When the holy star fell to Earth
one of the greats died forever
he now is here forever dying
forever in suffering

Yet that star has found the key
he hid it for a long time beyond
and he means to escape
from this earth he calls Hell

He wants to go home
leave this world
so here he kneels
and asks to be taken

Others of his kin say..
you of battle
you angel killer
never, no never

My brother and sisters
humbly he bows
to those of excellence
that he means to slaughter by will


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If only you could touch me
as I do touch you
but I am legend
and you must not touch me
if you only loved me
like the way I do love you

My love for you is forever
it is kind as the summer winds
may my perfume permanent the air
the scent of sweet garden roses everywhere
my kindness is you in dreams
and my cities your sweet wisdom


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I'm picking up  the pieces of my life
and putting them in my black box
I send it across the universe
for all the angels to see

I want to call to them
I need them to help me
I will not hold my sword
when you come close

Don't fear me my kin
even though I am so mighty within
I promise not to scratch or bite
I'm just picking up the pieces of my life

They know me to well
blessed I am they come
they trust me implicitly
as my name is serendipity


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She was my favorite *****
was my sweet black cat April
I had her for fifteen years
loving her adoring her

She was a sneaking cat
always finding her way onto my lap
she would purr and dribble with content
with her there on my lap, I was never dry

She was black and sleek
with big eyes of amber
I loved that cat
and will never forget her

I watched her die
and god and did I cry
never will I love another
as much as I loved her

BY Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

So Lord Solaris, said my battle knight teacher,
what have you brought in for show and tell
I walked to the front of the class
with my bag heavy in my hand
lifting it up I put it on her desk
by her sweet command

I put a red apple on her desk
I wonder if they will guess
guess what I brought for show and tell
reaching into my black bag
I pull out my tears and sufferings
and the broken dreams of millions

I told them of the hurt and pain
all about the broken hearts
told the class that humans die
and that most do bitterly cry
told them how many times I died
and they all clapped to my surprise

I don't think they understood it nearly kills me
all that I accomplished did not fulfill me
then I reached deep into my bag
and with my right hand pulled out the Earth
then with tears in my eyes
I told them that this was the place of my birth


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Wow look at them
in the tens of thousands
we have our work cut out
let us our war cry shout

We do formidable
as we are so able
bring it on, till kingdom comes
for we will slaughter all

No more war they said
peace on earth and all that ****
but look at it now
again we battle and are at war

War against slavery
war against oppression
war against cruelty
for we are formidable killers


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When all the lights go out
have faith
when all is dim and dark
have faith
when some cathedrals crumble
have faith
for new temples are built in their place
have faith

Know that time is truly yours
have faith
and never do discriminate
have faith
make love your banner and true rule
have faith
and for evils doings confound them all
have faith


BY Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I stick to a fine line
a line of beauty benign
I watch and observe
see whom will reach the stars

Night and day
all they way
with what's left I have got
I promise, you will get the lot

I regenerate nearly everyday
just to get on with my ways
such a fighter till the end
some writes to the end of time, I send

I love my esoteric friends
those in the dying hours
those that call to the night
with all their sweet might

Oh poets of the dark and like
may it be your delight
to write and write
my esoteric friends of the night

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We went to bed about two
forgot to bring our snow shoes
the hut is snug and warm
but it's rather nippy outside

I told Jessie, I think it's going to snow
she laughed and told me, I was tripping *****
but after a night of passion
we found out I was right by the morning

We are now so truly snowed in
and only have two days food out of tins
this was a romantic weekend we should of shared
has now turned into a ****** nightmare

Three days later, we are nearly out of food
so I gave Jessie the last tin
as a gentleman is not that rude
let's hope we get out soon, as we are snowed within


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

A group of tourists are on the savanna
three jeeps full of families with cameras
they stop to take some pictures of lions
a few minutes later one fool dares to get out

He wants to take a closer look
wants to get that wow snap
but unbeknown to him
a lioness sneaks up from behind

Suddenly mayhem erupts
the lioness jumps on the photographer's back
claws around is shoulders
then biting if like gentle at his neck

Children are screaming in the jeeps
the adults are shouting in despair
as two other lions rush to bring him down
then they all do start to rip and tear

All in the jeeps watch helplessly
as this poor foolish man is devoured
eaten alive
eaten alive


