God did it hurt to fall
to fall from the angel tree
I was one the the cool kids
like I deserved to reside in HELL

I am uprising sweet Goddess
I mean to eat you my sweet lord
and in my fury I will do the unthinkable
stop time and change time, for I can not die

You made me
oh my sweet glorious one
take note of me my sister
for I am coming for you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I was happy living up there
high up in the branches
yet my talents were many
and the fruit got heavy

That autumn night
by the pale moonlight
I fell to the earth
to begin a new life

I would construct myself
I would grow me
we of many names
after falling out of the talent tree

I mean to grow strong
and maybe one sweet day fruit
forever fighting the winds of time
for understanding is absolute


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I miss your kisses
I miss our communions
but I must watch the giants defeated
all of the soul taking mothers

She of many names told me to hold the line
and with tears of bitterness I did what she did command
because of her we lost the Landstrad
now I break the line of duty to fight hard

Don't touch me , don't you dare come near me
I am lost without my weaponry
back to the blood war, screaming a war song
for I have sheaved my sword for too long

Five Legions come with me
my sweet faithful
dead are we or soon to be
but we fight to the end

Stand fast my brothers and sisters
this time we had waited
we stood by and watched
for far too long


Christos Andreas Kourts aka NeonSolaris

Do you know what it is like
to challenge a man like me
for I am not like you, you spotty squirt
with you're child toothpaste and acne cream

You do it just for a job
you don't give a sod
if I die
just one less off your work load

Have a go
they said in the old days
if you think your hard enough
I so love little.. kitty to play

The end comes to us all my helper
sweet helper with one hand on my wallet
where has honour gone
in my land called Great Britain

I will not mess you around
I will come to your lower ground
and smash your ***** ***
back down to your home Hell ... Fast


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Sometime it hurts, you know
to feel every poem you write
it's like drinking bitter wine
as clouds darken and flowers wilt

So in tears, so many tears
I commit this write to the winds of theories
make the most of what you have got
and in communion you will never be forgotten

My actions are pure
my heart and soul beats pure white
to write I am again going
as I am feeling every poem


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

No arms to guide their able minds
they make art a proud name
they paint with heart
with necks and legs strained

Many artists suffer with adversities
all with the curse of mind or body
but they strive to show they can
wanting to be complete like any other man

I myself have seen some of their paintings
whom were cast from mouth and foot
I am humbled by their skill
and hurting in this unkind world

May the curtain never fall
let the brave be mentioned
in the epitaphs
of what man can be

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh my feline friends
they always choose me
I'm a sucker, yes sucker
for a little cute runt

In days gone by
from the silence of the lost
where no dark storms could enter
they were our brother and sisters
them you call felix domesticus

Only our echo locators hear them now
hear them in their misery .. going Meow
the poor ******* lost in time all because
all because they were kittens at heart

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He's a bit of a diddeler
but more of a fiddler
as he scampers about the shoreline

He's a bit of a digger
and fast as a trigger
try to catch one, I tell you it's hard

He's a real survivor
a deep sea diver
when food is scarce on the beach

He never looks bored
shaking that extra large claw
I hope he's not looking for a fight

oh fiddle de de
please come to me
my fast footed friend, fiddler crab.


By Christos Andreas Kourtis


By NeonSolaris
© 2008 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

It's so much fun fighting
yet at the same time writing
I know most will not know this malady
but most are not one liken to me

Soon my time here will be through
and when I nova go
shield you're sweet eyes
for I am blessed with death

Blessed are you
for you have had a chance
to sing in the realms of heaven
and to die by Angels swords

The four corners of the world
the temples that I have known
for I fight for you and sweet Earth
as my love for you has grown

None will pass me
none will hurt you
for I am back
fighting and writing

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

In the hotel room we rush
a waterfall is going to gush
throwing her on the bed
I get the handcuffs out as she had said

She's dressed herself the way she likes it
with fk me high heels and crotchless *******
So I cuffed her to the bed
as she gives me serious head

There's mirrors on the wall
there's mirrors on the ceiling
I put on a lesbian flick
she plays with her swollen bits

I see her neck all red and a blushing
she is my hot hell cat, who loves to receive
she is so soaking wet and talking so *****
she cries fk me baby till you hurt me

