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 Jan 2013 Courtney
René Mutumé
Strange. The beginning of this city
is the same;
the personality
of your smell
is my flat
it grows out
across my sheets
back in
and i pay
with the few minutes i’ll need to
when I’m late
later

the sun likes my blinds
and your sleeping back
as i wake
easier
for work

looking up, I blink
and count the scabs I see in the sky
and the shouts from annoyed cabbies
and the cuts in my chin

from shaving
smile,
they leak open
and drip down
into the basin
each one pulls down the time
i’m late
but dress casually
all the same
it’s worth while
this
disorder
this
mixing
as I choose
as I fold my tie
watching you sleep
as i dress
and experience
a new laughing
a.m.

making my work day
an agile song

just,
a man
smiling at a streets raven
through a kitchen window
making breakfast
fixed
with
linking steps
that were loose
as we danced home
last night

i learn to do such things
at my desk
preferring to think
of our feet
twelve hours before

yours – in those shoes i love
mine – clumsy
up the stairs
screaming about something i cannit

remember
back to
flat number seven
seven ***** machine guns
seven
taps
on 'enter' now
sending this email
making me laugh
the peach lifts up through the city
and the power
to tell one person
that i’ll see you soon
is more
than enough gas
to find my keys

just enough
to crawl up my blocks stairs
and relax on my back with you
welcoming
disorder
forgetting my boss
watching
the rest of the morning rise up
from the landscape
whilst you sleep in

i laugh under my breathe
keeping it to myself
letting the rest of the day
rise up
beginning
itself.
 Jan 2013 Courtney
donovan ellis
Here i am again at this point where my head is filled no one to speak too just a pad & pen to vent too... some things seem crazy but its only the thought of loving you.. love songs and bad thoughts confuse my head so why keep loving you.. let me break it down to inform you that true love comes from 2.. its a 50 50 blend between two hearts that makes 1.. Its a lil thing called communication that keeps you strong, its loyalty and respect that keeps you warm.. a sweet delightful taste of time & attention no one said that lust was wrong..... true love and lust are to different laws lust is easy to break without any cause.. you get it and lose it but love is hard to fall its like a phone with no mins its hard to recall you'll fall that fast and start to ask what happen yall...
 Jan 2013 Courtney
Robin Russell
When did you feel like you couldn’t quite breathe?
Deep down inside you knew it wasn’t make-believe
That your very soul you thought was gone with the breeze
Crept up from behind and knocked you to your knees?

What did you see, when you looked into those eyes?
The dreams you almost ended at once materialized
You met the kindred spirit that eluded you for years
And everything once cloudy became gloriously clear.

How sweet did it taste when your lips began to touch?
Only now you can imagine wanting something so much
Every time you lean in close for just one more kiss
It’s one move closer to the life you’ve sorely missed

Why, despite the risks, do you listen to your heart?
‘Cause the consequences are worse than ever getting caught
To go on living…knowing you let it slip right by
You’d never truly know what it was to be alive.

Where is it written that you get just one dance?
That pure, unclouded paths lead to passion that lasts?
What makes you whole arrives when you expect it least
And makes its way down a much less traveled street.

Who knew that you’d rekindle such a rush of desire?
It’s been too many years since I felt this inspired.
When I thought I should leave but my heart wouldn’t move

…that’s when I knew.
 Jan 2013 Courtney
Chloe King
Our mentalities are separate,

cautious.

We are of simple minds,

of hardened hearts,

not yet ready to believe in each other—

in ourselves.

And above, a black midnight

Reflected brilliantly upon the water;

a pool of ink.

The stars, dusted across the darkness.



We lunge, we dive, into

blackened pools of adrenaline and

nighttime.

The transformation hits us

like a wrecking ball;

like a wrecking ball,

numbness flows into us,

creeps unto us

as we stand, together,

the ink falling

from our shoulders

and skins;

from our judgments.

Our reflections are changed,

perhaps irrevocably.



And then the heat;

the heat.

A warm caress on our quivering skin,

a welcome silence to our chattering mouths,

now hushed, tired.

The taste of iodine, of laughter,

coats our dry, sticky lips as we

mute.

Our senses, now acute.



The sizzle and snap of

hot steam, cold breaths.

We taste, smell and now—

feel the sage, warming us.

And suddenly, out of the darkness,

I can imagine.

As if in a sunlit afternoon,

hot and humid.

Birds wings flash above brightly;

they flutter lightly, carefully extended,

beneath a robin’s-egg blue.



