How long has this decaying giant laid here
so silent in this thick forest dark and deep
I wonder if anyone did hear it fall
when it's aged death it did meet

Yet by it's death many will benefit
and life will shelter in it's rotten limbs
from grubs to small rodents
do dwell in safety and comfort within

So from it's mighty death
life does now spring
see the fungus
that proliferates it's skin

This tree that died so long ago
maybe in rain and high winds
or in wicked ice and heavy snow
the dead giant is a wonder that's all I know


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She flutters from bush to tree
laying her oval prodigies
her little offspring's with big appetites
as Aphids are tasty, their favourite delight

So as soon as they hatch
they stalk the steams
looking for sap suckers
minding to eat all of them

Bulbous green eating machines
a greedy army of destruction
yet transparent wings green
will give summer it's blossom

Their a friend to the gardener
a fiend to their foe
so let her lay her eggs
and away they will go.


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When called to arms we are unstoppable

for never do we retreat

to glory or death

none of us turn from our enemies


We stand proud a thousand strong

swords and shields in our steady hands

we fear nothing

we fight with total faith


Our glory is history

our deeds legendry

our battles ******

our order is still strong


Soon to the stars

fighting like the god of mars

never to surrender

never to yield


We are warriors of a higher level

we make cities crumble

regaining back lands

lost by the weak



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am worthless without you
my banner means nothing without you
would you rather I drown in despair
in the tides of blood and wars

Never again will I have faith in you
I can't even get to be with you
my world is going nova
as I am worthless without you

Don't do this to me
don't do what made me a Poet
no not again
this time I vow I will win

My race is dying
we the last of the ancients
and if I do choose and do
I will crucify Germanite you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He pulled his loving victim from the jeep
then proceeded to drag her to the shack
she had made him mad, calling him creep
so this was to him, his answer to her back

He kicked open the door
then he threw her to the floor
he was gonna do some cutting
while she still was alive

He went to his rusty knife cupboard
not one like old mother Hubbards
opening it he cried pitifully, what am I to do
then sobbed for he had the slaughter house blues

He picked her off the floor
he did not want to **** any more
waking her with smelling salts, he knew what he had to do
he asked for her hand in marriage, to cure his slaughter house blues


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris


© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

You give me joy
you give me hope
you give me everything I could ever desire
you give faith in your outstanding empire

Through all the tribulation and trials
I have with you a constant smile
a day without you would be a sin
for only happiness do you bring

You're the light at the end of the tunnel
without the love that you give me, I would crumble
yes I would walk a thousand miles
just to keep my constant smile

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh you want my help now
after you wished me dead
you have as much chance
as Michael being lord of hell

You call me when you need me
but never ever any other time
so spin on it, heads or tails
as I spin this little dime

How many times did I warn you
and you ****** on my warnings
and now you suffer foolish woman
in the cold starlight of morning

You have been never thankful
so I say, **** right off
you have been a selfish *****
and for that I don't give a toss

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Look what you did to me
stalked me for three months
friended all my friends
to them we loved each other

But no you did not leave it at that
you tried to befriend my three ***** cats
friended my friends every day
then showing pictures of me half naked .. Oh Yeah

Claiming I am your feller
yeah if magic was Penn and Teller
this is a sad, but you are a manic friend
so don't phone again, my so such dear friend

I lost friends because of you
and I will never want them back
god knows what you said to them
I am sure I am not the last on your rack

Go find someone else
even take up painting
I am sure you will find
someone lonely and waiting


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

See the wind celebrate the fluttering of ribbons
watch the trees with credence and admiration
note the red and black butterflies
and the ravens above them

If a tale could be told
I truly could tell you a long one
but I am gagged
with my hands tied behind my back

When we left our lands for another
our kin cried as ribbons fluttered
they waved at us as we hit our hyperdrives
then to the stars we did wonder

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The lions are feeding on their screaming meat
the monsters of Rome clap the fallens defeat
and here come some angels
to watch them being eaten alive

The old classic christian death
being thrown to the blood thirsty lions
and here come some angels
to watch them being eaten alive

Then after that slaughter
take them to heaven or hell
whatever takes their fancy
in this christian catastrophic calamity

Sullen serpent broken sword
we all know who truly is lord
and here come the angels
with all their apologies of madness