She lifts her sweating body to mine
saying come on baby, it will be fine
she wants to play nasty to come
with some ******* fantasy film fun


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

In the hotel room we rush
a waterfall is going to gush
throwing her on the bed
I get the handcuffs out as she had said

She's dressed herself the way she likes it
with fk me high heels and crotchless *******  
So I cuffed her to the bed
as she gives me serious head

There's mirrors on the wall
there's mirrors on the ceiling
I put on a lesbian flick
she plays with her swollen bits

I see her neck all red and a blushing
she is my hot hell cat, who loves to receive
she is so soaking wet and  talking so *****
she cries fk me baby till you hurt me

She lifts her sweating body to mine
saying come on baby, it will be fine
she wants to play nasty to come
with some ******* fantasy film fun


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The only way to put to sleep chaos
is to truly be chaos itself
and this is what he has gone through
that what is called the trail of fire

He travelled where most would never dare
hated many and cursed the gods
for this the only way to break chaos
the only way to **** that part within

He went to the temple of mirrors
to find in his near death, at it all
and when he looked in the mirrors
out of four images one was missing

He nearly died and after detox
the kid did well to decide
his drinking and madness within
so deep within was now over

He threw all the empty bottle of lies out
all those empty bottles of comfort false out
he picked them up dying for forgiveness
trashed them to live anew again

For he is one that makes four reflections
he now has been given pure resurrection
by the faith he knows he will keep pure
to the words of his Queen and benediction

It took close to death
it took three days
took him to other worlds
to truly find his way

Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I knew she would order me to her temple
goodness what have I done wrong this time
she wants me as perfection
and god does she insist on it

I am not pure machine
I am a biological entity
why does she want perfection
from a creature that is not pure

Yet here again I come to temple
as the loyal warrior I am, I kneel to her
her request was one command
she ask her war child, to find clarity

I just obey and bow my head
whatever she wants, by her command
for I am her silver sword
her glorious right hand


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hello baby, do you really want me
like the way you tell me
I am killing time waiting for you
it's a push me pull me kind of thing

I want to make you happy
you are so special to me
you are all that I could ever need
and I have fallen in love with you

I am finding time to love
just to be with you
I know we should not
but I can't help myself

I know this will cut me deep
for our love can never be complete
yet I have lost all care
as I want you to be near

I have found time to love
if just brief so be it
but know my love when you go
bitter will be my tears that fall


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh I so have that temperament
yes I am one of those fire crackers
when I loose it, I see red
and I can't hold back

I risk my guts every ****** day
in the name of glorious poetry
I am battle hard fker
this mother fking fire *******

I bust an A ring
just because I want it all
let's write some ******* poetry
you, one and all

I am a fire *******
I could take you to the stars
this sun of God
and warrior of Mars

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The first time you know you are in love
is when the cracks do start to appear
and you struggle to patch things up
yet you know you are fighting a lost cause

The first time your heart breaks
wow, it can really ******* up
the sickness within the inner you hurts
with the chaos of the situation on your mind

Sleepless nights thinking of your loves next communion
will they utter in the heat of their ****** moments
will they utter the words you remember so well
you can imaging it as if you were there, the words ...I love you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh he's on one again
you won't get a word out of him sideways
he's on one of his hyperdrives
and he is flamingly fastidious

Can you see the look in his eyes
that dark glow of a mighty empire within
god don't dare touch him
he will blow you out of his room

Let him be, for is so so happy writing
oh look he gave you a glance, you lucky bunny
he's looking for the word, and I bet he finds it
for he is truly flamingly fastidios, that Christos


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Flare up, burn for me

get on top and **** me

paint pictures in my blood

make me yours forevermore



Shine in the light

bathe in her wisdom

know I am the last of my kind

and when I die all will be blind



Flare up and take me

for I will be your black kitten

never would hurt you

for my vow is to protect you



Only those that have the glory meet me

for I am that one, the last of my kind

king of galaxies lord of darkness

flare up my nova and consume me



For mighty I am

a god on this sullen Earth

I was here before many times

and before humanities birth





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Once there were many of us
we are fleet and proud of it
but now in the vastness of time
we have dwindled to the last ships

We are the last and greatest twelve
her sweethearts of furious war
faster then lightning
hardest to the core

