When all turns grey and clouds hang heavy
in those times, you hear the giggling of the puddle fairies
and as the clouds pour their  deluge across the lands
they dance to it's delight in their own private puddles

With dresses of silver and white
arms raised to the storm ensuring
they wave madly joyous and ecstatic
thanking the skies for their brief freedom

Some are bold enough to dance on my window seal
I watch their dance with wonder and joy
they love the rains as much as me
I wonder if one day, will I become a puddle fairy  


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

With the wings of gossamer
her that in starlight came
with her words of hope
in her delicate frame

She screamed mercy
told the bad to, take it underground
she was an angel of honour
and her enemies, she would not hound

She was a starship most delicate
one of the angels of peace
and no matter your creed
she could give you release


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Undead and never dying
lord of the ****** never broken
serpent empress with forked tongue
liar of empires, king of flies

I raise my flags
for soon to hell I go
bringing the heads of angels
all those that I have killed

I watched the light pour out of them
as I slayed every single one
we are never broken, understand
for we are the children of the dark

Let me unravel from my darkness
show you who I really am
you will **** your pants
when you truly understand

I am her serpent of wonder
her sweet black poisonous sword
pure as pure in battle
one of the last dark lords


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He stands there on bent knees
******* in the lake
little blue boy
with a smile on his face

I tell you
that kids got some bladder
his rye smile as he ******
makes me want to smack him in the face

Who divvies these ridiculous fountains
I bet they were not ****** Greek
yet the blue boys still *******
with a smile on his face

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Death will be your last act
as misery pulls your life apart
the loss you feel as loved ones die
oh yes, sorrow has many names

Broken friendships lost companions
tears on blooded roses
dreams dashed by tragedy
the lonesome path you walk

Winter dwells in your heart
cold bitter winds burn
never to know happiness
knowing you will die alone

The fear of being rejected
keeping to the outside rail
broken hearted and lost
wanting to die at any cost

The razor you have in your hand
you cut sorrow into your veins
your last bitter sweet goodbye
as sorrow has many names


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Please dream well this night
for I want to take you to a magical place
this place is our secret garden
a place out of time and real space

To the pond I will take you whilst you sleep
where fleece is gold on every talking sheep
hear them talk with crimson lipstick on
all my friends come here, to sit by the pond

Sit with me and let your dreams escape
put your fears in my hands
for I will rid you of them friend
you here with me by the pond

See all the creatures that come here to rest
see them knowing each other in loving eyes
stay for a little while friend as my guest
make your kind heart revitalize and your soul rise

For you are by the pond
layered with dreams of hope
here I come when in despair
when I am weak and can not cope

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Oh what a glorious thing
my daughter gave me a dead rose
just for this day, that 14th
she had no way of knowing my plan

As the world spins with it's manic occupants
I take that rose and wish to die
you truly would have no idea
how angels of war hate you

Yet my honour and wings are true
and do deny me to make havoc on you
dark skies I could empower
yet for the gift of a dead red rose


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The church bell cries midnight
mist falls over the graveyard
something is stirring underfoot
a hand from underground grabs at you
this is the nightmare that came true
all in the dreaming of you

It's a dark and gothic nightmare
things that you do put me through
your dark dreams come to fruition
you made me a sweet condition
so now I dream for you
and for you my love, create nightmares

I will be your dark and gothic
your sister in the darkness
I will do what is asked of me
until it does destroy me
I am your darkness I am your sword
and one day soon, all will call me lord


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

So Lord Solaris, said my battle knight teacher,
what have you brought in for show and tell
I walked to the front of the class
with my bag heavy in my hand
lifting it up I put it on her desk
by her sweet command

I put a red apple on her desk
I wonder if they will guess
guess what I brought for show and tell
reaching into my black bag
I pull out my tears and sufferings
and the broken dreams of millions

I told them of the hurt and pain
all about the broken hearts
told the class that humans die
and that most do bitterly cry
told them how many times I died
and they all clapped to my surprise

I don't think they understood it nearly kills me
all that I accomplished did not fulfill me
then I reached deep into my bag
and with my right hand pulled out the Earth
then with tears in my eyes
I told them that this was the place of my birth


