Forsake me not Love
For I need your flame
When desire dims wisdom
And conscience yields candle rays
Forsake me not
For I need your fuel
When my blood wilts to climb
The precipice of salvation
Forsake me not
When I stray off your path
I'm just a lowly creature
Amused by the woods
Forsake me not
When pride gets the better of me
I need your cloak of kindness
To ward off evil attire.

You are a mystic night
Impeding sweep of disaster
Keep me nigh and let me linger
In the magic of your trust.

I lay my heart at Your feet
I surrender my life to Your lead
I offer my mouth, use it as Your flute
Let my mouth be a conduit
for Your word to go through
Let my worship come to You
as a sweet smelling fragrance
Let my story be that of Your grace
Let my actions speak of Your love
Let my heart be clean towards all (wo)men
Let my gaze be on You primarily
May I not be carried away by earthly things
May I rely not on my own understanding
nor think that it's by my own might
May you forever by my Lord!

I keep thinking that if I disappeared, my life will cease to exists and maybe then, i’ll be free. I’m wanting to fly with eagles and taste the sweetness of clouds. Angels sing to me the secret songs of hidden treasures left in the pit of my soul.. “stay a bit longer” echoes through me & it's the promise of tomorrow that fuels the air in my lungs.

One day, it'll be better.