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May 2014 · 537
damn you war
Cristina May 2014
life is a climb and a descend
but you knew that since you've realized
how is to miss the taste of a candy
in your little mouth
or a mother / father full, normal hug.

we not choose what to get, we just receive,
and leave, move on
not complain. eventually, for what to do that?
we are all in the same position
**** situation.
war in Ukraine, war in Syria.
I'm gonna tell God everything
and my heart is broken
several times,
because, ****,
I can't forget the face of a dying child.

and oh, we must accept this
and if we don't? then what?
everything is a *****
hold on to me
why are you saying that to me?
I can't live like a princess
knowing that my siblings are dying so easily.
an attempt at slam poetry
May 2014 · 630
dance with me
Cristina May 2014
let's walk straight to one another
and stop to admire our tender smiles
who cannot fairly describe our happy faces
and wonder eyes.
let's not get into thinking
to see people are watching live
our first meeting in the center of the town.
let's unite our shaking hands
and experience our first touch
why am I thinking this is so intimate.?
one step forward, you want me close
one step forward, I want you closer.
let's enjoy the joy and the feeling of first class love.
let's move our bodies until we become the perfect one.
let's not rush the first kiss. let's breath the same air
with bonded foreheads and closed eyes
until we stop the slowly shaking
and move slowly back and forth, left and right
so we create our distinct ride.
a ride of dance of love and joy,
a ride of dance of beliefs and dreams
a ride of dance of truth sincere
so let's dance until we'll have a place to be
happy old in love evergreen.
May 2014 · 303
river from a tear
Cristina May 2014
A river is forming on the mirror of my eye
I should not blink, I can't risk to be tired apart.
apart of my reality of fiction happiness
and happy ends that never ends.

deep thoughts on stream and my mind is drought
secrets hopping from here to there
making their ways down with moist salty
until can reach the innocent heart.
I'm afraid that soon enough, lovely heart
will be corrupted by the reasons
that are still active inside the mind.
at horizon, happy places and interesting sites.
but how to enjoy when one eye is seldom cry?
[a `must see` movie is Amistad from 1997.]
Apr 2014 · 486
take my hand
Cristina Apr 2014
take my hand and give me your power to do something
I'm tired to feel hopeless, I want to feel fearless
crying like a cascade, never stopped over a decade
it's going to be worse, so please stay close.

take my hand and promise me the moon
so we can both smile at impossible abduction in the sky
look at me and tell me that I count
or
it will be fine, love
therefore, hold my hand and don't let go.
Apr 2014 · 479
free for now
Cristina Apr 2014
mystic chains that keep me tight and strait
are now rusty and down my bare feet.
freedom that I start to feel
it's more present in my chest, then in my inert limbs
what have I done?
I'm free to go?
involuntarily, my gaze goes high
questions are directed to the sky
filed with hope, and shy cry
maybe was the truth and open mind
that free me from cage of no hope.
Apr 2014 · 852
start again
Cristina Apr 2014
For a few moments, I want to swallow the past,
to stare in the face this old chapter of life.
time have come for a final reading
and see what I did and did not wrong.
delete characters, events,
to forgive them and forgive mine.
there is not much time and I would have to start again
to write my own end, to build my new time line
and conserve most pleasant moments,
to just take less from people,
so I can write about beauty and truth.

but this is just a chapter, of my former life
and undo is a fairy tale of memories
and the point of this is writing a new chapter in life.
Thank you Romina for this beautiful friendship.  You are my inspiration, when you least expect it.
Apr 2014 · 303
life
Cristina Apr 2014
I move on with confidence to conquer the earth
breathe slowly, not thinking I'm wasting time.
fists raised, mind clear, feet apart
bring it on
LIFE.
I am ready to fight.
I am ready for more.
I don't give up.
Anymore.
Apr 2014 · 423
(10 w)
Cristina Apr 2014
my mom said
*lucky for us, we are all different.
Apr 2014 · 680
broken
Cristina Apr 2014
I need to feel loved
because I'm falling apart
million of pieces of other
broken parts
of what was once a *heart.
Apr 2014 · 560
no point of retreat
Cristina Apr 2014
when the end will come
I want the power to stay straight, unharmed.
to not feel sorry for my soul
to not be scary for the cold.

late in the night, remembering
to put my clock alarm, for the last time
to get up in the morning sun.
It will be the last day to think, to feel, to breathe.
there is no turning back
no point of retreat
who will know?
I will never see...