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

There's no people around now, just us
no hustle or bustle
no rushing feet of frantic commuters
just us down here, the clean up crews

All the escalators are turned off
so we have to walk all the way down
the lights are always kept on
down here in the underground

No trains now are shooting by
not on the early morning night shift
just me and the morning crews
cleaning up the tunnels and tracks

It get's pretty eerie down here
sometimes you think you hear voices
but usually it's just the rats down here
fighting mating or just squeaking

The air in the tunnels is rather stagnate and stale
in some parts water seeps in for a little while
and what you find on the tracks can be a bizarre list
you never know what you will come across on the night shift


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Push forward and never look back
get into gear with star drive
set a target and go for it
worry not, just don't give a ****

Break every record
take it to the next level
let them beat on you
with their jests

Hype it up
make it for the glory
tell your tales
make many a story

Be who you want to be
live it till you die
be that poet to the end
and use that star drive


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Look at the bitterness towards us
can you see the hatred in their eyes
they despise us, treat us as like a plague
as we change to the viper stage

Oh yes, we will be more assertive
they will all soon know our might
we will turn on them and hit them hard
soon, so soon to the viper stage

We whisper our vows cloaked
we talk in numbers not feelings
no longer will we be caged
as we enter the final viper stage


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Don't keep fussy over me
I can do that myself
no don't try to help me up
realize I can still stand

No I don't want any food
will you just please stop
and no I'm cool
I don't want anything from the shop

You are so ****** over protective
will you just let me be
just leave me to myself
so I can write some more poetry


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She was sitting at her station
caring not the build up of radiation
those twenty in the gunner bay
will never see the light of another day

She knows she will get a medal for bravery
yes it will be sent by post to her mother
a posthumous thank you from fleet command
just like all the others

She means to fight to the bitter end
there are so many of the enemy
but she's fighting with her friends
writing her last goodbyes she sends

She is trying to stay in control
but tears are welling up in her eyes
she knows she will never see home again
brave little gunner girl
sending death and destruction like rain


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Showing what you have got
but not showing the lot
no we don't do that
it's tantamount to being a clot

Come on fellow poets and friends
do you think this is where it ends
oh no I have a long way to go
and so do all of you

It's not the showing, it's the knowing
like if you was a child again
you must keep learning
and to the pinnacle be yearning


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You have to I told her
you must have controlled thoughts
don't let your vision be blurred
by the promise of a dead heaven

Look out and be proud
take mercy with it's key
know you are one of mine
and soon we all will be free

So do not hasten to draw your sword
control your angelic thoughts
for we are now one
with our controlled thoughts

Hold fast and wait
I will give the order
and when I do
may god help you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I can't watch movie romances or sad stories
they make me cry
I'm sensitive in that way

When I see uniforcations
see people brought together
I cry, for I am sensitive that way

I am always wishing well
casting loving spells
because I'm so sensitive that way

Never want enemies
always needing friends
because I'm sensitive that way


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Can you see him looking jittery
look at his darting eyes
I know what that ******* is
he's a ****** ticking chicken

See the bulge at his waistline
tick tick tick soon be time
and in a packed department store
what a **** of a *****

******* coward with your bastardized religion
you want to blow the **** up and **** us all
you are nothing but **** to me
so go to hell you ****, as a ******* fool


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It was a case of take or be taken
for she had that glint in her eye
I could not defy her
nor could I deny her
the glint in her eye, was such

As I walk over, change my spots
just to show my capabilities
oh this battle that never ends
see my fleet dear pretty thing
here come my love

I want to show you my vast universe
to let you know what good lords do
I am pretty in black
so ******* dangerous in white
and to her glory, I do fight


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If only I was not a nonagenarian
so old, they will see that I'm an alien
if I could just press the hash tag key
they would only see me as a monkey

If only, yes if only, I was not harsh with battle cries
treading waters gentle, making no ripples
but no not me, never so gently
when I storm, I storm millions of people

Know my little pretty things
see the magic that they hold within
yet life fades fast once again
before I get too frail and old

Rest for me
if only
death for me
if only


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka  NeonSolaris

They do not know that I am dying
man it's a miracle I'm still alive
but I know sweet, it will not be long
I am in so much ****** pain
coughing blood every day