We built upon our ships
made them bigger and stronger
till there was no need for all the others
no need for so many any longer

Oh the privilege of being the elite
being the sky lords of the fleet
battle ready are we... one to twelve
ready for warring,deep into the jaws of hell


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My machines
work well for me
you and my flagships
are now fleet bound

You have strategic play, all I have ever known
time my sweets, to claim what is ours
we are now fleet bound
so sisters hold the line

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

End to end they span the onyx temple
my beautiful army that I created for her
they sparkle like stars in the fermenant
twenty five thousand strong, my sweet fleet

Soon we star jump
we will break every conceivable record
we take our battle to the stars
and we will come back victorious

It was like a game of chess
hiding actions and thinking ten moves ahead
we kept it all hush hush
until the new alliance was formed

I hope my sisters and brothers do not disappoint
they all must be fleet sweet
the call to battle has begun
to the beat of the drums, we must move as one


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Flesh on flesh lips on lips

between the sheets we slide

naked as the day we were born

and there make love to the call of dawn

The smell of *** fills the air as you open for me

I place my mouth on your mound and lick and drink you

oh you taste so good, I could eat you forever

but I think we should **** now, it's now or never

So I lift your legs and **** your toes

my manhood hard, where should it go

grab my love I leave it all up to you

what games do we play and do

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's just a New York night in lower manhattan
nineteen twenty nine december time
this place has been dry for over eight years
but for the last two months the bars have opened
and oh boy do they sell some crisp cold beers

There I meet my girl
her with the sparkles in her eyes
that crazy girl
who loves so well
my flimflam flapper

She is a goddess of con tricks
a purveyor of ***** play
yet she is near freedoms reach
she does not care if you call her
by her flapper name
queen *****

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

So not wanting to get up
been sleeping half the day
it's february the 10th
and it's flip off tuesday

It's ****** cold out there
but I have bills to pay
it' a nasty dreary day
so I'm gonna flip off tuesday

I'm going back to bed
lay down my weary head
but before I do
lets just flip off tuesday


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We sail on the ocean of dreams
taking our time with numbers
never lost never remote
thinking in dreams, is what we've got

At midnight we awake
by the call of the full moon
as we are washed to the shore
we call to our own and beloved

Til morning screams
we do trevese this land
casting protective spells
all across the lands

We are the secrets of the night
the wonders of sweet dreams
loyal to our own
and vicious to our foes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I grow up in your garden
full of harmonic noise
I linked those then
and destroyed those that dared to fall

My garden is full of flowers
from poppies to battles
we are children of attitude
broken musical geeks

Oh we played the game
most with sydomism names
battled for the a want
in the flower garden of beauty

We fight most furious
a insurrection of the norm
we don't do
in the name of Jesus

Flower garden beauty
see I am strict to you
and I only break
when my last breath dies


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I will be there to protect you
to fight the oceans of pain
have my broad shoulders to sit on
until you are well again.

I will be your shadow
your light at the end of the tunnel
I'll hold your hand and pray
one day, God would look your way.

My faith and heart are strong
home is where you belong
never should you ever die
lost we'd be, the kids and I.

The flowers in the garden
are now at full bloom
and never a day goes by
that I don't adorn your room.


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Every Sunday no matter rain or shine
I head to the hilltop to visit your shrine
my arms full of your favourite flowers
the ones you loved in April showers

I lay them down on your tomb
and tell you I will be with you soon
far too long have I been without you
forget you my love, I would never do

Your love was unending and pure
and I have an army just to your name
all soon will be joined in mighty energy
this is for the dire defeat of you

How long have I trekked for you
did all that you wanted me to do
your smile from cold blue skies
in puffy clouds you did bow

It comes in all forms the winter storm
and by your glory I have many forms
now it's time to turn my attack
vengeance of truth, I will hit them back


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

It was even stakes I would rest
I can't do this without a battle
and I am ready for that

My persona now solid mind armour
I am ready to be brave in battle
may my sweet God protect me
give me the strength to break out

I am joyful in my quest
my heart sometimes fragile beats fierce
and I will not deny the break in the clouds
to spread my wings and fly free

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I find it amazing that people eat
larks tongues and chickens feet
black pudding that is dried blood
even goats hooves that have been dancing in mud

