people around you don't break because of you
i've had my share of broken souls
shattered more than a few
so please end this silly convo
and let me talk to you
so i can tell you how strong i am
i know what i've been through
like when i wasn't able to help the girl
who split her life in two
to this day she's a memory
i thought i broke her too
but out of the mess i have handled
the things i have seen
the stories i held onto
the blood that i bleed
the strength you see
is not mine
it's the God that rescued me

that's what i've been trying to tell you
my tears aren't all dried up
but the God who gives me strength
makes sure i don't give up
and you could never break me
with the wings God gave me
the worst that could happen
is if you flew with me

broken
your worth is in pieces
doesn't mean you can't be healed
this
world we live in isn't worth it
i can breathe it
i can see it
i can see you really mean it
i'm not the angel
i'll act like it
you don't know enough of me to get behind this
lie
it's all so wrong
we're both so strong
you're not holding me back
i gave you a lifeline and i'm holding on
and you're right
you are nothing

nothing more that:
strong
wonderful
powerful
hurt

the good don't shield the bad
but they get you through the night
your worth is in pieces
and as long as i'm alive
i'll help you find it
did you really think you would get rid of me that easily?

the judge of fair
is the God of mercy
the God that stands with you and me
don't make excuses on why you can't be with me
because the only thing between us
is a computer screen

You want to believe that I will be with you one day
but that will not be true
you are trying to play me as a fool
even though I smile when i think of you to
I know i wont be accepted
I have done to much wrong
I choose the dark side
it is where i belong
I want to be with you
but we wouldnt last long
because you are as beautiful as your songs
as lovely as the wind
while i am nothing
left in this world of people moving forward
as i move back
to hard for me to stay on track
and i cant have you holding your self back
to pick me up
I would die before I hurt you
havent I already suffered enough
Yes I love you
Yes I care
but I cannot be with you
for it would not be fair

With love i say
I have traveled this path
I have no idea how long this road will last
and I would love to have you beside me
but you are up in the clouds
dancing with angels
singing praise
You come and visit me some times
please stay
No why dont you come with me?
When I say no her smile fills with depression
**Don't cry child
Its not your fault they dont let demons go to heaven

k