i'm stuck in tHis loop
of trying to imprEss
why can't i Listen to my own advice
why can't i stoP

I don't know what to do about this 'sgg'
I blocked him
He blocked me
Always the same message
I have a question about...........
Like he meant to actually put a question
But thought it funnier if he didn't

I told Eliot York
Haven't gotten a response yet
Hope it'll work
I'm new
Is this thing common?
He's gotten others out there
It's not just me

I need help
With this thing
This is my 'yelp'
This is my plea
Eliot
If you see this
Do something

How can I help?
Through honesty?
Through transparency?
Through support?

Luckily for me
All those things
I can do
Right here
On Hello Poetry

He comes
     he follows
     i can't escape

Everywhere
     that's where he is
     all the time

Loosen my collar
     he asked for it
     he's going down

Perhaps not
     he got me first

I don't know what to do
She said she loves me
Do I?
I need help
I don't know
What are the signs?