I cant believe
words can hurt
way more than
actual pain causing
these tears to roll
down my face.

the earth was created in six days, and everything else manhood helped build from the ground up. funny thing how people could go through so much but we still pick ourselves up, dust ourselves up and keep going through the day.
we tend to forget what a sunrise is. we forget the night sky has a blanket of stars.
we even forget there's a day dedicated for where we live on. but I think we should celebrate this day everyday. remind ourselves how we are still here, and God will always be with us. he blessed us with this beautiful earth with its beautiful scenery.
happy earth day.

I don't want to get up today. I don't want
to get out of bed. I've lost hope in myself.
I've lost you. so now everything is fallen apart.

wish I could float above the water.
instead I feel pressured. I feel like I'm being
pushed (forced) under the sea.

I don't want to fall like the leaves in autumn.
or like the snow in winter,
or rain when god is crying down to what a disappointment I am.
I want to shine like the sun, I want them to notice my sparkly lip gloss and admire me, like Athena.
I want to guide everyone through the night with my moonlight.
but I fail to their eyes because they dont see a success,
they see the opposite, they see ugliness. well now I know to never try again.

hay veces que odio ser hispana.
no deshonro mi cultura, créanme, pero mi madre ha hecho que mi vida sea poco saludable y desearía haberme criado con caucásicos que no fueran tóxicos.
realmente no sé cómo explicar todo esto.

Me encanta cada vez contigo
De cualquier cosa yo te pido
Y lo mejor que es en tu piso
Tus ojos, pelo y tu sonrisa