Do the masses know what its like to hit bottom
To have so many pains
To be forgotten
For the only thing that dulls it to be in your veins

From down here I can't look any one in the eyes
Even the people here can't as hard as they try
We have all done so much
Told so many lies

Every day I wonder
If my life is enough of a blunder
That I can finally give up
And let my self go under

I can't take a step forward without going back
Even if I try and get my life back on track
And climb out of this hell
It'll Just be a higher drop if I fell

Rock bottom isn't that bad
I tell my self its just a fad
I'll just dull the pains
By putting fentanyl in my veins

Your leaving?
But why?
I said I was sorry for hurting you
and I didn't mean to make you cry

Remember all the good times we had
Even if they were few
Don't remember times you were sad
And I thought we agreed, those were all because of you

I didn't do any thing wrong
That never seemed like we couldn't fix
I thought you loved that we were like two different songs
That never really mixed

Your mad I don't let you go out
And be with all your friends
But there might be guys there
Your my property that I must defend

You want me to trust you
But look at what you do And how you dress
The only reason I would trust you
Is because no other guy would want such a mess

Your friends must of put you up this
I want to know which on said which
You may say I am a Monster
But your a little *****

My heart is a seed
Does that sound cliche?
But if you don't water it with love
It will die and wither away

My **** is a branch
Does that sound absurd?
But on a sunny day
It comes out for all the birds

My fist is a leaf
Does it make sense what I said?
But when i get ******
It'll fall on your head

My mind is a stump
Does that sound ok?
With a little thought
It grows and sprouts away

We are all trees
Does that sound dense?
Love, Fight and ****
But use your mind to make sense

My heart stops

You are so sure of what you say
Why are you making me pay?
When did you stop loving me?
I want to know the day

I'm Sinking

I have never felt so alone
We used to share a home
I want to to know what you were thinking
You wont even answer your phone

I'm Sinking ever deeper

What do I have left
My life is a mess
I pray for the reaper
Or at least a little rest

She is Sinking

He woos me with his Charm
How could any one do him harm
I love what he's thinking
In his arms I am sinking