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Nevermind Nov 2015
Feeling lethargic
Forgetting how to breath
Or simply forgetting
That breath is entering me
Slipping into oblivion
Yet still functioning somehow
Hypocritical *******
Flowing out of my mouth
I'm just saying what you wanna hear
I'm just hearing what you have to say
Slipping in and out on the floor
Dreaming the day away
Facing turning blue
Unaware of the threat
Looming over me
That is sudden death
Nevermind Nov 2015
The love I've lost haunts me like a broken hearted ghost
She's mourning something terrible, forlorn wails and moans
The love I've lost follows me leaving a trail of miserable tears
It's keeping the one who loves me now from coming anywhere near
Nevermind Nov 2015
No one understands you
And you can't understand why
So you sit and flail and throw a fit
You scream up at the sky
You ask why you're even hear
You wish you weren't alive
You call each and every one of us
You look to your daughters to cry
I hate to say this
I really do
But just..I mean.. look at you
You abandoned your children
Stood back as they grew
And played the victim when they turned on you
Not that they betrayed you to begin with
You pushed them beyond their boundless limits
You've hurt them more than you'll ever know
You say you've paid for your mistakes tenfold
I'm not here to ridicule or judge
But our grandmother is old and she's had enough
You're acting like a girl my age
You really are a waste of space
All the things you say about yourself
They'll always be true
Until you get up
Until you make the move
I know you're hurting
I know you are
It's the reason you've destroyed yourself
Why you're falling apart
Your desperate cries fell upon deaf ears
When you needed them they were nowhere near
When help finally came it was way too late
You were so far gone, in a manic state
But people with pasts so much worst than yours
People who have trudged through disasters and wars
But then again what's an arrow to a bear?
You're just a rabbit, bleeding there
All I see are two girls that need love
And a foolish woman who needs to grow up
A mentally ill woman who needs to get help
A is for addict
And addiction is hell
Nevermind Nov 2015
And I love when you talk my ear off
Don't ever say you're a pest
I wanna hear you at 3 am
I wanna hear you stressed
I wanna hear you first thing in the morning
I wanna hear you before bed
Living in the absence of your voice
Is the loneliest I've ever been
You're never annoying
You never will be
So please oh please
Just talk to me
Nevermind Nov 2015
I don't feel well
But I'm not sick
I've just got aches
And pains in my chest
I've just got some thoughts
Stuck in my head
It's hard to breath
It's hard to rest
Wide awake
Can't get out of bed
Nevermind Nov 2015
I love the tattoos
On your skin
You're so beautiful
It should be a sin
Tracing my fingers
Along the lines
Taking in
The intricate designs
Some may ask
What you've done to yourself
Some think they're ugly
And unprofessional as well
But in my eyes you're perfect
They're the finishing touch
Reaching inside
You ripped out your guts
And with the blood
You painted a scene
Of everything you want
Outsiders to see
You say some don't
Have much meaning at all
Simply inking empty thoughts
Either way
I adore each one
Never change
My only love
Nevermind Nov 2015
I've lost the feeling of myself
Slowly decaying in a brittle shell
I'm so far from what was close to home
I lost the trail I made of stones
Dropping each carefully one by one
Along a desert baked by the sun
Now it's fall and I still can't breath
Am I even capable of being happy?
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