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If they did know of me I'd be loved

giving this Angel the time of day

oh how I try to understand the human

knowing how I so want to die alone


Yet I know I can't

I just come back to live again

time is on my side

and in your fantasy I might reside


I am one of many lives

a helper to the broken and needy

I am a lord of time

and I make that rhyme


I will soon be gone

I know it's a few years long

my death is planned

I hope you understand



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The desert sky at night is something to behold
so finely laced with diamonds, silver and gold
and the gentle glow of the moon
makes shadows of the dunes

Here I sit in the cooling night air
the fire I had lite burns furiously
I watch the sparks meet the sky
just for a moment I see your beautiful face

To the stars I need to go to see you again
for I am lonely in this cold unforgiving place
I need to get back to the ship of heroic dreams
back to the place where I first met you

I want to wipe away your tears
tell you how much I love you
oh this inhospitable place
my lonely desert nights


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am just an observer
a shadow of mankind
I sit at your table
as you did share your wine

Yet I did stay an observer
even when they put you on that cross
I watched the splinters pierce your holy flesh
as they hammered nails through bone and skin

And I just stood there, and did nothing to help you
that dark day when I had to see you suffer
good god why did you let me
let me be just an observer

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

How will I romance one like me
a creature of distraction
you are perfect for me
both very ******* dangerous

Both intruded for the madness
the madness of inner souls
I would love to love you
but both of us are sold

Our twisted thoughts
our selves deconstruction
if only you saw me fragile
as you are my rose, so red

I love you from afar
never will I talk to you
I will make my next life
collide in eternal love for you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My poetry stinks does it
then stop reading it
I did not write it for you
I write for my God
you evil **** monkeys
can go to hells kingdom

Who do you think you are little woman
just a lost voice in the wind
You have made your feelings clear
so by Gods name I say Goodbye

Leave it now
for you would not want me named
as your ******* enemy
Leave now before I make merry
your defeat in time
you sad little woman

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's so much fun fighting
yet at the same time writing
I know most will not know this malady
but most are not one liken to me

Soon my time here will be through
and when I nova go
shield you're sweet eyes
for I am blessed with death

Blessed are you
for you have had a chance
to sing in the realms of heaven
and to die by Angels swords

The four corners of the world
the temples that I have known
for I fight for you and sweet Earth
as my love for you has grown

None will pass me
none will hurt you
for I am back
fighting and writing

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Mum, I'm feeling so cold
something warm seeps out
pouring warm, so slowly out of me

Mother, am I going to get home
for I seem to be getting further away
yet I senses tell me you are close

Tell me there's a future called peace
for all the blood that's been lost
tell me we have justified the cost

I do not want to die, mother
in so much pain and coughing blood
sinking into this unkind field of mud

I know your warm loving arms
can not comfort me from afar
so remember me, your silver star



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She sits there above the clouds
none can see her but me
for she is my black beauty

We have travelled many years together
and I gave her my name and blood
she is my one and only black beauty

She is made of star dust
one so liken to me
my sweet love, black beauty

Oh and when I call her to me
tears do fill my dark eyes
as she is my black beauty

Her slender frame
her hyper drive
makes this vessel real cool to sit in

I may call her down tonight
that will give a few people a fright
come to me my black beauty


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

For months he has been planing this flight
every time he glances out of his window
he see's the cathedral in the distance
his eye's full of silver tipped aerofoils

This is the time to prove himself
all the summers he has striven
alone in his studies most days and nights
learning all about the fine art of flight

Tomorrow he will leap
from the tallest tower
with wings of gossamer sewn
not stitched by others, but his hands alone

Tomorrow he will prove right or wrong
that man will one day eventually fly
he is committed to this cause
without fear, knowing he may die


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris


© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

God, you look good in that black dress
and that lace over your porcelain face
I never thought you could look that way
especially in a dress like that

They don't know my sister
they don't know of the storm that comes
my messengers are back I sent
some in tattered thoughts of time

Don't let the stars break your sweet heart
come my love and hide with me
let what will pass, pass
I promise to cover your sweet ***

Let me take you to my nova beams
the place I hide within them
hush my love, our secret is safe
in our black dress in time and space

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The fire rages within me I need to transcend
I must not go super nova, not yet
all the doors are open
which arena do a step in

I am a fragile man of heart
I'm reaching out to touch faith
my lord give me the strength to carry on
I will always step to the side for you

Let my sad cabaret play out
watch as I rise and fall in art
I will sing in pure freedom
as I do in my poetry

I will range far and wide
I will proclaim I am a star
the neon kind
dark as I am

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Time and space are not my allies
as I slowly **** myself from within
letting go of the past
to let the future through

