I got the feeling that
my all life revolves, without my attention
somewhere between yesterday and tomorrow.
the promise of having all forever
and get a full use of it snaps me out of numbness
and I finally can feel *today.

Someone said to me
*The devil doesn't give free samples.

from the wisdom of an old woman
who had a sick husband shot in the chest
five centimeters to the east
so close to the heart, he even survived
The Second World War
had seven children
and a good but short life.

old face sunburned  and sweaty,
old soul full of memories that keep her
dream awake of what was
a lifetime ago she whispers slowly from nowhere.

sometimes I'm afraid of her power
but when she speaks I'm covered in emotions
I wish that all can be the same
like once upon a time
*today, tomorrow and every day.

found happiness on blazed hills
enjoy love on unforgettable lands

my heart wants to understand and
be refound in what my mind reads.
a clarity of what happens in front of me
because is hard, and I get tired.
so tired of trying
and slowly I let go. becoming numb.
staying like that until I'll figure it out
to cry myself to sleep at night
to make rhymes in my head
with
this disease
how sick is that?
thought, I can still see "the forest"
but is not green. is grey to black.

I will love you the most
sounded very childish, a long time ago,
and in seven years I always came first.
I never said thank you for your love
you don't have to
because dear
love is for free.
and I choose to love you.

I have no fear to admit
that
I've come to depend on you.
the strength of your arms when you bring me closer to you
the heat of your body always warm,
your steady heartbeat.
how your chest vibrates while you speak
when my head is on your back
because there is one of my favorite places
in the world to be,
upon you
thinking that I cannot touch the ground.
I'm untouchable.

seconds before the kiss our eyes meet
anticipation makes me get closer
then collide with pressure increasingly higher.
sometimes I think I'll become liquid
because I'm melting in desire
in the pleasure of a simple kiss
warm. gentile/ naughty. wet.

my life is so normal, beautiful and restful
always being around you
and for this I am more than grateful.