You said I'm not your type
Suffocated dreams
Teardrops inside
I feel buried alive

I found myself in darkness
When I first met you
You gave me your brilliance
At times so strong, at times so low

Confusion and delight
Doubt grew many times
One time, on happy dreams
But at times, on sadness in between

Bitter times stay stronger
But this affection still holds on
I stay on my knees praying
Deprived of reason, I must go on

Twisted thoughts on love
Led me far from you
Vibrant red turning black
Lights hidden till it's dead

At dawn, orange turning red again
My eyes see now and believe
Your ever changing expressions
Of love and fear

The acceptance of your love
Made your doubts weightless
At dusk, my heart is found
Blessed, he is, on this ground

If there was an easier way
To outgrow self-love
Violence could diminish
But everything could be unbalanced

The arduous path
Would be forgotten
Our good traits
Now effortless, destroyed

Like a sculpture
If not well carved
Remains brutal
Savage and tarnished

The tortuous road
Of finding home
Life's entanglement
To never be alone

Beautiful sights
Are only of beauty
And remarkable
When he crosses my mind

The moment I saw him,
I already knew him
The moment I felt him,
I already trusted him

The trees persevere
I keep dreaming
Rivers pass by me
I still dream of him

Afraid  of  this  miserable  world
I  found  peace  in  my  loneliness
Discouraged by the society
And being an insecure mess
To  be  lonely  I  guess,
is  simply  the  best.

If I strive towards you
It is only because
of you