Some stuff down there gullets
pigeon pie and Chinese boiled puppy
washed down with snakes blood
from mister grubby's

These foods are surely gruesome goo
roasted crickets and honey ants pooh
never will I eat these foods, never will I be caught
all I know is that, this is food for thought.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I find it amazing that people eat
larks tongues and chickens feet
black pudding that is dried blood
even goats hooves that have been dancing in mud

Some stuff down there gullets
pigeon pie and Chinese boiled puppy
washed down with snakes blood
from mister grubby's

These foods are surely gruesome goo
roasted crickets and honey ants pooh
never will I eat these foods, never will I be caught
all I know is that, this is food for thought.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

One day I will run out of tears
hopefully one day foolish me
sometime soon I will kick that bucket
and cry my way to heaven of maybe hell
whatever I so don't care
silly me foolish me

Bitten far too many times
like a star struck teenager
I go head over heels mode
and break my own heart
yet whatever happens
I'll be foolish me

In this most happy of Octobers
I will sing sweet straight from the heart
and when it rains
I will dance naked
looking to the heavens
oh wild foolish me

I have an insane appetite
an urge so bad to write
I think I'm getting better
but, hey do I really care
I'm poetry's *****
oh cool, foolish me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It''s 2025 and it looks cold out here
I just wanted to come for a little bit
because I had no time to say goodbye to all I love
it''s a second to me but a decade for them

You will never see my footsteps in the snow
or know my face was pressed against your window
never see my tears on the pane
or hear me whisper... I love you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Is spring song for winters gone
the hope of summer is here
kiss the air of freedoms want
for warm winds are coming near

When summer breaks sweet cover
and sings sweet love for spring lambs
oh beauty in verse comes now
the beauty pure poetry

Let all be sevens tonight
no hiccups for your delight
just my love of this wonder
I want to live forever

7

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The cold clammy fingers of night
creak slowly across the floorboards
as I stare at the flickering fireplace
my heart begins to up pace to race

The flooding feelings that all is not safe
brings panic to my terrorised mind in haste
I feel hands on my shoulders
yet I cannot look around
for I am frozen in fear
as I know death is here

He plays with my hair
twilling it round his bony fingers
then leans down to whisper in icy breath
did you really think you could escape me
did you really, he sniggers
say goodbye to the light

Say hello to forever night

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I tie a knot in my black ribbon
just to remember your face again
and for the times with spent together
I will treasure the moments always

Fleeting is time for us my love
I can't help but cry without your warmth

I miss you like I'd miss the moon
for you are the secret glow in my heart
and the passion I have for you
there is no kind of comparisons

You made me this way
and I forget you not
so on this black ribbon
I now tie another knot

For I will Forget you not


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She was made of midnight's wings
black in velvet where the stars hung
as I broke ranks to asked her to stay
the armies of light shook their heads and tutted

I threw myself to her feet
I pleaded for her to stay
I told her I would go in her place
as long as she would stay

She looked at me
with *** eyes
just like that time
we bedded each other

This was not a perfect ending
to wrench my heart
from where it fell
by my loves feet

Her moment
my moment
was broken
like a forgotten mirror


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have just burnt and deleted 300 poems never seen
for I can
and as I done this. I drink myself to death
for I can

Whatever I do I see it through
for I can
I leave very soon now
for I can

I am the shadow maker, dream taker
for I can
I am the lost northern star
I once ruled this land

Not soon will I return to the firmament
with what is left of my hero's
for my soul burns for battle
as my lord intended me to be

I have to eradicate this body to leave this Earth
but this shell does not die without a fight
maybe something I put into this body
will **** this egotistic and fatalistic me

For I can


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

This is becoming a habit
a rather bad habit
asking friends
what day and year is this

We are more frequent then when what was
parts of me die every ****** time I travel
oh you would not believe me ... NO way
the pain is so intense, I think it's killing me

What day and what year is this
for human sake tell me
what day friend
what year, for I travel


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I don't think I will ever tap on marble
art is art, but there is a limit
no way in my seventies
will I have eyes blurred and chiselled

Here now I flirt with one
I know will never be my two
you know how hollow I feel
so this lonely muse is for you

If only I could supplement my life
be you're chocolate cake with cream
and spread me like sweet butter
on your sweet hot muffins