I hope I didn't get my life wrong
to wish for one minute at death's door
to redeem my former sins
to cry and beg  from my beginnings.
death will come, it's a matter of time.
Mar 2014 · 928
with closed eyes
Cristina Mar 2014
closing my eyes to forget I can see,
to smell with nose the special floral perfume of spring rose.
with closed eyes I can hear earth whispering to above
and the echoes from beyond.
with close eyes I can feel the drop of cold rain on my cheek
so I can make a subtle smile with my lips
with closed eyes I can feel the wind on my face
and the miracle of water spreading down my neck.
with closed eyes I can move freely
forgetting about life obstruction around me.
walking and feeling the sand between the toes
my eyes should stay forever closed.
Mar 2014 · 769
H. O. P. E. (10 w)
Cristina Mar 2014
definition of
H.   O.     P.    E.  
hold.  on, pain. ends.
Mar 2014 · 981
courage to:
Cristina Mar 2014
to fight for a thing called love.
however, isn't meaningless, it makes you stronger
kind of a true fact
maybe we stop  because of disconnection
everybody is whispering
because they don't have the courage to say it loud
maybe is weird, but some people do believe in it
it's like magic
power of positive thinking.

I must do something
to believe and fight for it.
I can't stay in hide shadows.
in these last days
I must be honest to declare
I love you
is not hard to say it, but I forgot to tell it
think of it
pride is a heavy burden
anyway you will not remember.
I  must see your eyes
to tell you in the face
that
I love you

(read from the bottom to top)
my inspiration came from this amazing poem
https://twitter.com/DerekNichols0/status/438737917628796928/photo/1
*respect*
Mar 2014 · 2.6k
If I stay.
Cristina Mar 2014
if I stay.
decisions to take, make up my mind. again.
end of this story from my point of view.

dying is easy, living is hard. guess I have to live like that?
scream, desire to ****, emotions to not feel.

If I stay, my mind is on replay.
remembering everything before my swollen eyes
with broken limb, collapsed lung, ruptured spleen
life I lived, people I hugged, music I played
lips I kiss, brother I start to miss
parents I was rise.

Enduring agony is too painful.
don't give up! why he doesn't stop to talk?
love never dies, it never goes away.
I don't want to hear what he has to say.
please Adam, go away.

sick body, with broken heart, wondering:
where it will be the place for love?
I don't want to wake up in a world where I don't belong.

If I stay** has a lot to say
certain ideas and themes about life itself,
beautiful family life, life near a best friend,
life with a boyfriend and not at least
life with joy and music.

later he will ask himself
where she went?
and all I will say:
I choose to live this way,
far away from my former life. which ended in that day.
this poem is a tribute to one of my favorite books. If I stay by Gayle Forman.

this is the prologue: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFO2aPa904A
Mar 2014 · 952
first moments... alive
Cristina Mar 2014
The adventure of our lives begins after
the first moment of life outside the womb.
Fear that viscous coating can not protect yourself
makes you anticipate what will happen.
Moments pass and you don't feel sheltered anymore,
and an unknown amount of energy accumulates
in your little body and the environment is filled
with your first sound
measured in decibels.

now the world knows about you.
Mar 2014 · 535
pain
Cristina Mar 2014
pain shows up differently.
manifests variously in each of us
highlighting
our personality
when we express suffering.
Mar 2014 · 660
always
Cristina Mar 2014
Pain is like a ******* bestfriend
always with me, no matter what.
Mar 2014 · 7.8k
I need...
Cristina Mar 2014
I need you to touch me
do it now.
I want your body, you want mine
remember you said
sweetheart, everything will be fine.

tips of your finger are silk
barely touch my cleavage
my entire body is so rich
rich of your small just sprinkle kisses.
I need you to touch me more
what are you waiting for?

your palm is burning, under my skin
looking in your eyes
I'm reading a long story of desire.
is all for me?

you smile to me, smile for me
when you do it
my thoughts become blurry.
please, stop whisper into my ear
I can't handle anymore
please
just, touch me!
Feb 2014 · 796
try
Cristina Feb 2014
try
make connections, make yourself a little pleased.
why everybody thinks they have to lose something
if they try to understand
a sister
a brother
like this?

bare feet
they walk on streets.
why don't we try
to smile and conquer, to realize
about **** fears.
be proud, my friend
if you get free.

