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Cydney Something Mar 2019
Warm hum
The electric current
That passes
Between us

Every
Time
You
Touch
Me

Worn soles
You're closer
To the mother
In old shoes

I'm
Closer
To
Death
In
Your
Arms

I wish
I could steal
Those touches
Every day

Supine
In
The
Sunshine

I wish
I could feel
That warm humming
Until I drown

Every
Time
You
Touch
Me
I
Die
Cydney Something Mar 2019
To watch him is to hunt him
To wait for the precise moment
That I will choose
Not to pounce

To watch him is to bathe in him
To let his presence cleanse me
Of all the impurities
Found in control

To watch him is to shout to him
To yell out with my eyes and soul
Oh yes, we're fallin' down
So ******' help me up

To watch him is to devour him
To taste bits of well-aged memories
And grow mad at the flavor
And swallow them whole

To watch him is to love him
To fear him, trembling and forlorn
Never tell him, never tell him
Fearlessly watch him

Tell him anyway
Cydney Something Mar 2019
If you're an
Apparition
Then why
Is your ****
So hard?
Cydney Something Mar 2019
Is there a sun
We can hide from?
Are there even trees
In which we can hide?

How can I tell
I'm really alive
If things don't exist
Until I notice them?

But then...
Could there be a you
And what am I
When you aren't nearby?

I want you to exist always
Exist in my eyes,
In my ears,
In my hands

On my tongue
Where you once existed
But now...
You have no taste

Is there an ocean
If I can't hear it?
Is there a shore
If your feet aren't sinking in?

Do I even have a heart
That beats
If you aren't
Anywhere near me?
Cydney Something Feb 2019
Years ago, now
Clean as a whistle
Sober as a Mormon
You poured into me

My head spun
My hands shook
My heart raced
My whole world melted

I stopped you
Because I was afraid
Of overdosing
And dying beneath you
Cydney Something Feb 2019
I
Guess
I
Feel
Bad
For
Flirting
With
Her
Boyfriend
Cydney Something Feb 2019
I've been drinking since I woke
And thinking of boys
And trying to smile

But it's hard these days
To find my place
To answer "why?"

He's steady snoring now
I'm wide awake
I'm longing for more

I can't get high for a while
So I'll drink
So I'll think

Only hungover occasionally
It's really all right
It's really all wrong

Drink
Think
****
Snore
I don't like ***** anymore
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