Tab - Hello Poetry

Tab Dec 2015

the void

this has no purpose
just words strung together
to remove some dead feelings from my chest
its not working

Tab Dec 2015

optional

was it optional for you to do that?
for you to pretend to care
care about the stars
the moon
the milky way
was it optional for you to just pick what time was best
to tear me to shreds
3:12PM
6:48AM
12:02AM
11:12PM
was it an option
or did you plan this

I'm not thinking clearly right now so I'm just typing

#pointless

Tab Dec 2015

anxiety

to a lot of people you are a demon
but we've been together for so long now
you and me are friends
you've ruined my life and I can't get away
I've tried to run away from you
but you always find me
I've tried to protect myself
but you've beaten me
so now we are friends
because they say keep your friends close
and your enemies closer

#anxiety

Tab Nov 2015

words

words float in and out of my brain
I forget what I was going to say
I did know all the words at first
But now
nothing flows right and words look wrong
how did I let this happen?
How did I let you worm your way into my brain
You've left holes where memories should be
Sentences run on and words slam into each other
Sometimes....
What was I going to say?

Tab Nov 2015

Damnation

You were my only sin.
so sinister
so insidious
but sweet like sugar
It was more than a craving
it was a fix
I needed you
24/7
365 days a year
you brought me straight to hell
but if loving you is my only sin then let me be ****** to hell for all eternity

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