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 May 2014
MsMercedes
Why cant we look at everything
As a blessing
Instead we see
How it is a curse
We look at the wrongs
Yet never the rights
A loss for us
Is a blessing for another
Why cant we be happy
Why cant we laugh at
Our failures maybe even
Laugh at our pain
Why cant we just be happy
 May 2014
MsMercedes
A tear flows and another follows
Im numb to the pain
Day and night i hear
The angry chants
The so helpless young love that
Shattered
The nights are worse and
It makes me think
Was it real love
Maybe just a fantasy
Was it a crazy dream that
We thought was possible
Maybe it was a silly thought that
Kept us going
But there are times when i think
Maybe it was real
Maybe our love is real
 May 2014
MsMercedes
I run from my fears
As they chase me
At one point in this
Im trapped in a one way street
Forced to face what brings me to shame
Im afraid of my own fears
Im afraid of loving and losing
Im afraid of pain
Im afraid of silence
Im afraid of darkness
**Im afraid of being afraid
 May 2014
MsMercedes
I laugh at my pain
Because there is
No other way
I smile at my cuts
Because it pushes
Back my tears
I find joy in my pain
And that hurts
Because I looking
For an easy
Way out
 May 2014
MsMercedes
When I laugh
My pain goes away
So why not laugh
A little longer
14w
 May 2014
MsMercedes
Time heals
Everything but
Memories
5w     I guess time doesnt heal all things.
 May 2014
MsMercedes
All she saw was
White
She was dead
8w
 May 2014
MsMercedes
I loved you
Over the horizons
I loved you
From the sun and back
I loved you
As much as the countless stars
I loved you
More than life itself
So please,
Dont Love Me Any Less
 May 2014
MsMercedes
I put up with your lies
Your *******
Your abuse
Your criticism
Your stupid stories
Your hurtful words
But thank you because now
I know what not to look for
To ;  the strong women out there.
 May 2014
MsMercedes
To many bad days
Enormous wet stains
All because of you, let's
Restart and pretend we never
S**tarted
 May 2014
MsMercedes
I like to stare at the sun
I like to act as if
It orbits around me
I like to stare at the clouds
I like to think they make
Shapes just for me
I like to stare at the stars
I like to prend they shine
Just for me
I like to stare at the moon
I like to act as if it
Follows me
I like to stare at the mirror
I like to pretend i see me
But its the girl i pretend to be
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
my last
good night wish
for you....
GOOD NIGHT
SWEET DREAMS
and have a
wonderful forever
WITHOUT ME
I AM ALWAYS HAPPY IF YOU ARE HAPPY,EVEN IF IT'S NOT WITH ME.....
 May 2014
happily anonymous
if I starve myself my bones will show
if I cut my thighs no one will know
theyll check your wrist for cuts and scars
but none will mend the broken heart.
ill pop the pills and die real slow.
quietly, so no one will know.
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