My vision is getting blurry
idk whats happening
I feel weak but yet excited
Whats wrong with me
Did to much come out
I might Passout
My head pain
my arms weak
My eyes blurry
My arms hurting
Whats happing to me
Am I sleepy "No I took 3hr nap
Then what Idk whats wrong with
me I feel sick I feel weak
But yet happy wanting to jump
even if I cant
Whats happening

Did they tell you that everything was gonna turn out fine?
Now you are all alone. Lies!
Did they say no one can replace you?
The next day they are holding hands with someone else.Lies!
Did they say I will always love you?
Even when they are with the love of there life the are telling I've never and I'll never stop loving you. Promise!
Did they tell you that they will protect you and fix your heart?
They are telling they will be there for you hold your hand through everything. Promise!

sometimes you'll crumble
and take mountains with you
you'll scream until you're out of breath
and hurt yourself on the glass you broke
and i'll break my finger
from how hard i pulled the trigger
i'll cry until i puke
and my guts will heave
my hands will shake
and yours will crack
my eyes will burn
and yours will shut
you'll shrivel up
and i'll bleed
my wrists will hold onto cold metal
and you'll stitch me up with your words
i'll tell you i love you with my lips
but you'll pierce my chest with silence

and i'll apologize for getting blood on your shirt