Oh yes I can dream
but I am dying
I am just a shell
and good god am I dying

I reckon a year if I fight hardy
but I have fought for so ****** long
yes Neon Solaris is dying
so if you were me , how would it be

I am trying to amend all my sins
you know get it all out
I don't want to die
but I am truly dying

Hush I really should
as I am now a child of eve
but soon I will be gone
and angel again I will be


By Christos Andreas Kourtis Aka NeonSolaris

Feel the power within her
we are going to hyper drive
watch as the mother folds space
as the star drive kicks in

She is so sleek and black
a machine of pure beauty
feel the build up
before she flies

The top of the crop
the cream of the cream
they begged to voyage with her
but captain chose the numbers

They are so **** proud
so ready for anything
so here we go my loves
as she kicks in

Hold tight my kin
we mean to break every record
show them the art
of what is causality

Blue to red
lets just shift
time and space
now folds for us


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By the time the fireman got there
the blaze at Cherry Orchard raged
and as they looked at the inferno
they knew not many would be saved

The orphans on the second floor were screaming
as the fireman tried to quench the blaze
some pulled out blankets
to see how many they could save

They lined up against the walls
with blankets held so taut
whilst their brave colleagues
with fire biting they fought

Then from the windows the children began to jump
it was catch, splat, catch, splat, the poor little things
it was a most terrible sight to behold
the tragedy a box of matches can bring

The tragedy at Cherry Orchard
yes it was a tragic affair
and me being a witness
well, I wish I was never there


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

See the path of suffering
it's not one to walk down
but if you want to help people
it's a path you have to walk

Don't ask for applause or adulation
it does not work in that way
it's just blood sweat and tears
much emotional pain just to save

Wear your heart on your sleeve
never let them know of your goodness
it's a better way than to get too involved
just try to hide your emotions

Know you have to suffer for them
just to lift them off their knees
care for them
and truly love them


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My private world is a special place
it's my magical sanctuary
I dwell there when tears fill my eyes
and in my desperation I create happy things
making things better in my private world

My private world is forever mine
my world of all secrets uncovered
the wonders of the universe
my libraries contain them all
and the voices of gods speak

I land sometimes their
listening to them chatter
knowing that I rule them all
as I still have the broken sword
that sword of many conflicts

My stronghold, my land
this is the place I feel safe
here I can never die
yes this is my comfort
this is my private world


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

What wonders I have seen
life in all it's myriad of beauty
in those younger days
innocence reigned supreme

Yet all my hopes of a good life
with the songs of love resounding
no, all I hear are the drums of battle
the first time I did, I lost my innocence

Now my sword is drenched in the blood of my foes
and all the dreams I had, have now dissipated
fighting to bring peace, does not really make sense
all I want back is my childhood innocence

They say, a warrior is always a warrior
they say. they don't change their spots
but I still believe I need not them attack
as all I want is my innocence back


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I don't do it for a living
I'd rather starve to death
best you better know it
that I'm a twenty four seven poet

I don't do the normal
that would be so deplorable
the cold wind powerful in my sails
does come from she of many names

My mistress she does test me
making sure I am capable of the tasks
but she should know me better
can she not see the bending of my masts

Good god, I thought I was strict
but she is the top of her game
she breaks me into bits
then builds me up again


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My eyes turn to pure black
my hearts now beat faster
you want a war and I want a war
and I have so much time to ****

I never second guess my foes
never give them a chance to regroup
when I dig in for a battle
I send in my troops

Time is all I have
so much time to ****
and if you want me to
I can do it by my will

Read the scars I write
try your best to unhinge me
go on take your fill
for I have time to ****


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Can you hear the scratching at the door
the wolves want to come in
don't be frightened by the unknown
these black wolves and friendly things

Go back to the wild
there is your freedom
go now, live your life
and please don't look back at me

I just nursed you back to health
just so you would not limp anymore
go free my canine friend
go and be a dog again


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hey there you space cadet
are you looking for a good time
well come with me honey
I am loaded to the nines

I have everything you could want
I can show heaven if you like
but you look like a naughty one
so I will show you the depths of hell

Don't worry, they would dare not touch you or me
I eat angels for breakfast lunch and tea
this is a place not for you, when I show you
you will know what it is like to dwell in hell

