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 Dec 2012 Dennis Meeker
Tatiana
Late
 Dec 2012 Dennis Meeker
Tatiana
I'm running out of time,
i'm late, i'm late.
How will I ever,
fix this mess I created,
how much longer,
do I have
until my time is up.

I'm moving so slowly,
i'm scared, i'm scared.
How can I save,
one of my passions,
how can I make,
something beautiful
start again.

I'm falling endlessly,
no ground, no ground.
When will I land,
on solid earth,
will I ever,
land on the ground
again.

Im running out of time,
I'm late, i'm scared.
Will people hate me,
for not being there,
will they stop,
being there for me,
because I was not able to
be there for them.

Am I late,
I must be,
i'm too late,
and i'm sorry.
This might be the last of me for awhile until my internet comes back, i'm using a hot spot now and i'm on limited time, and i'm sorry that I haven't been on a lot lately, I feel bad, and I feel like i'm missing a lot of the beautiful works that my friends have made. I promise though, when I get my internet back, you will all know. :)
With the sweet melancholy of time
comes the beautiful notion of nostalgia.
We grasp moments of shared joy and freedom-
beacons of hope that forever altered our souls.
And with such recollection
we finally fathom the value of those around us.
And we realize
it is our souls who must surrender
when our bodies are broken and worn.
I thought the hardest part
would be choosing how;
But I can see instead
that it's saving my world
or shattering yours...
As a disclaimer, I am not suicidal at this time.  
I have been over various times in the past, and thoughts do come back every now and again.  
But I could never do it, so please don't misinterpret this.  I just needed to write these specific words on the matter on "paper", so to speak.
Wells overflow
due to black stars
Wishes falling flat
Leaving traces of tire marks
Fate treads upon a corpse
and I wonder how long I have
to play dead
Before this mauling stops
Fight or Flight
I'll surely depart
what a shame
to fancy the otherside
of the moon
She had a stiffness to her, as though a nervous little girl, whirling through the world, a world away, and in a way, she dreamed, dreamed of better things, things that sing in her heart, heart of her being, being of the stars, stars shining unto day, the day she runs away, away from everything she makes, and breaks, into a million pieces, and pieces i can pick up, pick up just enough, enough to give up, give up all to have loved, loved enough to have gave, and i gave it all i got.
~
When i win, it is exactly what they wanted, and when i lose, it was part of the plan.
Null is the void, as the void is the lull, lull is the stoic, as the stoic is the soul.

Soul of an eon, as an eon of not, not in the ions, as the ions are lost.

Lost is the sphere, as the sphere is sedition, sedition is fear, as fear is the mission.

Mission of silence, as silence is the crowd, the crowd is the silent, and the silent are loud.
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