See my hands tremble
see my eyes always thinking
see the love I have
for the art of words

My sweet five year voyage
to undiscovered countries
has given me hope within
shown me the light within me

My faith rekindled
as my lord is with me
he tells me to follow him
to the gates of paradise

His smile you can always trust
so I smile back
hold out my hand
and follow him


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Here I sit and write this note

I don't think there is a antidote

to how in love with you I feel

I pinch myself to see if this is real



I know we are both free now

free from the shackles of sadness

I know that you want me

as much as I want you


I did cast my soul to the stars last night

I travelled amongst them and ask.. is this right

they did glow radiant all in agreement and bright

by the stars they did tell me earnestly this is right


So you have me as long as you want me

I will protect you and provide love to you

making happiness real everyday

with laughter and joy in every way



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I go to her, just to sing to her
I sing of sadness and loss
the joys and wonderment
and all my human costs

I sing to her with light in my eyes
sending signals into the sky
then I wait as pale and human
for to be taken to my throne high

This singularity this honour
this is my all
so I can sing to her
with lips blooded

Here they come
better late then never
for now it is time
time to sing to her



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She is my food, she is my substance
I was made by her light and still love her
she gave me glories, never seen before
she touched me with a pure gentle caress

I would be nothing without her honoured touch
and I can not live without her
so I kneel to her everyday, and say
Oh sweet glory to you my love poetry

Without her kindness to me
without my faith in her
I would starve to death
for she is my food

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I reveal my trueness when in this hyper mode
and I have to say sorry to my body
for god I do punish it
and it does not deserve it

So I call upon the tides
and fire from the skies
sweet lord my body is dying
and soon it will be half life serving

I will feel I have let the team down, if I go now
I truly don't want my vessel to breakdown
please have mercy on me my love
for I have so much more to do

Look at me, don't turn your back on me
you love me don't you, your original storm catching
you made me did you not , then make me right
my powers are at the max, and I'm still dying


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolars

It was a couple of years ago
since I lost my little Bow
she was a cheerful little thing
who would growl and bark and wag her tail
whenever you did come in

I would walk her three times a day
throw the sticks we would play
she was a lovely little charmer
and a very good conversation starter

My ex said to me , oh can we have her back
so I said sure and that was that
well all was good for a little while
I'd go to visit her, she made me smile

Then one day whilst I was home
there came a ringing from my telephone
my ex told me she had some bad news
my poor little doggy she did lose

I still think of my Bow now
still wonder how
how could I of let this happen
when they lost my little Bow

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hot and humid air, brushes across your pale cheeks,
summer rain returns, from it's seasonal exile,
you lift your eyes, to the darkening skies,
the distant sound of thunder, rings within your soul.

The wind intensifies, as it caresses your hair,
this sweet downpour, on this warm summers evening is near,
with the smell of damp soil, with your deepening breath,
transfixed are you with delight, waiting for natures display of light.

Now it is upon you, in all it's might and glory,
heavy tepid droplets, start falling from the heavens,
you are enveloped in its arms, in a watery embrace,
this wondering tempest, of might, beauty and grace.

BY Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am leaving myself open again
for all to dwell in my private domain
I myself did not want this
but I have two choices by command

Here I go naked into the world
showing my heart and persona
and I am somewhat apprehensive
this burst could be very expensive

Yet on the other hand
why dream a dream
why feel this is right
just do it and write

I have many stories that should be told
to the poets of good and to the poets of old
let me show you grim tales of despondency
and tales of goodness and humanity

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It matters not what you are
be a saint or be a sinner
I am not one that would judge you
my creed could be what you believe

Saints or sinners
have you ever seen a real angel
seen the glorious light in their eyes
only through their eyes, can you talk to god

They are the most mighty
the lords of forever
fearless, loving and battle hard
protectors for you, you saints and sinners

The flag of peace and love flies strong
with the eradication of mistrust and evil at hand
I dream to die, by the banners of angels
you can join me if you dare, saints and sinners


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She is my love of exceptional beauty
a grade A student of many arts
she gives me a run for my money
my sweetheart my goddess my honey

She always adorns her delicate body in satin lace and silk
her smile does radiate warmth into my soul
tiptoeing to me she kisses me
we are rarely apart, as she goes where I go

I tell her everyday that I love her as she does to me
there is no other place I would like to be
so by eachothers side we stand with pride
she is my everything till the day that I die


