You took my hand
You held me tight
You told me everything would be alright
You gave me courage, when I was afraid
You always find ways to brighten my day
You make me believe, that I am not alone
You understand me more than anyone I know
You came into my life at the perfect time,
And you understand whats running through my mind.
Im so thankful to have someone like you in my life.
Sometimes your words are all that get me through the night ♥

You see her smile.
You see her laugh.
You think everythings fine as she walks into class.
You think she's got it together.
You think nothings wrong.
You dont see how much shes been hurting for so long.
She comes off strong.
Never to show she is weak.
But when the night comes, tears are all she sees.
She's tried to stay strong, even as everything goes wrong.
But she's not sure how much longer she'll be around.

Promises broken.
Hearts shattered.
Everythings gone.
Everything that ever mattered.
My body trembles.
My heart cries.
My head spins from all the lies.
What went wrong?
I'll never know.
Was this ever anything more than a show?

Summer nights,
the nights I miss.
Those were the nights full of bliss.
Campfire talks,
card games and more.
Those were that nights I adore.
Days on the boat,
out in the sun.
Those were the days full of fun.
Water fights,
whipped cream wars.
Those were the good memories I have stored.
Pepperoni pizza,
mountain dew.
Those were my weakness, but that you knew.
Nights in the park,
gazing at stars.
Those were my favorite times by far.
I miss you.  I love you.
I can't wait to be home.
Those were the words you said before you left me alone.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
and Iv'e never met anyone as special as you.
Your the sun in the sky that brightens my day.
When I'm hurt your the one who makes pain go away.
If I'vw fallen down and become weak,
youre there to be my strength,
you put me back on my feet.
Your the one that gives me courage when I'm afraid.
Your the one in my mind day after day.
Your the one who told me to follow my dreams,
Your the one on the other line when the phone rings.
When I'm in a race you tell me dont stop til the end,
You are a really great friend,
and even though my feelings are true,
you dont see me I only see you.

Everyday it gets harder to carry on.
Everyday it gets harder to stay strong.
Everyday I put on a fake mask.
Everyday I lie about things I get asked.
Everyday the mask gets thicker.
Everyday I feel like a plant starting to wither.
Everyday people ask "how are you?"
Everyday I lie saying, "great! and you?"
Everyday I realize that I have to carry on.
Everyday I realize its the struggles that make me strong.
Everyday I remind myself that though its stormy now, the clouds won't last forever.
Everyday I tell myself, for now I just have to bear this ****** weather.

Where do you turn when your path is straight?
How do you love when all you get back is hate?
Who do you talk to when everyone leaves?
In the middle of a war, how do you find peace?
Where do you find color, when your surroundings are black?
How do you find happiness when the only feelings you have are sad?
Who do you put your trust in, when everone else has betrayed?
In what do you find comfort in at the end of the day?
All of these questions,
I have yet to find an answer to.
If anyone has an answer,
Please come find me soon.

If I could rewind time-
I would go back and fix my life.
I'd make good choices.
I'd make sure they were wise.
I'd go back to the beginning.
I'd go back to the start.
I'd go back and find a way to keep my life from falling apart.
I'd block certain people out.
And let others in.
I'd erase all thoughts of wanting my life to end.
If I could fastforward time-
I'd find out what will become of my life.
I'd find out all the mistakes I would make.
I'd find out all the risks I would take.
I'd find out all the stupid **** I would do.
I'd find out if I would ever have to courage to tell you *******.
I'd find out a was to avoid all the problems I would have to face.
I'd find out what I would have to deal with day after day.
But for now I have to live in the present-
I have to deal with all the constant surprise.
I have to deal with all the lies.
I have to deal with all the crap.
I have to realize that I may never get my life back.
I have to carry on day after day.
Even though all I want to do is run away.

I've been here before
I've knocked on this door
And now that it's open again I can't get it closed.
As I walk through the doorframe
of saddness and shame
I walk into a place that seems full of hate
This place is so dark, so lifeless and black,
it's an ongoing tunnel that makes me feel sad.
As I walk on and try to find a way out,
All the faces around me are full of judging thoughts and doubt.
This place is so cold.
I feel like I'm at the bottom of a well.
I've fallen into hell.
But when I turn for the door,
it is not that which I find.
It's the realization
that I'm inside my own mind.