Painted dreams cover my walls,
and I think you're breaking through.
Cracks appear under your weight,
and I wait patiently for you on the other side.

Funny how when you expect a fall,
                   you  realize you never climbed out to begin with.
I didn't know I still felt the way I did about you,
                   I guess that's just something time can never change.

Where does time begin and end?
Then the memory will start to fade.
Does it on our lives depend?
Or can time even fully spend?

Does time begin where memories do?
Memories of games we've played.
Do we have it misconstrued?
Will time forever continue?

I am lost in the land of Magic, I fear.
Blocked from Reality's bite.
So do me a favor and wake me, dear.
For the land of Magic is also the land of Fright.

What do you do when you don't know how to feel?
Is it because you feel everything at once or nothing at all?
What does it mean when to you everything seems surreal,
and the only thing you know how to do is cry in the bathroom stall..

I still love you.
More than you could ever imagine.

As I walk by my self I like to pretend
that what we have never will end.
I close my eyes as the wind brushes against my skin,
and I wish it were you yet again.

When this wind ceases to blow
is when I will stop dreaming of you so.
This wind it comforts me greatly,
but the thought of you still lingers faintly.

This wind is unpredictable, and at times it is jarring,
and yet it still consoles me when you and I are sparring.
At times this wind is as sweet as your kiss,
and never a day will this wind I not miss.

You've made a promise you didn't keep,
Leaving us both shattered and scarred.
I hope you know that I can't sleep
Knowing your feelings are charred.

While you're hurting yourself,
You're killing me.

Love and hate work hand in hand,
and I don't think you understand
that you and I are fire and ice.
Either one are not so nice.

I am the type to manipulate.
I can play you like a record, darling.
Even though there is tons of hate,
Before you know it you'll be falling.

You'll be falling fast and hard.
Right down to the broken heart.
Because I'll play you like a card,
And am not afraid to tear you apart.

If you stand for nothing
you'll fall for anything.

Be who you are.
Don't let the world mold you.

Do what you love,
Not what the world loves.

Fight for what you believe,
not what you're told to

Hate can't drive out hate.
Only love can do that.

It's things like this that make me wonder
if our love is going under.
Maybe it just isn't meant to be,
or you've just stopped being into me.

Either way I will be happy.
I'm not letting my self feel ******.
I don't need you in order to be me,
honestly, without you I'd be more free.

Exhausted and depressed
Just waiting for an end
I cannot pass this test
I've no more time to spend

I feel the sunshine on my skin,
And I wish I were with you again.
Beneath a sky so clear and blue,
Yet the only thing I can think of is you.

But soon rolls in a storm of sadness,
And then I'm left here almost hopeless.
When I remember your past actions
My heart ends up in fractions.

In the days before we met
I was in a place to fret.
You helped me out of that place,
away from problems I couldn't face.

You mean more than words can tell,
and my life before you was truly hell.
Before you came the world was so dark
with no safe place that I could mark.

If you had never come along
I would still be living my life all wrong.
You're what guides me when I am lost
and keep me back from lines I can't cross.

Happiness comes and goes,
                      but today it will stay.

Why can't I just be pretty?
I just want to turn heads.
I want to feel beautiful,
but I'm hanging on by threads.

I want people to look and think
"I've never seen one like that".
I just want to feel secure,
but that's falling flat.

All I do is bring you down,
But without you I'm going to drown.
I want to be together but you do not,
So I'll let someone else fill my spot.

I need you like I need air,
But I only cause you to despair.
So I'll leave for your own good.
I never knew just where you stood.

I'm through with love,
                        it's too gentle for me.

I think it's time for me to be honest, dear.
There is a lot about you I still fear.
You don't say how you feel so neither will I,
but there is something there I can not deny.

Stop sending me messages so mixed.
Please, please make your emotions fixed.
I don't yet know how I feel about you,
but I do know that these feelings are anything but new.

Do you feel anything for me at all?
You make me feel so very small,
but at the same time like I can take on the world.
I think it's time these thoughts and feelings were unfurled.

Just when I thought everything was okay
You came and washed that thought away.

I can't help but wonder why
that you loved to make me cry.
I guess you never loved it at all
and only wanted to see me fall.

I don't have to put up with you now,
and all I can really think is "wow".
I put up with you for way too long,
and now it's time for me to sing my own song.

I am happier now than I ever was before.
You may have won the battles; but I won the war.
Now I can dance, sing, and just be me,
and I don't have to care who can see.