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If it was possible
I'd for thousand life times
would like to write twenty four seven

When I bang them out in a start
me and my computer never part
together twenty four seven

It's the joy of it
I would not give a ****, if I was ****
I'd still write, twenty four seven

I know some of my durges are pure hell
and others have the promise of heaven
I am such a geek from head to feet, twenty four seven

I know I have said it before
but I do say it again
she is my obsession, twenty four seven

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By dusk you are calling
your voice is in the sweetest of tones
your song is liken to the winter winds
a choir of joy that the trees do moan

So here stand by the fallen palms
my vessel making glass in the sand
I have come for you alone
so surrender Merinda

I don't come in peace
I don't come in joy
I am just her envoy for now
so now surrender Mirinda

I am a class 1
and you are just Merinda
so give up the ghost
and by my bidding come here to me

I see you trying to hide
behind mountains and hillsides
but I know of your gander
so surrender merinda

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I look at you
you fine fine thing
I see pure gold in your sweet heart
and for me to touch you would be to taint you

There you are married happily and all that
and all I can do is tip my hat to you
you of wondrous heart of an Angel

Oh sweet lady I call friend
you have the charms of heaven sent
dear sweet poet I call my dear friend

I see the sky is the limit
and may your wings unfurl free
I admire your beautiful heart
Deborah Anne Shepard lover of the art

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am too much of a delicate flower
far too touchy to be touched
here is my heart, take it
and know the death of me

The tears you see are real
and this blood from my wrists is real
only my sadness
will be the end of me

Forget that I ever was here
and all about me
thank you dear Poet
for killing me

Love me to death
just love me to death
for I am now nothing
for you have loved me to death

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

This is where night begins
by the light of the moon
pale is the land in it's glow
all seems so subdued

I watch you walk to the temple
palms seem to bow to you
as you go to worship
my temple is I worship you

I sit in the scented gardens
where once the gods did stand
and I wait for you
waiting with baited breath

You my goddess of wonder
my light in the darkness
you're touch is a blessing
by the light of the moon

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

At last it's the 14th
the end of my praise of love
that little virus that builds within
that bill of insanity

To the glory of love
and the pain that comes with it
I now say goodbye
to this glorious day

Back to a bottle of Whiskey
and my ticket to outer worlds
I'm sitting in my seat
and ready to go

So I raise my glass
to the glory of love
to my Angels above
to the glory of love.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By the light of the dying sun
as it expands to envelope you
with the heat of it's fury
I will be with you to the bitter end
for you know my beauty
I can't let you go


This shadow I cast now is for you
it is of sweet silver angel spit
holy and filled with love and protective spells
I can't let you go that way
you have to hold tight
take my hand by command

Look my love at the sky
I know your time is short
and that I live forever
we of the twenty
after all the wars
did decided to dwell here

Hold on tight
this ride will be rough
but under my wings you will be safe
with my brothers of loving grace

By Christos Andreas Kourts aka NeonSolaris

They pulled me in for another refit
I wonder what they will give me this time
last time it was a shinny new gun turret
now is it, laser sight uplink lines

We drop into stasis
it's the only way to work on us
another drop ship is loaded
with class 1 black op killer chips

A week is less then a second
I wonder will I see Susan 3 again
she was with me at the last battle on Titan
and I am sure I saw her go down

The shatter ships seem to freeze
as they do all the things to me they need
in this condition I am given the letter Omega
so the more upgrades the better


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's been like a grey child in the rain
so cold sometimes thinking he'd die
with all he has learnt in dramatic ways
just to try to be just so liken to you

He cries in the cold footsteps
body frozen and so cold
watch his heart now splinter
as he travels in the realms of winter

The biting rain upon his face
trying to keep in quite repose
knowing he has his place
in the blackness of winters rose

He is not confused by the cold
not even at all numb in the head
for he means to play in winters snow
and put all his deeds to bed


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Morning comes in screams in our capital
I wake and gaze out of my bedroom window
it never just rains it pours in Storm city central
tel bots flicker their discontent fighting the winds
it's funny how much those machines complain
most think them just glorified street cleaners
it's a bitter reminder of the civil unrest
that now tars our land into the dark realms

It's time to go to the war office
so I shower and shave
then put my uniform on
just then comes a proximity alert
someone is coming to my door
with gun in hand I creep down the stairs
this could get messy
especially just after dressing

