Uneasy in her silence
Vulnerable and bare
His words cut so deep
She struggled not to care

Pensive for a moment  
She felt inadequate, yet free
Taking time to reflect  
On the woman, she’d come to be

The strength she'd sought so desperately
Showed up a little too late
Devoid of any resolve
Perhaps she'd met her fate

Forever in my heart
From the very start
To the bitter end
Till we meet again
My love has only grown
By your actions
I'm torn
What will it be
Together forever shall we?

My penny I found her,
She's not lucky nor is she prettier than  
The penny I found  yesterday.
Just another one to add to my collection of things I dont really appreciate.
Why collect these then you ask?
It has nothing to do with penny, just for my own selfish tasks.
Not to get to know her, to see if she's
Different than the last, I'd rather not, that to me would be precious time lost, especially on one penny that's just going into a collection for me, knowing tomorrow there'll be more anyway.
One more than I had yesterday.
No matter her worth.
I will not treat this one special,
Nor did I the last few I found.
This penny is only just one of many Penny's that I've used in my collection.
She's no different than yesterday's but she's one more than before, therefore, this penny I may need, God only would know what for. Not because she's special, beautiful, young or old, just for my own fulfillment, so I behold them all the same as before. No matter if my actions hurt them, I would never care, because it's not about Penny, as I told you before.

The pain I feel it in my wrist,
In my wrist and my fist
I feel it so deep inside
Whenever mourning by your side
I feel the pain in my thighs
Whenever my cries are denied
The sorrow is wearing me thin
From under my skin
Its weary within
I cannot bear all this pain
That I'm in.
The pain runs deep like a river
An ever bigger sliver threw the flesh
Full of every disappointment and every mess
My river runs deep within
Secretly keeping all of my sin
Sunk below so nobody can see
It's only for me
The pain runs deep like the ocean crashing like waves
With pure emotion
Emotion held in for years
Comes crashing in
As I shed my tears
It's a tidal wave of effect.
Nobody can make it stop
No not yet.
My emotions I did neglect.
It pours out my eyes like counting stars in a clear night sky
Can't be counted
It can't  be denied
The life I lived
I say goodbye

She told me her razor blade
Was like her teddy bear.
Said to him
"Life ain't fair"
He looked at her
On the floor
Looked she'd
Died years before
Wish he could of done something more
Before this happened to his girl
As he sees here lying there
No pain left not one thing she bares
He thinks to himself
What's life for?
With all we go threw
It isn't fair.                                          
Closer to life than ever before.
As she lay there
Pain no more.

Dont offer me all your  love
Because I will let if fill my gut
I will let me chew you up
And I will never have enough
Until I spit it up
I'm a parasite
But you know it, right?
You let me take a bit
And take a bite
Like a common mite
So dont offer me your love
If you can't give it up
If you can't fill me up
Don't offer me your love