I was alone yesterday and
I will be alone tomorrow
maybe I was happy or
maybe I just felt some sorrow.

my mind running on itself
tells me to make some friend
but my  foolish heart says
"come on man, you will have no gain"

between the heart and the mind
I cannot choose any one for myself
I must quickly break the bind and
I hope to be someone very great.

cause I no longer want to be alone
neither happy nor to be sorrowed
I just wanna show them myself
To get rid of  this loneliness

When I see her smile
My heart skips a beat, every time
But she’s with him, all the while
It feels like I'm lost in a crime
She doesn't know I'm near
Trying to hide every tear

But we’re just friends, just friends
I love her, but it’s where it ends
She’s with him, it doesn’t bend
I love her, but we’re just friends

We used to laugh in the summer sun
Now she’s always busy with him
Nights alone, the day is done
Fading, my chances grow slim
I remember every play, every run
Now they’re gone, and I’m numb

But we’re just friends, just friends
I love her, but it’s where it ends
She’s with him, it doesn’t bend
I love her, but we’re just friends

Maybe one day she’ll see
That she belongs with me
Until then, my heart will fend
Knowing, we’re just friends

But we’re just friends, just friends
I love her, but it’s where it ends
She’s with him, it doesn’t bend
I love her, but we’re just friends

MY MIND’S LOST SOMEWHERE
AND I CAN’T GET A HOLD OF IT
IT’S JUST WORKING IN ITSELF
CREATING OWN WORLD ON IT
WILL THE WORLD EVER BE REAL
OR IT’S JUST GONNA BE A DREAM.
I REALLY DON’T KNOW ABOUT IT BUT
PLEASE KEEP THE MOTIVATION COMING.

may be its a  very great feeling to be married
for me it would be a crime even thinking about it
as you already know i am just a little child
who has got to spend half of his childhood life.

my mind is empty but full of foolish thoughts
you're gonna leave me and just thinking about it hurts
I said I won’t but I will definitely miss you a lot
Cause you are none other than my dear love

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SABIN THAPA/daedest

Undeniably true and pure as the snow
But you acknowledged it as a foolish show
My love was true but yours was a fake
That is why,
I was the victor and you got defeat’s taste

They say they wanna love me
But they just wanna crush me.
She says she wanna hug me
But she just keeps cursing.
I  hope that  forever I keep living
But I'm also just a mortal being.
I hope my life will be the best,
Where in peace I could forever rest.

BEING LONELY IS NOT JUST A PROBLEM
BUT I CAN’T CONTINUE IT IN LONG TERM
TOGETHER WE WILL GO ON A LONG WAY
JUST TELL ME FOR THIS ARE YOU READY
RIGHT NOW AND FOREVER FOREVER
I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE BABY .
AND ABOUT MY QUESTION ,HOW’S THIS ?
PLEASE KEEP THE MOTIVATION COMING.

I MIGHT NOT BE IN THE PICTURE
BUT WILL BE WITHIN THE FRAME
I MAY NOT BE THE MOST FAMOUS
BUT I WILL STILL CARRY SOME FAME
I MIGHT DO SOME EVIL THINGS
THAT WILL SURELY BRING ME SHAME
BUT I WILL NEVER BE BAD OR EVIL
IF YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME
EITHER IT’S LOVE FRIENDS OR FAMILY
AND I HOPE THAT EVEN WITHOUT ME
YOU ALL COULD ALWAYS BE HAPPY☆: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:☆
🙌at last please keep the motivation coming

I can hear the death bell ,
Ringing for my death .
After when I’ll  die ,
I'll get the burning hell.


With demons,monsters,and ghosts,
All around me .
And my hands locked in the metal chains,
I think I'll never be free .


One day, I’ll run on the hell's floor,
The hell's floor would be so much hot.
Then I’lll find my death bell ,
And, it will be my first jackpot .

I'll get to the death bell ,
Take it in my hand .
Destroy and throw it in the well,
Then I’ll get back to my land.


With no demons, monsters, and ghosts ,
All around me .
And with no death bell,
I will always be free .

                  - SABIN THAPA

I LOVE HER BUT  WE’RE JUST FRIENDS
IT'S WHERE MY ONLY LOVE LIFE ENDS.
WITH HER I USED TO PLAY ALL THE DAY
BUT NOW SHE HAS HER  BOYFRIEND.

WHEN I GO TO HER SHE IS ALWAYS BUSY
FOR HER STUPID BOY SHE IGNORES ME.
MAYBE SHE FORGOT ME OR MAYBE NOT
BUT RECENTLY I BEGAN HATING HER A LOT.

ONE DAY SHE SAID, “WILL YOU  MARRY ME”
I WAS SHOCKED FOR WHAT SHE WAS ASKING.
SHE SAID AGAIN , “AMAZING , I ASKED HIM THIS”
HEARING HER WORDS I WAS REALLY ******.

THOUGHT OF LEAVING HER CAME TO MY MIND
BUT I REMEMBERED I AM NOT OF THAT KIND.
I WILL REMOVE THE BOY OUT OF MY LINE
REVENGE FOR STEALING WOULD BE HIS FINE.

SINCE, SHE IS MY ONE AND ONLY LOVER
I CANNOT THINK ANYTHING BAD OF HER.
BUT HOW CAN I GIVE HER TO  OTHER
INSTEAD I WILL BE WITH HER FOREVER.

Talking about my personal experience
I have nothing much to say I guess.
My journey has just now begun
And very fresh it's still on its way.

Just a child, have no work to do
To pass time writing a  poem for you.
Since childhood I was not that special
Spent  time alone ignoring them all.

Studied hard since I was a child
Now I’m slowly turning wild.
I anymore don’t like studying
Cause even with it , to do there’s nothing.

Some people I call are my friends
Some of them are my dear family .
About personal about experience
I just have a small fragment in me.

Thinking thinking , thinking things like crazy
Too much unnecessary thinking made me lazy.
My  mind is acting unknowingly and rapid
Now I think that's very bad of a habit .

I keep thinking but cannot even express it
So I try to express everything in a way that fits.
Trying to express everything , I am at loss of word
Finding the perfect word is enough to get me bored.

I hope that I become a very great writer in life
Known by everyone , for which the others strive.
I also want someone  forever truly  by my side
Who will continue liking my poem for their life.

I want to continue writing great things for those all
Who keep supporting me even if sometimes I fall
I will rise again , take back my throne and my fame
Worry not my someone, we will keep winning our game.


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