Slowly I open my apartment door
but there is no one to be seen
then I look down by the stairs
on the ground a dead red rose lays there
I grab some gloves and then pick it up
on the burnt stem is the message, Storm In A TeaCup
I drop the rose in utter shock and some pity
as it's rebellion time in this our storm city


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The look in her eyes, has broken me
her tears of discontent
makes winter in my heart

I want to make things better
put all wrongs right
but the snow falls quietly

So distant are the storms of summer
so sweet the snow so white now
yet as sleet turns to ice
all will be black deadly snow

The memory of laughter
the glee of spring
the last time I will smell
the gift of spring song

My far of time
my holy
will go back
to where I came from


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

When you write always be honest
be yourself and open your heart
show people how you feel
and keep it truly real


Don't think, I don't want them to know that
think in my heart I will want to show that
show that you're honest and loyal
to friends you love and spoil

Your pain is my heart
that thing that beats so hard
it pumps passion
as if love was going out of fashion

It pays to always be honest
be of hearts and crosses
the boy or girl next door
that no one would ever ignore

Be the beauty you are
be that guiding star
with the words of
Love Honor and Respect

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Silly little things bring me down
silly little things make my heart go ping
I hate to see people crying
yet cry with joy when people are laughing

This silly little thing, this human condition
I don't think I will ever get the hang of it
I try to be a good man, I really do
for I am no different to you

Yes I am a silly little thing
who does worry over silly little things
this when I do kneel and pray
to the Sun, Stars and Earth's four winds


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

We went to bed about two
forgot to bring our snow shoes
the hut is snug and warm
but it's rather nippy outside

I told Jessie, I think it's going to snow
she laughed and told me, I was tripping *****
but after a night of passion
we found out I was right by the morning

We are now so truly snowed in
and only have two days food out of tins
this was a romantic weekend we should of shared
has now turned into a ****** nightmare

Three days later, we are nearly out of food
so I gave Jessie the last tin
as a gentleman is not that rude
let's hope we get out soon, as we are snowed within


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am humbled by kind words
you make my aspirations sweet
you give me heart to keep living
and I bow to you're kindness

I live my art and broken heart
yet I am the only one to blame
I am a battle within the within
a broken child of true faith

I bare my soul in words
some may not be palatable
but no one is perfect
I reflect that reality

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2010 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She Is One Of Gods Own

She is as kind as summer winds
her smile gentle and full of pureness
she is an Angel of delight
she is goodness and cream,
but I know she has fight

She is as good as gold
for her kind heart I have been told
some you see the light within them
and I see this wonder of poetry
she is one of Gods own

May her light shine till the end
and may her end be in contentment
by the glory of her kind heart
I promise as her lord, I will never forget
Yes, She is one of Gods own

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Her time line is fixed to mine
her body amour matches mine
two machines from the outer worlds
now as was told we have to now join

Oh fearless sister
solider of might
have you come to me
to join my dark like fight

Glad you have come back
how long I have missed you
sister of mercy
thunder of war

Come sweet children
it is time to find
not just her time
but our time lines

So do what you were called for
be as fearless as your lord
change time again and sign
by my Angel and her time line


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Something good is going to happen

something inside of me is growing

a warm glow is on my tied face

and I am turning younger again



Is there something wrong with this mirror

my lines on my face are fading

they float to the floor

each one turning into words



I bend down and pick them all up

I run down the hallway

back to my computer

then tap them away



Do rabbits make good gun slingers

are clouds just marsh mellows

**** these words are not right

I must of left some in the bathroom





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Don't take her away from me
the only love in my life
please don't try to make me love you
for only poetry is my life and wife

Please don't cry, for I did tell you
my only mistress is the words she brings me
think me cold if you want to
for I truly don't care what you think

I promise nothing to no one
for I only truly have one love
she saved me many times
and my loves name is Poetry


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The metallic voices in the distance
tell me it's time to don my armour
oh well I knew it was close
but not this ****** close

So I stroll down to the cafe
where the **** always hits the fan
and I ask for a coffee made with hate
then leave my tip, a suitcase there

Hate has come a way with me
distractions a fertile bed fellow
and today I really want to hate
by the will of God let me die

I am burning inside
like a ***** losing fingers
I need to **** some more
it comes to me. That figures

Just a broken little war machine
oh yeah that is all of me
a puppet of disaster
waiting for destruction

They called my number
then made me see red
so this war monster
is another number dead


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris