Look at this, I made for you,
with lungs and fingertips
I've painted the whole of me,
but you've always seen less.
I must have been afraid.
See how my knuckles trembled
to create something so large,
a human soul could fill it?
Don't look at it,
I'm bare.
See my face
in every stroke?
I'd rather turn from you
and quit this sick indulgence
but you must have always known
you'd claim this ruptured soul.
So I have given this nothing reason,
as I gave your darkness color,
and I have given this paint a purpose,
as I gave myself to you.