I will continue to write
Until all the world knows you
As just a stupid, silly boy
Who broke the most loving heart

I will not stop
Until all my words engulf the person you are
With the person you were to me

You broke my heart when you left
I broke my own heart by loving you every day since

How blessed I am to have lost you
How lucky I am to have had my heart broken by you

Because in losing you
I was given the greatest gift

I found myself
Pure
Magnificent
And worthy of so much more

"You seem... different."

*"People change. You taught me that."

Sometimes it takes losing something we love
To see all the love that surrounds us

I gave you all my love
I threw myself in with no reserves
Everything you were,
Both good and bad
I loved without strings or requirements

I gave you all my love
And you can't say the same
That's why I know peace

But love for you will become and endless chasing game
You'll seek my ghost in every girl
But I won't be found
You'll never be able to erase the mistake
Of not giving us your all

I see your ghost
In all the places you used to be
In all the places you should be

I feel your absence always
When it's my birthday and you don't call
When I go to parties, alone

I never realized how much I let you in
But your ghost makes sure I'll never forget

You brought back to life the pieces of my heart I thought the world had killed

No
His eyes weren't dark
And he didn't smoke cigarettes
He wasn't mysterious and stormy
He lacked charm and the ability of smooth talking

But he loved me
God, he loved me
And one day
He realized he didn't

And I will write about that for the rest of my life

They asked me when I knew it was over

*"The day I stopped being able to sleep when he was laying next me."

As I took his face in my hands
Tears streaming down his cheeks
My raw heart out of my chest
I told him,
"Heartbreak is the worst pain someone can experience. But your heart is strong enough to get through it."

And if all we were
All the pain you caused
Was for that moment
Just one brief second where I was able to give someone peace in midst of tragedy
Then losing you all makes sense
And I wouldn't think twice about going through it again

How funny
I always thought about how lucky I was
That you loved me

But the truth was
You were the lucky one
To be loved like a girl like me