Free of stupid,
arrogant and coldness.
that
fortunately change,
such courage makes so sense.
you were born with a good, lovely heart
try to remember that
and
don't forget about a street child.
Feb 2014 · 844
first kiss
Cristina Feb 2014
he speaks a language I don't know.
words I can not distinguish.
what is to guess?
if I might be... maybe he wanders
in love with you?
I say out loud
words are said, so I continue
every day, I try to speak.
I didn't have time,
he cut me off the line
with an unexpected kiss.
Feb 2014 · 863
door, please, just open!
Cristina Feb 2014
I heard: "When one door closes another opens".
But if the hinge is rusted or stuck?
How long to wait for the door to open?

It's about those decisions that matter in life
(not that all would not matter).
you face them every time when
your principles, culture and values
are put in balance.

To evolve and to develop your own personality
while life puts you always in tough situations
is admirable!
So you wake up with a social entity, professional and spiritual enviable.

Once there, you (re)smart yourself
before a new beginning.
now... the door is open.
Feb 2014 · 484
Lost
Cristina Feb 2014
you don't pay attention to me
empathizes with someone else
but not me.

I am a witness.
I don't want to be.

You are my friend, stay by me.
your mouth start moving
different sounds I can distinguish.

I see rivers that form slowly.
I see eyes glowing.
I see  tired genes
stick themselves until you blink.

the hurt, the pain, the guilt.
I take your hand and you squeeze.

I feel a paper in your palm,
unfold is a poetry
so I start to read:

                                      *I enjoy you like a rainy day

                                       whatever you do, I become delightful.

                                       I'm so glad that I have you.
                                       I'm glad that you smile and touch me
                                       I'm glad that you read and walk with me
                                       and I am glad you show me how you feel.

It was for him, you say to me.
you seem lost, I will not leave.
Feb 2014 · 458
it's about love
Cristina Feb 2014
I realized long ago that it's all about love.
Regardless of the direction of reflection
or the time to take a break in life,
love brings light in heart.

Without realizing
you wake yourself finding
that in your heart is stagnating,
for an indefinite period
a person you love unconditionally.

That is love.
Feb 2014 · 384
I tell you now:
Cristina Feb 2014
I think it's time to tell you something.
I know, I should have told you everyday.
I have no excuse,
but please.

please do not forget.
a day will come
when I will not tell you anymore
it will not be because I don't want to tell or feel.

my love,
I will be gone.

I tell you now:
I love you, today,
but please!
remember this every day.
Feb 2014 · 431
the world to see
Cristina Feb 2014
The world doesn't have pieces to change
All we do are words to exchange.
We crave for emotions to have
And we don’t say thanks for what we get.

Maybe tomorrow is the end of the world
Or other day, can be the same.
The war won’t stop at the middle of the night
Children die at five seconds, or at least.

We cry for no connections
This is all *******.
We don’t crave for connections to touch
We waste our minds on games and tv shows.

We don’t care about dogs of the street
We **** them with the car ‘cuz we don’t have time to see.
To see what? A little girl asked me
I’ve got so confused.
This can not be!

It’s not about you,
It’s all about me,
I can’t be the change
*I want in the world to see.
an attempt at slam poetry
Jan 2014 · 417
my friend
Cristina Jan 2014
You don't judge, don't yell, don't speak mean
It makes me feel  humbly , and you stay by me.
I drop myself, deep in the mud
you worry sick, and I'm afraid
came back, be brave
it's all I hear
it comes from you
my friend... darling.
Jan 2014 · 709
anniversary
Cristina Jan 2014
it's been seven years
the time pass so fast
a lifetime together
and I feel it's not enough
it's a dream to be married
and be called your wife.
this year you will be mine and I will be yours
memories are gifted
and they bring joy
together we'll be stronger, we'll conquer the world.
the sky's the limit
you say it yourself.
Jan 2014 · 373
move on
Cristina Jan 2014
I saw the words on your lips the day you left
It broke me strait on the left.
I don't want to remember but I do
You came for me
As I came for you,
I know the feeling
I love you too.

stop replaying stupid mind
I close the deal,
let's move it on.

A touch, a smile, a nasty thought
Covered it all from the start.
I'm stuck in love
So deep with you.
It's what I say
for me is true.
Jan 2014 · 1.2k
Stay
Cristina Jan 2014
I laugh, I cry, I even cuss
I throw the words out in the lust.
you have to stay, don't go away.
Embrace me like in the first day.
I am not lost,
Remember that...
I've found you out in the dust
You're hurting and seamed lost.
I care, I kiss, I even love.
But in the end
You choose to die.
You choose to go away
'cuz you don't have for what to stay.

— The End —