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When I first met Bernadette
she was chasing a fledgling down cobbled streets
I saw the frantic look on her face
her icy blue eyes of concern
so I helped her to corner the poor creature
I lifted it up and put it gently in her hands
she smiled at me and said thank you
I replied that I help any creature I can

I had just bought some shoes
so I gave her the box they came in
told her to hide him safe in it
with tissue papers as a bed she put it within
from that day to now, we have become good friends
two lovers of life and caring
and for that I call Bernadette my sister
for she shines with beautiful angelic light


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Oh hear her go
for this is my intent
oh she does me merry damage
I am heading down the toilet
like a miscarriage

She makes war look like a good option
so I turn my back on her
why do I never have the faith eternal
why do I drift on this plank
on a unforgiving sea

My intent is to get back to land
my land where all will understand
my land of laughter and joy
the land I must go with heart and soul
fearless eyes open and with good intent


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have been given absolution
just to praise another high angel
so a month ensures
without being a war child

She will bust my sweet *****
if, if I don't comply
so a whole month of peace
no playing with human kind

My fleet waits for me
my mighty armies of light
yet for my sweet brother
yet at this time I resequence the fight

Just artistic preference she said
no being my war chalices
no war till after my birth date
me, me called to not war

So be it
I by defined orders
stop fighting
or I will show you real wars

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am rocket fuel on legs
I am the nightmare that never dies
I am a poet and to some pride
a creature poet, the king of the flies

I died many years ago
I watched my friends fall
what the f**k goes through my head
for I am one of the walking dead

Do I love war
now let's think... Huh
do you think I was constructed
to her war and my wasteful end

Test me not
for I am her walking dead
get that humans through in your heads
for I am truly one of the walking dead

Ninety seven twenty nine
who does hold covenant to a rhyme


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Clad in the emblems of war
shields upon her sword and more
creature of divine purpose
with laws of the devils *****

Her diligence sickens me
so I have to destroy her
before she hurts you
with your delicate human skin

Oh this battle so furious
this clad to a holy war
good god they are all around me
wanting to hurt, and much more

She is a Queen of the night
and to glory she fights
but upon my soul and being
this demon I will smite

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

To distance myself from you
is an impossibility
without the laws of gravity
in orbit you hold me in place

I will be your satellite of love
a glimmering in the cold night sky
I will beam in data of my undying love
enlighten your sweet soul and minds eye

My glory rest with your heart
the destiny of me lays with you
my mouth silent, yet my eyes beg
for allegiance of souls two

Let me encompass your sweet field
sow the seeds of honest love
lets make two lonely souls complete
with the glitter of stars above.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We sit by the temple

inky black is the sky

the stars flicker like diamonds

watching the waves on the beach washing up

to a tidal high  


The glowing fluorescents as the deep meets the surface

from jellyfish to squids and blue shiny sea worms

as we watch we hold hands

twenty we do stand

then we start, singing to the heavens


All of our torches do lead to the sea

to the waters of life we greet thee

we sing of body and soul

all the masters young and old

singing to the heavens



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My machines
work well for me
you and my flagships
are now fleet bound

You have strategic play, all I have ever known
time my sweets, to claim what is ours
we are now fleet bound
so sisters hold the line

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Soon I will fall here
it does not matter to me
I am rather used to dying
god in so many human forms

Hush I am the one
her light her mighty sword
and here I conclude another chapter
one that my elders will be ******* with

Oh short winged muppets
many years I denied death
and fear not the cold shiver
as I am the cold kiss of death

My all to my sweet mistress
she who sings to me at night
Tibi Deus
fidelis ad mortem,

I die with my wings folded
and **** the human nasty race
for I know my sweet brother
Christ they will **** me liken to you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I live it wild and free
always going the extra mile
oh yes, I do it my way
in rock and roll poetry style

Making friends and enemies
hey, but that's a part of life
no more will I raise my sword
as now poetic words are my knife

I will twist my blade deep
I will make your soul bleed
I will do it with a smile
in rock and roll poetry style

Then I will be pure of kindness
show you my complete frustrations
with the lies of your kind in words
of my mistrusts of your pathetic nations

I mean to dunk you into waters deep
forever not just for a while
playing moving the stars
in rock and roll poetry style


