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CLL Jan 2014
Intoxicating
That's what you are
You're dragging me in close
Tangling our bodies close together
Kissing me with every fiber in your body
Holding me and telling me all I want to hear
Making me feel like never before
Making my body explode in this love affair
CLL Jan 2014
Can you really love yourself?
If yes, please tell me how
Cause I've been searching for a way to learn
To learn not to hate every fiber in my body
Every little imperfection that I have
Cause Imperfections is all I seem to find in myself
Nothing perfect or anything right
Only flaws and dark light deep inside

But I wanna learn
I want this to end
To end all the tears
And sad hours ever spent
I want happiness and eternal love
I want to accept myself for who I am
I want to be free of eternal sadness
CLL Jan 2014
Together
Officially, it's not a joke
Finally I get to call you mine
No longer just a hope
CLL Jan 2014
You.
You who owns a huge part of my heart.
You who I love.
You who I want as close to me as possible.
You who I want with me as often as possible.
You who makes me smile, by just the mentioning of your name.
You who I miss.
Miss terribly much.
You and only you.

But I'm afraid.
That if I start sharing my utter feelings,
you would take your distance from me.
So I might miss you,
but sharing how I fell is not an option.
Not when my fear is telling me you would run.
Run if I told you I miss you.
Miss you so much it hurts.
Cause it hurts to be apart from you.
And that also scares me.
So...I'm afraid.
CLL Jan 2014
Craving your touch
Craving your kiss
Craving your closeness
Craving everything that you do

Craving your laughter
Craving your smile
Craving our holding hands
Craving everything that you do

Craving the simplest things
Craving all your love
Craving you all the time
But not having the strength to speak up
CLL Jan 2014
Butterflies everywhere in my body
No, not only in my stomach.
Warm feeling rushing through my veins
Just as I feel your arms around me
Hugging me from behind
You make me happy

Kisses on the forehead
Still holding me close
The fact that you aren't afraid
Afraid to show it to the world
Makes me heart flutter
You make me happy
CLL Jan 2014
You claim you love me
But I'm not sure what to think
What to believe
Cause might your intentions be

But in our heated moment
Those words made my heart flutter
So I said it back
Hoping that it wouldn't bother

But since I don't know if this is a joke
I'm feeling scared and weightless
Hoping my words didn't scare you
And that you won't let it all go
Let me go
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