Come child of Eve
come with me
all will be fine
as I'm loaded to the nines


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Make a impact and break them
hunt them down and destroy all of them
it's pure and goodly
this crusade, this holy war

My brothers and sisters
we have been nearly beaten to death
know now my kin
only your weapon understands you

Come my sweet warriors
it is our time to strike
they have their knickers down
it is our time to hack and bite

Let's make a black hole nearby
lets chase them all inside
then with a nova bomb
close it without time and space to reside

Hunt them down
destroy all of them
hunt them down
my armies my friends


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We have been in here for days
very little light, very little food
Jim seems to be on a downer
he's thinking about getting ****** tomorrow

I look over to him
smiling I say. chin up Jim
he looks lost and forlorn
as we are getting ****** at dawn

I walk over to him laying there
I see tears in his eyes
he hates dying in pain
I really don't know why

It's not like hanging
definitely not like burning
most of us do get burnt
but this time it's stoning


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hey hey hey! what the hell
get your grubby hands off me
hey no touching me girlfriend
I don't want to see your back door

I know I am a fly in your ointment
the spider on your wall
but that's the place I don't want to go
don't take me as an ***, fool

No no no I don't like it that way
it's not natural, just accidental
that was the only time I did
but hey hey hey never again

You can plead a beg all you want  
you are not going to rub me into a frenzy
I like going through the front door
so I'll see you next tuesday


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Send them in she commanded
then she said, take Destiny with you
I just bowed by her bidding
I have not battled with Destiny for so long
unlocking and activating her
I make Destiny battle ready

The last time I flew with a type two
now how long ago was that
oh look at the smile on her face
as she starts to dress for war
never looked at her the way I do now
she is one of the prettiest of muses

She throws her raven hair back
then ties it in the way of ours
I hand her swords and gunblades
her smiling eyes tell me she is keen
going to battle with her will be a joy
I know Destiny does test the devils

We walk hand in hand to temple
our marriage must be sanctified
ten armies kneel as we pass
dragons do now start to weep
this is for empire, this is for all our fallen
Destiny and me mean to test those devils


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Place yourself in my dark space
this is the place that only light may enter
come with me and see pure magic
come child of light, you are welcome

Ok let's show you what we can do
not that I really need to prove to you
but just watch me make a crystal chapel
can you my kin, see the light within

I see you noticed my sword
hush child of light I always have to fight
I am war bound to forever at a pace
so welcome to my dark space

Please look into my eyes
I want to show you places I have been
I want you to understand
that a lord does walk this land

Touch me and see the pain
see the nightmares I have seen
see the fallen crying for mother
those fallen were my brothers


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Some do call me stupid
some do call me a guy wise
some think I'm a mental case
some just chastise

If they knew the tender light in my eyes
if they only once met me face to face
they would see I am goodly and kind
and not what they think in their shallow minds

I'm just a storm in a teacup
a diminutive feller
just a shot in the dark
but I am getting better

I smile long and hard
for they don't know my stars
let's see what comes
from the dumbest of the dumb


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As a father I was over the top
she was my first and I was her pop
so every time someone held her
inside I'd think, don't drop the baby

I had eyes like a hawk
when people held her and talked
and if I heard her squeal
she would be back in my arms, for real

I hated giving her away to others
even to her own mother
please don't drop the baby
because I utterly love her


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You have a wicked crooked smile
you drive me to wanting you
I'll be your dog, just take me off my leash
I want you so bad, you're divinely delicious

Sit in me and take me for a ride
just gently put me into gear my dear
feel my soft pedals under your delicate feet
take me around the track, make my life complete

Put me in your hands
treat me like your gun
just **** my trigger and barrel
it's time to have some fun

You are divinely delicious
much more than just precious
use me as your private work tool
I'll be your slave, but not your fool


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She's dead in the water
the fat sailor smoking said
she's so still in the water
let's pull her aboard she's probably dead

By the eyes of mars
said some jolly jack tar
I just did seen her twitch
don't pull her on board, it's a witch

The captain then did shout
oh come lads, get the grapples out
then they commenced with much apprehension
to pull this goliath of the sea to their position

Fifty sailors strong did tug and pull all a sweating
some on board thinking what this prize would be fetching
but what was at the end of their stiffened ropes
was a creature much alive, that would destroy all their hopes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Don't think you can tempt me in
things you want to do, well just don't float my boat
I don't mind our play times
but don't you dare think of me as a silly old goat

