a boat in the empty sea

lonely and free

too many beliefs, but nothing to preach

creating what I seek

focusing on me, and they see me as bleak

but do understand, I have to be carefree

(sensitivity kills me)

in the dark

how do you want me to run for the light when it's within?

(help me find the noose)
(internal dialogue I will not express)

**** my ego, tactics from the monks

help me understand where my thoughts generate

from where? (can I gps myself there?)

hanging on to my life, gripping a string of hair

but I might just use my weight to rip it

300 mg's
(get me started with initiation)

the fire is burning within, I feel you

a little busy
homework and work
little time for the words

how can I make time when it just happens

old people coming and going in the gym I work at

(I've seen too many naked old men to not dream of them)
I don't fantasize though

i love you sabrina, sleep tight

along the shore line

divided love
lost trust

(it wasn't worth thinking at all)

for I have sinned upon myself, not god

wondering, the abstractions I face
everyday, without turning my face

stunt double

take my place, be here now

before I shoot my face

in the morning

where it all seems to begin

24 hours to experience, then we restart
keep going
(for some reason I feel off today)

(i'm taking acid later on)
(it's refreshing working from 5am to 10am)

seize the day with your penor

chase your mind, not the external pleasures the world tries to drown you with

enjoy the sound of your ***** banging against her *****

enjoy the sounds the birds make

even if where you live, is as loud as my ****

wake up, alone

nothing to lose like everything ever owned before truth

(when you first loved, it turned me into stone)

                           (be carelessly in love)
let your "self" fall into the pits of the unknown

(can't title what I feel, but what's worth trying to understand the limitless)