, I can never tell

Can’t remember where I fell

I’m pretty sure I died long ago

My body’s succumbed to some troubled soul

Looking in the mirror, I try to reinvent myself

Lost in the silence, with no one to help
Nevermind Dec 2016
There was a place
Near the heart of town
Beyond the gates
Where no one's around
Up a road
Beyond the trees
A place for the deranged
And children diseased
I've always heard it
Call my name
Till finally I ventured
Up one day
Muddy sneakers
Up the path
'Till the rotting building
Came into sight at last
Dancing shadows
Atop dead grass
Lonely, and hollow
Shattered glass
I swore I heard
Someone call my name
Louder and louder
But I wasn't afraid
Stepping carefully
Amidst the decay
'Till I found the theater
And rotten stage
Legend has it
The morgue was downstairs
And sure enough
I was rotting there
I found myself
Amidst the ruin
Could have stayed forever
And wandered through it
That was when I made a mistake
Soon after I left, the wreckers came
They took the farthest building away
And all the children, who called my name
Nevermind Dec 2016
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When the drugs run out
And the thoughts are so loud
When no ones around
And there's tears on the ground
I lived for the moment
And died the next day
They take what you have
Then "friends" run away
When the drugs are gone
And you're all alone
And all the sudden
No one has their phone
And all the sudden
You remember that time
A few years ago
And it makes you cry
And there's no way out
No end to the pain
Completely sober
And so insane
Nevermind Dec 2016
Kiss me with the warmth
Of Summer's embrace
Say you'll always love me
Till we fade away
Wrapping you up
In blushing lace
Tracing the smile
Over your face
Beneath my fingers
I feel your warmth
Into my prints
I love you more
Than all the things
I seem to collect
Than all the value
Around this bed
Hopelessly consumed
In worthless things
Hanging on to you
Beneath the sheets
My eyes find the window
Drifting snow
My heart wanders
But I'll never go
I'll never betray the home you've made
I'll never leave the assurance you create
Nevermind Dec 2016
So tired of the same old thing
Afraid of change
In disbelief
Walls are closing
In on me
I'm suffocating
In eternal sleep
Dragging my feet
Through this life
Stumbling and falling
Wishing to die
Sleepwalking nowhere
Just to survive
I hate living
But I'm afraid to die
Leaning against these porcelain pipes
Echoing out these silent cries
Demons feasting on souls at night
Silence consuming empty eyes
Nevermind Nov 2016
Cuts on knees
Mistakes, misbeliefs
Bite my tongue
Till it swells and bleeds
Hiding words
Dancing dreams
I'd love you some day
You and me
Scars on legs
Dreams are dead
Dizzy wishes
In my head
Bleeding love
Silent tears shed
Sleepless nights
Empty beds
I love you today
I loved you last week
Your feelings were fake
Thought we'd always be
Running away
Future seems bleak
Into the shade
Rest for the weak
Closing my eyes
Inhaling the smoke
Exhaling consciousness
Up and out my throat
We'll never have white teeth
Like the papers we wrote
Stained in black ink
Spilling down the roads
Nevermind Nov 2016
A month and a day
A hop, skip and jump away
Everything feels the same
But the clouds are threatening rain
Kissing the inside of my lungs
In the air moisture hangs
Clouds hiding behind the sun
Painting my veins in gray
The grass bows beneath
The water droplet's weight
Clouds shrouding, hiding fate
If we knew, we'd hide and wait
But we run, and blindly chase
Something better than disgrace
Tired of lying and being fake
Unraveling spiders and whispering snakes
Feeling free, sun on my face
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