After you left
I moved to a bigger house
as if I needed more space for my thoughts of you
as if I had the strength to
remember you
I measured the size of each room
and touched every corner
of that tremendous place
trying to guess how many moments
how many of our early mornings
in embrace
it would take
to repel the shadows of emptiness
to turn the color and shade of my contempt
I opened each window
and closed my eyes, shutting out the
wailing of a so tired heart
holding the silence
in all its weight
That day, I listened for the sound of your steps -in case you remembered to return what was once everything to me.