Steaming shower I begin to drift away.
Hot water flowing down my body.
Sensations I can't describe.
****** tension, I feel alive.
Pleasure coursing through my vains. Burning water, I love the pain.
Biting me along my waste.
You look like you could use a taste.
Push me against the wall.
Water dripping down me.
My little waterfall.
Bite my neck and grip my ***.
This feeling I long for to last.
Wanna go for a dive?
Grip me hard between my thighs.
Tying the rag so you stay in place.
Shower heads don't go to waste.
Begging for a little taste.
Eyes roll back in ecstasy.
Just whisper how badly you want me.

Hot breath.
Leaving me restless.
Slow heartbeat.
I lay out in defeat.
Messy hair.
Clothes everywhere.
I fall asleep and to my surprise when I wake..
You're still there.
Looking at me.
Gazing into my eyes
"I'm falling in love with you" is the first thing you say.
My heart tells me to run away, but I lay unable to move.
Then the craziest thing happens..
"I already fell for you"

Inside I'm dying slowly.
All those around see my fixated smile.
Holding back tears, I've been drowning.
Head plunged into a bottomless depth.
Forcing a smile trying to keep out the water.
Unable to hold this fixture.
Everyone is beginning to see the actual picture.
Choking on words.
My vision becomes blurred.
Cold filling my lungs.
I can't breath I try to run.
Held down I can barely catch my breath.
Then splash forced back into the blue abyss.

Young and invincible.
Do you really think the bullet is going to miss you?
Preconceived ideas.
The time flies by in these young years.
You think you are young and invincible, no one is invincible.
Death is a fate in which we all share.
Don't think you were superior due to an outfit that you wear.
So you think you are invincible? Here, hold this to your head. Pull the trigger.  
I can guarantee your death.
Oh, why are you shaking?
Why the heavy breath?
I thought you were "invincible", superiority at it's best.
Death is something you can't escape.
Talk about invincible, Death is our  fate.

Oh, "father" do claim me as your own? Claim me as your forgotten child, 17 years, alone..
A shame, you miss me grow. Turn into the beautiful woman that leaves men in woe.  
Oh, "father" I think I need some help. Words cannot explain to you the pain I felt.
Innocence lost of such a young age.
A father who doesn't even care whether his child's a victim of ****.
Knowing you are alive and you truly don't care.
What, do you think that a holiday card would get anywhere?
To make up for the things you've done.
No matter where I go, I have nowhere to run.
Oh,  "father" I wrote you just once, a call out of distress, a call from my heart.
The things I've heard.. is what they say true?
Should me being raised to hate you, truly be where  my heart subdues?
I wish to believe there is good in a "man" who roams around freely without grasping his child's hand.  
Oh, "father" I have it much more to say.. I'll leave the rest for another day.

Love is when you put someone else's needs before yours.
The misguided love that everyone ever so "needs" to follow.
Nearly one's whole heart in just a single swallow.
The idea of constant gifts and receipts.
Merely leads to greed and deceit.
Love is priceless, who are you at cost?
One's heart has so much value, I mean who would have thought.
It isn't what it always appears to be, love can be hidden is not always what it seems.
Shouldn't it be enternal? Not based on material items.
Based on what you feel as one. Not just some item.
Cloaked as chocolates and precious jewels.
This is what we call love for the fools.

I wish I could erase you, erase all the time we spent.
The kisses you would place upon me ever so tenderly followed by the bruises you would leave on my neck and chest.
The tears would stream down my face and you would tell me you loved me.
You wanted us to run away.
I was the one who should have ran free.
I tried to go and you pulled me by the hand, got aggressive with me again, And you call yourself a man.
Our love-hate relationship.. where was the love.
Given the opportunity to have never have met you.
I would turn it down for you made me strong out of your own weakness, that's why I'm forever bound.
Trying to erase the pen leaving nothing but a smudge.
I guess some things are better left untouched.