Is it really love?
Or is this just a game?
With no alcohol involved

It makes me feel tangled up
Cause I don't know what to believe
Cause with no alcohol, it should be true
With no alcohol

But the I love yous' keep coming
And I'm confused
Cause I feel like I'm the one
Who doesn't know the truth

The scariest part
of my 4am thinking was realizing.
Realizing not only do I have feelings
For you
Oh no, you own my heart too

And I'm not gonna admit it
At least not to you
Though my best friend she knows it
Asking if my feelings are true

But I have gotten to this point where
Where I'm no longer uncertain
Just knowing the simple truth
That my love is all for you

But then again we aren't even together
So why do I love?
Love someone so much I know
Know you could break me and tear me apart
Just by the thought of someone else having you
Or of you loving someone as much
As much as I love you
*I love you

Everything felt so right in that moment
So why did you have to take the magic away?
Tell me that you didn’t want me
That kiss was magical, so sweet and gentle
But now the words ”I don’t like you like that”
Is all I can hear inside my head
It’s getting me to my breaking point of tears

I cried, you cried
But what does that matter
I know you weren’t the one whose feelings got crushed
My heart, you made it flutter
Before you stepped on it
Until it broke.
It just doesn’t feel the same anymore.

But somehow I still like you
Even though I know I shouldn’t
My mind tells me no.
But my heart says there’s a hope
Please just tell me no.

Make me hate you and not love you
Make me forget these feelings I have
Cause it hurts too much to know I love you
While knowing you love like me
Not even close to that.

Lets just be friends
Lets forget this memory
Lets just pretend it meant nothing at all
Lets just say my heart has had enough.