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Danela Sep 2017
I am not your houseboat.
You have tied me down
and yet I still float and drift
I rise and fall with the tide and the waves
just as the moon intended

i am not your home,
you have not made me permanent
you have painted me a more vibrant color
but when the light is gone i turn back into
dull

I am a rental apartment
a temporary "home"
i am just the in between of finding better and "this'll do"
you fill me with things you love and enjoy
and then you leave on vacation
and you stay at another
hotel
camp
apartment
houseboat

and when you come back and everything is the same,
worn in and used slightly but still there like you intended
leaving me hoping
for some odd reason
that when the door opens it will still be you

yet until the lights are switched on and the buzzes with the static
will the dust lift and the dull fade

but until then i am simply
a houseboat
a rental
a temporary fix

maybe one day i will become permanent
Oh,
Danela Aug 2013
Oh,
We are friends
We hang out, laugh, talk
i tell you i like him,
"oh," you say

We are still friends
We still hang out
we still laugh
6th grade ends

Middle school
We are friends
Or are we still
i tell you my secret
"oh," you say

We are not friends
We don't talk
You walked away
"oh," i say
Danela Aug 2013
Storms are the type
the type of thing to make
to make people restless
restless people create
they create what makes them
what makes them feel like they deserve this

Storms are not only found in weather
there are storms that can
that can change a person
change a person so much
so that when they think,
or become restless
that storm begins to form

When that storm forms,
who knows when it'll slow down
and if it slows down will the rainbows come out after?
or never?

When a storm finally calms
if and when it ever does
does it ever start back up?
does it make a mind tired?
does it make a mind strong?
Danela Apr 2014
i wish i kissed you when i met you
it would make things simpler,
or would it?
im very confused
about lots of things right now
but maybe
kissing you would take it
all the confusion away

i wish i could kiss you now
Not because im confused,
which i still am,
but because maybe i would know
would you kiss me back too?
is that a possibility or am i just wishing?

i wish i could kiss both of you,
because i am confused
and maybe then i wouldnt be
but im too scared,
and fear i always will be
*i just wish i could
kiss you

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