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris



By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I watched her as she walked to the lake of silver
there she laid a wreath of Ivy with tears in her eyes
I know that she does truly loves me
but her heart can not forgive my dark ways

She was wearing white silk
a blood red ribbon in her hair
this dear heart of mine
even made this Angel cry

Do I blame her for breaking away, no no
for this is the testing time of faith
and even one as wonderful as her
could not see the light that burns within me

Yet as she casts the Ivy to this silver lake
the moon casts a shadow on her
and I see the pathway to her soul
and I know she still loves me

So torrid am I, such a dark storm
even though I gave fair warning
I don't think she will ever forgive me
as she casts me into the lake of tears

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Under the thumb
the hammer falls
under pressure
under rules

One utter a sin
to be unseen
a lonely soul
that's always been

A cold compartment
just a sad yesterday
yet within I see the spark
it's time you had your day

Be no more under the thumb
do what has to be done
then it will be your day
of sweet joy and fun

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am talking to god again, after all this time
we had a fall out many years ago
now we are friends again
really good friends again

He was the one who taught me
the game of nought's and crosses
but lets pass over all that
I **** no more

I will never again turn my back on him
never again will I deny him
for he is my strength, and his gift is
Love, compassion impervious and divine

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I feel you everywhere I go, you know
do you like my black and grey makeup
is this to your pleasure
to see me in my battle dress

May I just have one request
please, before I go to war
please let me take my gloves off
please let me truly destroy them all

You are the light in the cold night
and I fight to the glory of you
you are my worship
in everything I do

My vows are to you
my sword is your sword
in my cries in the night
to your glory and light


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The smell of your sweet body
makes me tingle from within
and I can't wait to be inside you
give you my love in plentiful supply

To feel our hips move in unison
with pure intentions
on top of clouds
heading for heaven

Let's spread sunlight
as if a summer day
in this bliss my love
let me eternally lay

Such divine madness
such un quotable bliss
I am yours forever
sealed with a loving kiss

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

People that change history, have to be true to their faith
so understand there is no them and us, for we are all one
my country is in the grip of unholy beasts of hell
for all the poor ******* that live in this sudo china crisis

I am watching good working people being crushed
watching them being arrested and incarcerated
who will help us, will the land of the free help us
I don't think so, for money rules this sick world

If you want to see the third world
come to Britain see children starving
so many in the slums of sewers made
by our own usurper sick government

Oh they make our country great with lies
in their eyes we have never had it so good
if that was a fact, I would not write this note
for as they hurt us, we will fight hard back

Let us eat cake 48 12


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I remember when you cried
in the falls storms of November
the shallow grave you painted
on canvas made for me

When lightning hit the great oak
I knew it was time for me
those words of fright
hold tight, and fine to flee

No maternity of heaven and earth
for the last have taken flight
only the few remaining
will be there to fight and hold tight

Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She looks into the mirror
she's not as young as yesterday
stay with me for a while she weeps
for soon it's time to walk the streets

All she has are memories of hardship
as her make up she'd just put on
runs slowly down her face
another night of work to her disgrace

Picking up her tattered bag
full of plastic protection
she heads out numb
for her night has just begun

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Down the motorway she drives

going to meet her friends, she smiles

not that she knows

there is someone on the back seat

someone on the back seat



She looks at her fuel gage

she has plenty to get there and back

but she does not realize

there is someone on the back seat

someone on the back seat



She will never get to her destination

her next journey will be in the boot

because she did not know

there was someone on the back seat

someone on the back seat





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Bomb after bomb
down they come
bang bang boom boom

Shatter window frames
all day and night long
yet London still stands

Give it your best shot
give us what you've got
yet London still stands

Defiant we stand
all over this land
and London still stands

Women and children dead in the streets
yet we are not dead
get that through to your head

That London still stands


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

There I was bathed in the suns forgotten
just a child then, an innocent to evil
but the sun knew me for what I was
and I grew wings and became Gods child

All on Earth are children
in this giants playground
my own spread wings
and pity judges you all

To be awoken again
to fight once again
hold your heart in one hand
and be willing to die this night

Oh mortal me
oh mortal we
do we die
with such indefiniteness


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You left us in tatters
broken on the tiled floor
and here we lay discarded
crumpled in a heap
too f**ked up to keep