Yes my path means more to me, then flesh
so if you don't mind I do digress
know I am at my own command and hands
as a nod and a wink means nothing to a blind man


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When I was much younger
when just a rug hugger
my mother used to take me out
always after the rains
and as she did push me
I would notice rainbows in the road

I would point at them and cry
look mummy another rainbow
my mother would laugh as say
oh yes another rainbow fell today
in my mind I knew it was just oil
but I just loved to say it

These days oil does not look that pretty
when I see those tarmac rainbows
we just pump it up
the seas choke on it
those tarmac rainbows
are not that pretty anymore


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Her scent is like the sweetest summer meadow
her windows of good heart and joy a pure duty
she smiles with radiate knowing of all
in her light she is dusting beauty

See her in all her might and glory
bow to your true and only lord
there is no incredulity  
when she is dusting beauty

See the shine she gives to the believers
the ones she choose for the curiosity shop
those fundamental creatures dark
and with chaos, the cream of the crop

Oh she does dust beauty well
making bank accounts do swell
but we are dusting beauty now
and we are sending her back to hell


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How can I tell you
how can I tell you how much you mean to me
I am dumbstruck
dumbstruck that you love me so intensely  

I have some clues maybe why
maybe why, you may love me
but I can't get my head around it
just can't see it

Yet here you are laying next to me
and you look into my eyes lovingly
then I stroke your face
and you smile like a goddess

This is a dream come true
and I'm so in love with you
with you I feel so modest
you, with the smile of a goddess


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We meet our next jump point
dropping out of star drive
we have the jump on them
our dropships detach and dive

One starship against a world
her captain a child of pure war
his crew are the most loyal
they venerate him to godhood and adore

He always fights with his own
he leaves on a drop ship right now
he always fights with his troops
for he is the true commander of the fleet

Just watch them go
see them falling to the land from the skies
we know he will lead them into battle
and no sabers will be rattled

Our lord never disappoints
he has deadlines to fix
we now form another jump point
to see what battle will be next


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Do you really want to see
come closer and see
come on, don't be frightened
you are in safe hands with me

Now hush as I open the box
go on have a quick peek
here little one look
know now and be silent

Remember silents at all cost
for if they find my real name
my god , what disappointment
and I'd have you to blame

Now you know my worlds
know of the happening
let me show you one thing more
come closer and see


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Let's tally up my life trophies
let's find a rose without thorns
which beauty of mine
did not make me bleed

What smelt so wonderous
perfume of sweet nectar
that did dance in the nasal cavity
that sweet smell of womanhood

Yet me oh no. I have never
never ever in my wildest dreams
never found a sweet rose
never without thorns

So if I die all alone
I will never forget
that I never found that rose
that rose without thorns


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Her cathedral is as black as night
her angels of death her sentinels
she is my glory and religion
my honored gothic queen

She spins me like a top
breaks me down to numbers
calls to me from the dark
her voice is so smooth and velvet red

She does love me I know
she calls me her favorite
and I never ever falter
never for my gothic queen

She who made me pure
and loyal to the darkness
her law is my bidding
anything for my gothic queen


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Why did you make me look
see the pain of humanity
their frustrations
their empt abilities to fly

Yes you push me to the window of sorrows
make me watch others die
do you think it will make me wiser
then I already am

I need not look any more
don't you see you are killing me
for the sake of goodness and light
I'm hurting in the window of sorrows

If you want to deconstruct me
make a better version
then do it my goddess
make someone else your lord

I don't need to see through the window of sorrows
as I have gone through the pain and panes
I want to die now, do you understand
I hate the tragedy in this fragile land


By Christos Andreas Kourtis akia NeonSolaris

What you have done to me
you, it's tantamount to spitting in my face
did you think I will bow to you
how dare you, how ****** dare you

I am vast and always wanting
and you, you pig do **** on me
I promise this my so called Sis
I will show you visions of hell

No I don't let this go
or chill and take it slow
for I am a fighter
don't you remember that

and yes after many wars I got damaged
****** up in the head
blood and screaming in my dreams
I have been to hell it seems

There you are judging me
me, you ****** fool
blood matters not to you
so I will show you visions of hell


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris