We only took a few hits
Didn't know I would slump like this
All wrapped up in lovers bliss
Hanging in the heat amidst
A million particles sent a drift
You always make me feel like this
Sitting low relaxed in a chair
Legs outstretched just hanging there
Eyes barely open suspended in air
Rolling backwards behind hair
Your hand hanging by your side
Melting in the moment, dripping into time
I feel the heat of the afternoon sun
Beating into me like a cicada's drum
Locking me into a lucid dream
Your eye meets mine, lazily
A single strand of hair swept down your brow
You're ******* me with your gaze, slowly now
My lips are still against your neck
Trailing down your woven web
You're creeping softly across these nerves
Knowing so easily you can make it hurt
In the haze of summer afternoons
I find the embrace under late summer moons
Sitting wordlessly by the pond
We slip away into cricket songs
Leaving only a bottle and a half bent top
Fireflies burning secret paths for the lost
Even now I close my eyes and can taste you on my tongue
I'm all wrapped up in hopeless love

I get so dizzy when you hold my hand
Tottering like a vessel bound to foreign land
I feel the creeping along my anxious spine
Of the thoughts of us together, just you and I
We'll be so lost the world can't see
The loose ends, the worries, the oddities
You're so far away but I'll see you soon
Tip toeing delicately across the moon
We'll follow eachother endlessly
In a silent chase
'Till we find the dark side
And turn into space

Either way it'll end the same
You and I underneath lamp shades
Bashfully shining, beaming golden rays
I close my eyes and slip away
Exhaling slowly a cloud of smoke
Dreaming about the songs you wrote
Memories glistening against the sun
Our love is warmth for everyone
Billowing upwards in whitish haze
You're so perfect, I hope you never change
Wrapped up in the feeling
Not a care in the world
Just two shining twinkles
In the eyes of a girl

All these demons will soon become ghosts
When we're talking they hurt the most
You're deteriorating, everyone knows
How much longer, how many hopes
I'm running from these shadows
Balancing on doubt
Sometimes I wish I'd never figured it out
I'm hoping and praying that these are just thoughts

Cause when you leave me I'll really be lost

I lied
But you lied worse
You cried
But my wounds still hurt
I loved
And you loved too
I tried to keep my distance
Till there wasn't any room
Our love was forced together
I was completely lost in you
But that was just a moment
In this deep, dark blue

Little round tops
On little glass jars
Little shiny needles
Sewing up the scars
Little white lies
Little black marks
Everything's small
But it still hits hard

Knew there was nothing
Just wanted to believe
Wanted to hang on
It all felt so sweet
I'm sick to my stomach
Down on my knees
I knew there was nothing
I Just wanted to believe
All the things you said
So sweetly to me
I held them to no value
But still I see
The truth in the end
Is still what it seemed
I knew there was nothing
Just wanted to believe