Oh you wonder why I am wounded
did you conceive and so ****** enjoy
would you like me to bleed for you
show you my silent destruction
just to show, what I mean to do

Oh yes I am a broken
like fallen to the floor
and where I do fall
I do pray for better days
as I am that deleted, a broken toy


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Sometimes life throws you a curve ball
makes you think hard about where you are going
when you are grab by that bug
you are like two bugs in a rug

Sweet is the nectar
yet bees hurry
time does pass fast
when you are in the grip of love

Always you want to make time stand still for you
when love does truly overwhelms you
and as crickets in fields do rise rasping
so does sweet love blooms splendorous

Sparrow cheep in wonder as the smell of love is in the air
and both of us do have no cares
just love, just love
yet tic tic tic go the hours

Oh I know soon we will part
but like you I am part of the art
pure is the touch of you
and Sarah I truly do love you

This is the place where wings do not matter
this is the place of dreams and wonder
this is love in it's most powerful forms
this is ......... love that did die and reborn



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Everywhere I go you are in my heart
every thought I have relates to you
you know my love for you will never die
for you are always with me, everywhere I go

You can ask anything of me
and happily I will comply
you are all I need to know
loving you always everywhere I go

My star ship is only for you
my all I lay in front of you
for you my love, I think you know
glory for you my love, everywhere I go

From little steps and shyness
you told me to stand up and be proud
heart and mind now unadulterated glows
my life is dedicated to you everywhere I go

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

You can only see her in moonlights kind glow
her frame as delicate as a late spring rose
purity is her second name, I know her as that
from her kind heart I can never be detached

To have her close to me
to smell her womanly odour
for her to smell my love
all over my body

To lick the sweat salty
from her slender neck
and in the secret room
find each others delight

How much I would accomplish
just for the love of her
how much she is
of diamonds and stars

By Christosa Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It was his last experiment of the year
he was transporting himself to another pod
sitting in the transport container
he asked his colleague to flick the switch
with a flash, fizz, pop and bang
he disappeared for one and reappeared in the other one again

But oh tragic miscalculations
from the pod he did slid to the floor
for he was just flesh and skin
with not one bones within
then with a gargle he did spit and plead
someone please just **** me

No no they said, this is against protocol
we must know where we went wrong
it's our benefactors we must call
we are sure they will be here before too long
then they left him there behind the secure door
with him still begging and slobbering,  please just.......


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I strap my blades on my legs
three guns I love, my 22, 33 and 45
are snug against my chest
next to my kevlar armour and carbon mask

I am kitted for this fight
death is on my murderous mind
my blades are lined to my refined stats
like I was trained to do, a long long time ago

They wanted me to be a killing machine
but they never gave me a off switch
did they think I could just turn it off
did they think, that I can't turn it off

I would be so angry
if I was not controlled
yet,if I go blitz I go blitz
for I am armed and kitted

They made me
they trained me
they programmed me
they destroyed me

I am just a kitted war machine
a ****** kitted cold killing machine


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This state of big brother
this war that must be raised
never wanted to fight from within
but this now is civil war

Britain will be a war zone
I wish so this was not the fact
but they have pushed us too far
so it's time to fight back

They are breaking the poor
putting them under jack boot mentality
I and fellows of England
will fight them to the end

Their never build enough prisons
to contain us all
and I will be happy to be
a nations political prisoner

Never thought I'd fight my own
but they have pushed us too far
if hero of this civil unrest
then deemed, it must be

So our choice
is we have none
so it's our inner war
I'll be that fifth columnist

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Standing by the mouth of the volcano
looking at the fjords so far below thinking
people have told me it's not hot in heaven
come up here and find out, then your know

The clouds kiss my cheek as they pass me
this truly is a paradise from natures heart
such Goliath's in a child's playground
we the children of the universal kick-start

This wonder rock of our birth
we should love it like you would
if only more knew her name
Not as Earth, But Mother

My wonder rock
you really rock me
I love you
as you have loved me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh those noble creatures cast to winters end
our storm crashing on the rocks coming strong
watch the foam falling on lands end

