Seeing you leave with your packed bag
makes me nostalgic, I never had
the courage to empower you
and its making me feel all blue
say the prayers you prepared for me
play your games again on me
your big hands, and your face
will be remembered until the day
comes when you ask me
ask me your question
until the day where we say
where we say everything
don't turn your head
and give the shake of shame
don't walk from me
and leave me in your path
I never really knew
how much I love you
and it may seem wrong
writing a song
don't tell me I was at fault
I just wanted you to smile for once
where I was the only one
and now we're all done
shaking your hand and greeting your face
hoping you'll leave it all for me
praising your empty hole
thinking you'll come home
I was your best friend
and you left me crying
and I wanted you near me
but you resisted
cry for me
dry tears
facing fears
my dear
I hope you get your new board
I know you weren't the one
but you entwined my thoughts
and it made me fall
through dark holes
my own home
was no more
and the leaves fall
why me
fight me
hold me
love me
while I hope for your future
it's going to be bright
hoping that we're together
in the same light
but I know that I am asking for too much
and you know that what we had would never go too far
maybe, just maybe dreaming wasn't right
maybe, just maybe leaving wasn't right
so you can go with your packed bag
and wave me goodbye
you get in your car and go away
not knowing the difference
I guess i wasn't clever enough...
I let the chance clip through my fingers
Maybe, just maybe it would've been different
Or, it would've been MUCH FUNNIER IN REAL LIFE!!