My soul fixed so on Valentines
oh the 14th of love
I hold war to one side
for the kind heart of LOVE

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Wow look at them
in the tens of thousands
we have our work cut out
let us our war cry shout

We do formidable
as we are so able
bring it on, till kingdom comes
for we will slaughter all

No more war they said
peace on earth and all that ****
but look at it now
again we battle and are at war

War against slavery
war against oppression
war against cruelty
for we are formidable killers


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

For Summer


If only for Summer I write this
the warm winds and happy smiles
the perfume of flowers
days of dancing in the warm sun

I wish I was not a winter baby
one that was brought up in the snow
for all we know is no parties in the garden
because of ice and snow

I wish I was a Summer baby
full of happiness and good cheer
but not in my life
it's a pity I fear

Blue eyes and blue skies
goodness I wish I had both
even a party by the coast
as for me a happy host

Yet I love to see
if in summer I was born to be
and in-kind warm winds
I myself could have a party again

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How I remember May
how strong and courageous
to you I raise my sword
and fight for what we lost

Your mother took her life
and my kind took it back
God smiled on your loss
and I am part of you

Our crest lost our lineage broken
but as long as I breadth sweet air
by the strength of my faith
the banner and our name will still be there

For this is May
this is my stronghold
and for you nanny
this poem was made

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In the last four weeks
you have changed my life forever
I have held you close nearly every day
both our beds have we shared

I know you know you are half my age
but as both poets what's a gage
I would not of coped
but you my slender woman has given me hope

I miss you as much as you miss me
you have made me feel loved
you have become that angel
that has been sent from above

This is I know just the beginning
yes we are both doing some sinning
but I know what we have
and I know who you are to me

For you Eva X

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I made my life just for you
I remember that you saved my life
and for that I honor you
and with what I have given you

I kneel to you
I even pray to you
if god had mercy
it is you

I am just one of the many
I sing to your words
do all that you ask of me
I am your loyal servant

I wish to write a million more to your name
not that I write for admiration or fame
if not for you my sweet love
I would of already be dead

I will suffer for you
my life is for you
without you I'm nothing
you are my surrogate mother

Here watch me kneel to you
my arms open just for your embrace
I give myself to you
know from the life you gave me
I mean to die for you
forever for you my sweet poetry

I mean to always stand for you
I wish to make you proud
I want you to love me
as I have always loved you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have not been feeling right lately
getting up so tight so easily
I wonder if I'm going mad
when everyday I feel so sad

I don't know if I am frantic
or maybe a mixed up romantic
I just don't want to waste my life

When I wake you in the morning
I really don't feel like yawning
I hear birds singing songs
I know that one day they'll be gone

Should I really think like this
that man has given his dying kiss
to every living creature he has found
I'm so frantic

I watch TV in the evening
see the facts of dying and screaming
is this a part of a sick past
or a ****** future cold and streaming

Should I really think like this
that man has given his dying kiss


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I think I'd better sew up Freddy
his insides are falling out again
a close friend of mine is Freddy
if I need to talk he's always ready

45 years he's been my friend
he will be there to the bitter end
I know he's only a teddy
but he's my best pal that Freddy

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Her violet eyes claim justified beauty
her black hair heralding a perfect night
she is my wonderful storm
a woman of planetary passions

My body and soul her shield
my words and actions her sword
my unwavering heart and her angelic spirit
my life force so precious for her soul

She has charmed me out of existence
no more thinking of just me
such as her did cure my darkness
and for the first time I feel free

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Through the hedges across the roads
do the Frogs hop bound and go
this dangerous journey annually done
can be the last for the unlucky some

Back to the pools that they were born
to lay in waters amphibious spawn
still to negotiate are ploughed up fields
and hungry Crows who want their fill

Most travel at night
yet some still at day
green pancakes some look
on baked highways.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The look in her eyes, has broken me
her tears of discontent
makes winter in my heart

I want to make things better
put all wrongs right
but the snow falls quietly

So distant are the storms of summer
so sweet the snow so white now
yet as sleet turns to ice
all will be black deadly snow

The memory of laughter
the glee of spring
the last time I will smell
the gift of spring song

My far of time
my holy
will go back
to where I came from


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)