In the dark without a moon,

as our impurities and vanity

melt and collect at our dirt-covered fingertips,

we all extend our wings.

We all extend our wings and fly.

Trust the air. Feel the sky.

We are connected,

as if on a single wind.

Infinitely strong, yet perhaps

unseen.

Our skins are softened as we leave,

the breath of a story

still on our ears.

We breathe deeply a perfume-less air.

We flash our wings, now extended fully

without reserve

For all to see.
 Jan 2013 Courtney
Andrea Diaz
Aging
 Jan 2013 Courtney
Andrea Diaz
4.
I remembered the world
For what it seemed
For what it was.
I just remembered being.
And I remembered everything.
From holding my mom’s shivering hands
To watching my grandma descend from this world
From the sun rays that shined upon the beach
To the moon that cowered behind the buildings.
It all seemed like a distant dream
A dream worth seeing

6.
The loss of our home
A simple one story with three bedrooms and one bathroom,
A simple home in a simple neighborhood.
Gone,
In an instant.
Welcome to the apartment story
Population: The Diaz.
With only one friend made
I wonder how much of my sixth year of living do I remember.
That I can ever recall

7.
Packed bags
Packed moving truck.
Off to the North for this So Cal Babe
Because maybe just maybe my mom doesn’t have a pathetic excuse for a family
Maybe they’ll come to see her.
Or maybe we’ll be ignored
****** like **** that doesn’t belong in a sea of flowers
****** like sailors out in horrendous weathers.
How is it that my mother was the only golden child out of these coal filled children?

8.
A new life
A new home
Can’t believe I made any friends
Can’t believe I still hold onto one.
Can’t believe I fell for the other one.

11.
From apartments to townhouses
Just down the street
Further and further away from him
A start of a whole new chapter
I furthered myself from religion
Furthered myself from faith
I just kept on living on
Didn’t think too much of anything

14.
A new chapter starts again
While everyone moves on from childish games
Playing in the big league
While getting lost in the High School hallways
I remained true to myself
True to the inner me
I had forgotten what it was like to be an embarrassment
Forgotten what it was like to not be me.
I continued my childish acts
And continued on this path I set for myself
I looked towards writing
Connected with the dead.
I found my passion in words
And my words in worlds
And even my worlds in dreams
I no longer knew what everything seemed to be.

16.
I dreamt of him
Dreamt of us
I fell in love with those dreams
Fell in love with him
Or perhaps I’m just low balling it
And just stuck with the whole dream thing
Stuck with the whole dreaming someone means they were always thinking of you
Because perhaps I wanted to believe deep down inside his mind
He always had thoughts of me


17.
Graduated with no honors
Don’t know where life will take me
Don’t know what to do
All I know is
My pathetic thoughts, imagination, and stupidity let someone else take him away
I lost sight of where I wanted to be
Lost sight of he who belonged in my dreams
Reality took over me
And dreaming was the only thing that let me be.

18.
Still alive but I’m barely breathing
Still alive but I’m losing grip on everything
Still trying to survive
Still trying to go on
I’m just aging day by day
While I watch the leaves float on by
I watch the parts of my life flutter away.
I want to start over again
I want to wake up when I was 4
Restart life all over again
With the knowledge that had been
I want to change what I’ve done
Re mold myself to a better person
But wishes don’t happen like that
Got to work with what I have
And mold a better tomorrow
From the crummier today’s.
But on the bright side,
*
With too much philosophy on my mind
Sometimes
I’m kind of excited where my life will be.
 Jan 2013 Courtney
Andrew McElroy
Is it I - the one
Me, who has to
strangle on this
side of
the morning?

With the lashes
of dew still
dripping, tripping
off of the
edge of
the fire.

Reminders
left there - all curled
up and slowly
deceasing
down into
the open eye.

Fog languidly
sweeps up from
our hollow valley
and begins to
eat away

slowly and slowly
into our
lives; Built on
chaos and
disarray from

Each other.
Can
you feel it?
Can
you feel
the thunder?

The Majestic,
The Majesty
Of the
Unknown. . .
The whispering
voices.

Awakened by
her songs
in the soggy
morning light.

A crack in
the shades,
reveals a
world

waiting to
be found,
when you
decide

to be a
man and
put

your shirt
back on
and

realize that
you've
just

dreamt
that
same

old dream

again. . .
 Jan 2013 Courtney
JM
Night, a gentle snow.
My sycamores, they dance now.
A secret, they know.
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