Last Of The Pure Of Her Darkness

Know wed I will be
in communion of her
and our darkness
will heal the world

Yes the last does meet the last
in sweet love dark and secret
I know that she knows my name
and when we meet worlds will end

  
She does make me show my banners
I am hers to command
I am just a warrior
that she gave being

  
Oh do I hurt for her
oh I bleed for the want of her
my blood is hers
and hers mine
and I will love her
till the hilt of time

  

I am compete and pure
dark and Jet
one you knew many times
one that is back in black

  

By ChristosAndreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You tell me in whispers, who you are
by deeds that make you that wonder star
being in a op ionic state
how could all understand you

I dream that all will care one day
as they look at you, then each other
should this paranoiac state destroy you
I promise to destroy them all

My words are my bond
I will follow you to my next
and there, I will love you
until you become my wife

In the kind lands of gold
we would walk hand in hand
I would tell you in poems
how much you mean to me

You have made me loose of my writers block
and to loose one as you will be a big knock
I want you better soon, as soon can be
so I can write pure just for you poetry

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Here I go again into my madness
my manic depression again
what hell I go through
as the black dog wags his tail
I so want out
for I have had a gut full
I hate myself
break down every other day
Thank God I am single
no one needs to see my hell
how many times do I **** myself
yet on the next day, I heal
The take over comes so often
I wish I was dead
for I can't get the horrors
out of my F**king head

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She did epitomize all that was good
her voice was as flighty as a larks
she never had a bad word to say
most positive was sweet doris

She always had that look
like she had greatness within her
she did light up my life
with all the love she gave

Her heart was of solid gold
her smile was kind as a summer day
and if you asked her nicely
Doris would daydream away

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The road to destruction I travel
in fast furious nova style
burning my candle at both ends
this in the rush, before the storm

Consideration of my life force
is always paramount to me
but body be, what body is
just a dying comet

The glory of existence
the breath of being
makes for my happy heart
and the dark death of me.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I hid behind the grove of olive trees
watching you embraced in the hands of another
what can I say, what could I do
for I have been at war for too many years

I have killed better them him
that lover of you'r contemp
so I turn my back on you
for I do not want to greet him with my sword

I will not wipe more blood from my sword
I by honour deny ever knowing you
you know not of my captives
what warrant to angels pride

So I place my sword on the pinnacle of loss
in the shadow of the seven hills
then kneel and cry
and with blade in hand, take my life


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If only for the dark
talks of death
and the question
who will pop off first

The annoying stories
those of who will die first
if only they realized
I was dead at my birth

Systematically spastic
hands tied behind my back
with those that think they can deserve heaven
trying to mask their tracks

I came here for a reason
to a place I could howl and bark
for when I do deliver
it will be only for the dark

I hear the calls from a massive ocean
the time of tides unmeriting
with the beat of my hearts
I do boldly go in tatters


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

See the splinter oak fly
two more powder monkeys fall
40 guns fire 10 and 20 pounders
ripping into their sails

Yet Nelson our captain
now fades yards away
our admired admiral
our king of the seas

Below decks you choke in smoke
the gunners mouths black as tar
the ball runners hands
are burnt to cinders

A volley of shots ring out
hit we are mid decks
yet another few fall
and Lord Nelson is dead


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When you fade then die
I promise to take you
take you to
the most wonderful place on earth
and in this secret place of dreams
I mean to give you my life force

Then when the sun cries morning
I mean to beat the hell out of fate
for it has been cruel to you
and nearly destroyed me
so I promise my sweet brother
to take you to the most wonderful place on earth
for I love you too much
and can't let you go

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You need to know my child of Eve

even I have been brought to my knees

god so many ****** times

laid dying again and again



But I had to get up

something perfect inside told me to

and from the ashes of despair

see now I grow and thrive



I was build by the old ones

here I am in one of my human forms

be as fast as lightening

don't turn your back on shining





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This paranoiac state of lies

trust no one, hide in shadows

don't talk too loud

it will only make them look at you

Keep your head down

look hard at the ground

for if you don't

the maggots will bite you

Don't get dragged to the ground
baited for the trauma hounds

run my friend with freedom

I will try to hold them back

Let them hurt me

for I am infected

with hate for what they are doing

one day my country will be mine

This suicide ideal

they think me mad

well maybe I am

in this state of hell

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris