Night was falling fast
touches were being lite
up to the hut of Bess Brown
who was deemed to be a witch

They pulled her spitefully from her bed
sticks in hand they beat around the head
tying her slender hands behind her back
they cruelly dragged her back to town

A witch finder had been called
because of all the gossip told
that Bess Brown talks to her black cat
and feeds him blood from on her lap

This I knew to be not true
it was all lies from a hateful few
throwing her down on muddy ground by the town clock
some small children started kicking her to the stocks

How normal folk change in to wild beast
screaming for her blood and death
so they tied her to a pole, burnt her to the ground
that was the trial of poor Bess Brown


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The trees are drenched wicked
by this dreadful day
as clouds blister rain
from over the bay.

The train tracks are dire
waterlogged and rotten
the clothes I put on the line
are bedraggled and sodden.

This day of unkind winds
could make willows weep
or blow a grown man
straight off his feet.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh Mighty Oak you will caste no shadow
no more will you offer comfort and shade
time has called your being to account
your pact with the earth was made

Years of storms have played havoc to your limbs
dry summers had made brittle and cracked your skin
now felled you are diminutive to your former glory
proud and majestic you looked yet now, so sorry

I weep bitter cold tears at your sad demise
never again will your beauty grace my eyes
where you stood there is a barren landscape
not even you can deaths embrace escape


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The ring is on the dresser
on top of a crumpled letter
from the bathroom the trickle of water
then the startled screams of her daughter
I walk to the bathroom and meow
oh look on the floor a blooded towel
what is this complicated fuss about
I need a crap and need to be let out

Hey, you nearly trod on my tail
running out like that you mad cow
now she is screaming down the hallway phone
what's that's she saying, someone's dead
so through the water on the tiled floor
trying my best to not wet my paws
I leap onto the edge of the bath and what do I see
I can never tell you, for I just go meow to please

Dark pussycats tell no tales, just go meow


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When I first met Bernadette
she was chasing a fledgling down cobbled streets
I saw the frantic look on her face
her icy blue eyes of concern
so I helped her to corner the poor creature
I lifted it up and put it gently in her hands
she smiled at me and said thank you
I replied that I help any creature I can

I had just bought some shoes
so I gave her the box they came in
told her to hide him safe in it
with tissue papers as a bed she put it within
from that day to now, we have become good friends
two lovers of life and caring
and for that I call Bernadette my sister
for she shines with beautiful angelic light


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I tie a knot in my black ribbon
just to remember your face again
and for the times with spent together
I will treasure the moments always

Fleeting is time for us my love
I can't help but cry without your warmth

I miss you like I'd miss the moon
for you are the secret glow in my heart
and the passion I have for you
there is no kind of comparisons

You made me this way
and I forget you not
so on this black ribbon
I now tie another knot

For I will Forget you not


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Never have a mermaid as a girlfriend
it is a deep sea fishy affair
she may have golden hair with silver limpets
yet she never dons any underwear

The times I take her out for picnics
it always has to be by the sea
and whilst I make sandy cucumber sandwiches
she is playing with her mates, alone she leaves me

I hate her to get into a flap
for her tail is wet and very strong
so as her land loving boyfriend
who loves her, I just have to go along


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

So tender is her kiss
so sweet her love of me
and in my dire weakness
she does pick me up, does she

She is my angel of kindness
making a path I once did know
for I kept myself in darkness
and vowed never to reveal

Yet she came to me
and she did storm my heart
I am so broken hearted
when she is gone

For tender is her kiss


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Hollow is my heart as my demise comes
oh cheer my death with laughter evil ones
for with my death as the last of mine
does truly come a new beginning

It is time to line
a line of the times
see whom giggles
see whom do wriggle

See the daft queen of tarts
see her **** a deafen again
wave her goodbye so
it's time for her to let go

So I send my furies
send then to her hell
for she is fixed perfect
baby it's time to let go


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She must greatly love me
for she dressed in black for me
I am proud to hold her hand
I am her bad boy and she's my dame

We do crazy stuff
as we relive our youths
the time when me and her
had f*king sht life's

We dance across clear waters
and smile at my sister sun
she bathes my feet and back
whilst she is dressed in black


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

It's been like a grey child in the rain
so cold sometimes thinking he'd die
with all he has learnt in dramatic ways
just to try to be just so liken to you

He cries in the cold footsteps
body frozen and so cold
watch his heart now splinter
as he travels in the realms of winter

The biting rain upon his face
trying to keep in quite repose
knowing he has his place
in the blackness of winters rose

He is not confused by the cold
not even at all numb in the head
for he means to play in winters snow
and put all his deeds to bed


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The pain intensifies daily now
my god and do my lungs burn
my mood swings are getting more extreme
yet there is so much more I wanted to learn

The pain killers don't **** the pain any more
this morning I coughed blood all over the floor
I wish the pain this morning would recede
for I can feel my burning lungs do bleed

Blood on the pillows
blood on the tissues
blood as I cough into my hands
blood sodden well everywhere I stand

Please I beg of you one thing
an angel of death please do send
finish me now I beg of you
for I am so waiting for the end


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I owe nothing to no one
please God remember that
I write as I feel
and never hold nothing back

If you do not like it
please please don't read it
for if you dare to coat me off
my defence mechanized retort is f**k off

I do try to stay fluffy in words
as each and everyone is a child of mine
and if you don't get it
well you don't get it

I am not here to take the blame
and no ****** way will I refrain
if you want gayness implement's
then you are the queen of the game

Be who you have to be
and please don't ****** me
if you knew me, you might be cute
but don't read me if it hurts


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I watched him hop down the cobbled streets
that young brassy robin of mine, I wanted to keep
with his wings all a fluttering he cheeped
his voice called his freedom, that one day all will repeat

To see him dance by the Vale Green pond
to see with his beak, did a worm he pronged
some sorrow it will be and some joy
when I have to say goodbye to my boy

I had found him in the gutter
all muddy and tattered
I stayed with him day and night
just so death he could fight

My heart is so full of joy
beating so hard ,I fear of it stopping
for it's all for him to be free
as I bid farewell to my little **** robin


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

From morning till the end of night
just coffee whiskey and poetry
and for my break times
I rant about some poor *******
who has unfortunately slated me

I am as wild as they come
and I don't seem to have a off switch
so when in bad moods
and boy do I get some
I act like one major *******

I would love to point the blame on my life
but that won't cut it with the sharpest of knifes
I know what my bad moods makes me look you see
but I am so far too gone now, don't forgive me
sitting here with my coffee whiskey and poetry


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris


By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She walked into my temple
my most holy place in this world
I opened my arms to greet her
and with a red rose, she pierced my heart

All of her suffering I took on
all the sorrow and heartbreak
as I have become undone
I have been compromised

Oh she is one lucky
little cheeky monkey
for she has met the last
the last Angel Lord Of Earth


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Have you killed with an apple
have you destroyed with a corer
could you deem to be a true warrior
that's the terrifying reality of war

Would you and could you do the numbers
to claim another bar on your ginger beer lapel
do you think you could in any light year
know the terrifying reality of war

Please I would like to sign your name
here you, ***** blood on the dotted line
come on you mothers of ******
see the true terrifying reality of war

Have you been involved in friendly fire
would captivity be your desire
then be a hero to settle a score
as that is the terrifying reality of war

I am ready, and I wonder if are you
or with your kin, hide in old husband's shoes
know where I go is rather *******
this truly is the terrifying reality of war


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The cowboy is on his way out
and he's going down screaming
let them blast his body
and splinter his bones

For it is going to the outer worlds
and to the glory bows to her
time is nothing to us, nothing
and we have won another war

Yet here again, I do the deed
so going down screaming
my patience has worn thin
watch me going down screaming

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Two Poets sleeping, cavorting and writing
what would you do
in a week in Bohemia

The gentle smiles of knowing
Poet's liken to you
whom express their art in many forms

This just one week in Bohemia
would you dear poets I love
share a whole year with me

Could you would you dedicate your life
dare to live the life of deaths tragic maladies
forever .. not just for a week in Bohemia


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She hides her wings in the forest deep
covering herself in green fresh foliage
another of the fallen now protected
another child willing to speak with honest fire

I line the good and true side by side
for shame on us if we still have to hide
some I have to shake to wake them
for even they fear to trust some of you at all

I have asked them to try to understand
these new time line victims, for what to us is old
for we once were new to human follies
and we did once land in forests deep

