I can't even remember the last words you said
Dead conversations
Is the message still "read"?

I love you to the moon and back
You're my favorite heart attack

I smile at all the wrong things
I hum along while everyone sings
I've got cuts on my fingers and scars on my knees
Lonely aliens trapped amongst human beings

I won't think about you
And all the time we shared
I won't think about how I sat by the window
Wondering if you still cared
Only to be assured
By all of your empty lies
The ones I swore I'd never believe
The ones on which I relied
If it weren't for these meds
I'd still be able to cry
The image of you standing before me
Forever in my lonely mind
I promise it's not your fault
Anyone else would have moved on
I won't think about you anymore
I've done it for so long

I'll ask you a question
The answer ingrained in my mind
Just to hear your voice
Just to see you smile