maybe because theres a voice always screaming in my head wish i was dead so many words yet none of them been said how many days been it since i slept  i think it was in december but i can't remember oh but I'm okay at least thats what my family says I'm alright but i know i want make it through another restless night everyday I'm in a fight I'm using all my might but I'm about to die and this **** aint a lie might as well try to  survive but who gives a **** i don't i know I'm dying  tho and this is the funniest **** to me looking death in the eyes and laughing in his face like this ******* life is a mistake so TAKE IT!

please some one **** me!

**** life end it with a knife I'm done sitting here being patiently waiting i don't give a **** I'm ******* always I'm forever sad **** this life and ******* dad i know I'm crazy nobody can save me i love it I'm done sing along I'm done I'm done I'm done so what do i do be fake like you what do i do be insane like you so what do i do **** a ******* for the fun of it yeah lets fight for the rest of the night i don't care i swear I'm dead cut off my ******* head lets be dead together

trust lust it all turns to dust as soon as you do what you want stalking me all the time i need space she needs to go the **** away she's ******* crazy but i can't get away hacks my Facebook stalks me drives me insane hacking into my life i don't understand it hell i can't even handle it what do i do

i love you with all my being and i feel like your
not seeing it I'm sorry i ****** up in the beginning
I'm sorry take me back i will do anything my arms are wide open
I'm soaking in blood as she walks in the room slit wrist bruised knuckles
i saw her i started to laugh and chuckle you came i love you came in whispers from me she started bawling i love you too i should have came when your arms were open not open I'm sorry as everything starts to drift away

you ever meet that one person every time you see them you feel like you would die for them cry for them lie for them but in return the **** with your mind playing head games that got you crying and i know how this **** goes so I'm sitting in the corner sighing love is evol e-v-o-l i feel like I'm under her spell she knows me so well isn't this swell wish i never met her wish i never kissed her because now I'm obsessed with her she has me wrapped around her finger and i stay there just to linger but she is slowly killing me and i don't give a **** i love it anything she gives me i love pain misery hardship sadness despair talk about life not being fair where do i begin well I'm a spawn of satin from hell and then i met the antichrist and i fell in love 2 of the most evil people in the world making love doing drugs in love i was happy as could be till i found out i wasn't free she would never let me be after i said lets get clean she kept talking about cheating and it ate me alive i felt like i couldn't survive and she just laughs at me but i love her and now i don't now i do what do i do its up to you

my mother aint happy just ******* snappy always mad i don't know how to comprehend it what do i just pretend it  doesn't effect me pretend every things all happy and friendly when it seem that everyone has it better then me what will make me free another mother ******* killing spree theres no one more evil then me obviously they don't need to see me be happy i should just leave because its hard to breath and its hard to be in a room full of people who hate me to be honest i can't remember the last time I've felt loved  so come give me a hug instead of all the drugs they want me to be calm an focused so they shove these pill down my throat as fast as they can how is that suppose to affect a man who's already broken and some words just need to be unspoken