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 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Lone Wolf
Here is my theological thoughts, questions, of the day,
For those dedicated Catholic, Christian friends of mine
Why does the bible condone slavery,
Allows so called holy wars,
But not freedom of sexuality?

What logical thought process is that?
You can ****, enslave hundreds,
for disagreeing with you, or having different skin,
But you can't love someone,
That's the same gender as you?

I want to know, please chime in
At what point did free love,
Become worse then ******, my friends?
This is a small selection of the questions
That kept me from my sleeping tonight.
Questions like this have been flooding my mind for about a month now. Ever since one of my best friends came out and his dad decided beating him would make him less gay... I don't understand how bruised ribs, a black eye, and slightly swollen nose was supposed to make him less gay, nor do I understand how his dad justified this with being Christian.
 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Lone Wolf
I've had some trouble composing my thoughts of late
I'm finding it hard to find words to relate
To how I'm feeling deep inside
My hectic jumbled heart and mind

I've never had this problem before
I've never had issues telling about the inner gore
Of my chaotic inner world
Or finding words to rhyme

I think I'm letting him distract me
Way too much I'm letting him in
And I know how pointless pursuing him is
He'll never accept that kind of love from me

His broken little-sister type girl
He's never showed me anything
besides Innocent love and sympathy
I don't know why my mind insists on thinking of him so

He's old enough to be my dad...
I really must stop this, I'm losing my thoughts
****** mind, shut the hell up
I shouldn't love him, let's keep it at that
As the poem says, I'm not at my best. I'm so confused right now... This is pretty much the most pointless person my heart has set itself on. I mean really... I should probably just never talk to him again and move on.
 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Nameless
I'm so confused
...
 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Nameless
I want that sweet release,
For my pain to become liquid.
 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Nameless
I may look happy.
But honestly, dear.
The only way I'll really smile,
Is if you cut me
Ear to Ear.
 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Nameless
What is love?
...
What does it mean, to be in love?
...
How can you tell?
...
'Cause you see, I can't.
 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Nameless
My room is dark,
with my smell lingering across the bed.
My room is marked,
with my poems written across the wall.
...
When I go to sleep
my dog comes too.
we make a nest of pillows and covers,
then fall asleep together as well.
 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Nameless
You do not know me,
so you think I am strong.
You do not know me,
so it won't take very long.
Because you see
like most things
under pressure,
I also tend to break.
 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Nameless
It will start with a meaningless crack,
Don't think to hard about that,
'Cause then I'll struggle,
To cover it all,
And hide it away.
And trust me,
It will look as if I'm fine,
With it being covered up.
No seams nor cracks.
On the outside that is,
'Cause what I've really done is moved them.
But now there's more and far to many,
I can't keep track of them all.
...
So soon I will be the one to fall.
 May 2014 Daylight 4U2C
Nameless
I'm having trouble again
wanting to sleep all day
stretching and yawning
making little animal noises
it's getting more difficult
to keep my eyes open
and my head up
i just want to grab the nearest person
hold on to them, cuddling...
                                                  And fall asleep.
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