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Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

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Your love was sweet
I was hooked
From the first taste
I was addicted
Didn't want it
To go to waste

It was a bitter pill
That I wanted to swallow
But now, I regret
Ever taking that risk
Because now, I feel sick
The pain won't go away today
Or even tomorrow.

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

Somewhat Lost

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

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Somewhat Lost

I fantasize about you
It's so twisted though
Because you broke me
But I let you do so
Didn't feel the need
To ever let go?

Everything is still here
Except yourself
I think I'd fall apart
Watching you love
Someone else
Or watching you
Act as if I don't exist
Or that there was once
An ''us''

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

Didn't Even Know I Was Writing About You Until I Was Finished

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

wounded words

Didn't Even Know I Was Writing About You Until I Was Finished

Three years later
And I still can't bring myself
To walk that dirt driven path

With every secret,
Every whisper you spoke
Shoved under cracked rocks
And faded footsteps
Waiting to resurface

I'm half stumbling my way
To your name
And You see,
this whiskey
It tastes like hell
But I can't help sipping
The memory of your lips

You are the rain
That drenches my paper heart
Just enough to tear
With one touch

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

The Poison Is You

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

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The Poison Is You

Slipping in and out of
Consciousness
Wishing that I could
Love you significantly less

But I cannot and it hurts
Because loving you
Makes me feel worse
Than I already felt

We played the poker game of love
I lost, because of the cards I was dealt

Now I'm a mess, all alone in my home
Wishing you were holding me again

Grasping for air, but it's hard to breathe
Without the one I love beside me.

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

Set My Heart Alight

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

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Set My Heart Alight

Set fire to my heart
Keep the spark alive
You know I'll love

YOU

Until I die.

The burn is worth
The pain it brings
Because it brings
A little

Happiness.

My dream love
Who is now
A vision of
My *imagination

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

Beauty Of Dreams

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

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Beauty Of Dreams

I believe I love you
You thrill me
You know you do
I believe you're the key
To my heart & I
My thoughts are up
In the clouds
In the sky

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

Spend The Night

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

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Spend The Night

A smile hides a lot
Don't you think?
It can hide utter despair
As you stare into
That broken mirror

Reflecting upon broken love
And wishing it could mend
You still fit me like a glove
Can't we at least pretend?
I don't want it all to end

You are always on my mind
**** the misery out of my body
At least spend the night in my bed
Without you, I feel incomplete, baby

You heal me, break me, know me
Can't get you out of my head
Release me, set my body free
Just one night without regret
In the bed where we fell in love

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

I frolicked across six Jupiters with pilot jones

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

Ugo

I frolicked across six Jupiters with pilot jones

it's hard to crack a
coconut while
sitting under the
water;
in order to understand
the fundamentals of a
broken heart
you've got to know the
secrets of the soul

wait.

99% of human beings
are enchanted
and to lick the moon
you don't always have to
travel to mars.

Now wait.

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

My light hasn't burned out, you've just taken it with you.

Sep 2013 Delusional Illusion

Elise

My light hasn't burned out, you've just taken it with you.

Heart pounding,
blood pumping,
muscles tense,
It's gonna beat right out of my empty chest.

Tears pouring,
eyes burning,
lashes fall,
did you ever really care at all?

Mind racing,
head aching,
jaws tight,
when you left you took all of my light.

Body shaking,
hands quaking,
arms outstretched,
thinking you'll come back is so far-fetched.