thinking about your soul
wraps me
in the warmth
mine can't give me

i just need your hug

i find comfort in the music you listen to
i think i understand you better now

if only dying didn't effect
other people

why do i care so much
about capturing your attention
when i'm already yours

meeting you was the best thing
that's ever happened
to me

im afraid it would be the worst

you taught me how to be vulnerable
and now i'm overexposed

this love is worth it,
definitely

but do you understand how
difficult it would be
to try and forget
you
and unwind the zip
you opened up
in me

i walk the hallways with a hard face
walk like no one could hurt me
i laugh at the insults they give me
laugh until theres nothing left

i am ruthless
i am emotionless
im empty

please fill me
fill me with your soulful laugh
your glittering eyes
fill me with all the jokes that make me laugh

fill me so i could feel again,
feel things called emotions
and be human again