I show them scars of ****** wars
show them skulls and bones
all the times I have walked in shadows before
I give the key to the next captain, in the forest deep

I tell my loyal, you will bleed
I tell them, in honest tears
have the purity and so suffer
and whatever don't **** them, as they **** each other

For they are pretty good at that
let me say no more then devote and protect


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Do you see that star in the belt of Orion
that was my home so many years ago
it still calls to me in time and space
they want me to return home again

See it twinkle then feel my heart beating fast
each pulse reaches out to me, calling me
soon do I fold space and time homeward bound
my wings will soon be fully repaired

I turn my face from your delicate frame
for you must not see the fire in my eyes
I lift my hands to the heavens
in vows I made many years ago

Will I miss this world of yours
no dear friends I will not
but I do promise you friends
that you will forget me not

Parting is not sweet sorrow
as I am from times mirrors
so watch her last supper
not a snack but a dinner


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Sudden came the fall in temperature
that evening on the hillside
just me and the giant rock
on the hillside looking east

We chatted about her wonders for hours
he told me he missed her as much as I do
I grabbed his hand and to told him not to cry
looking into his eyes I told him, all of us do die

I did beg him please dear friend
do not let me shed tears for you again
please don't fall this day
as our inconceivability did

So I told him in quiet and old songs
the time when trees were like baby shrubs
when they sung hymns from the outside blue
for Primrose Molly was our only true love

Always was she a woman of good joy
a glory for all to behold
her eyes sparkled sapphire blue
as sunshine turned her hair gold

She would dance each day in parks public
with the summer wind caressing her hair
and with fragile hands of opal and ivories grace
did dear Primrose Molly do her utmost fair

So me and the rock sit here
here on the hillside steep
and in good thoughts
her soul we will keep


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I drift around the shores of cyber space
looking for that big wave
I am known as the Imprinter
the surfer without a board

I play with havoc as hard as hell
do dark to hide I am from glorious Heaven
so think me nice and rather cool
for I am the surfer without a board

I am, a mirror in times fabric
a telly tally time bomb
some know me as Lord
but I like, the surfer without a board


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Cat's don' like beer
my ***** has fallen off it's chair
he sure can't take his liquor
he's throwing up his kitty cat dinner

I told him to slow down
now he's out on the ground
I will not shed a tear
I had told him, Cat's don't like beer

If he had only listened that ***** of mine
I told him my friend and feline
goodness stay on the wine
but did kitty listen... the swine

No he had just lap and lapped
and till he was groggy and queer
I did warn him
Cat's don't like beer


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

By the tower she sits waiting for her love
every night for the last two years
it breaks my heart to see her cry
I so feel sorry for her sad malady

Each night when I was on guard duty
she would be waiting and weeping
then at midnight she'd lower her head
and by the chimes of the church bell
she would slowly walk into the night
I'd walk over to where she had stood
and there on the ground would be a red rose
I would pick them up and put them to my nose
I could smell her salty tears on the petals
where she had stood I would stand until dawn
hoping her warrior would return


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

On the ship of dreams
the captain has been awakened
he rubs his tear filled eyes
what the hell and his servant says aye

There's a storm on the horizon Sir the storm
as he cries with ****** froth
move the ship straight into the storm you fool
he shouts as he falls out of bed

His ship is not for sinking
as he rushes to the deck
no god or demon of the sea
will wreak his beloved vessel

Head boy straight into the storm
he shouts deck side
sail straight and hard
right down that tempest throat


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

We walked through our town
feeling like, we were like film stars
flags were waving people were cheering
as with lips of angels played the brass band

Oh we felt right proud in our new uniforms
then I saw her in the crowd, my Grace
she was smiling real hard
as tears rolled down her face

The night before I was called I remember.....
aye lass I told my misses, I'm off to war
she cried and said, how can you leave me
our child love next month will be four

She threw a silver buckle at me in rage
and I grabbed it with both my hands
she told me to keep it near to my heart
stormed upstairs and went to bed

I sat down with my head in my hands
the buckle within my hand touched my forehead
a voice inside said to the heart keep
unless you want your hearts blood to seep

You have this dread, when you go to war
always knowing you may never come back
and that day as we marched out of town
I clutched that silver buckle close to my chest


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris




By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Every Sunday no matter rain or shine
I head to the hilltop to visit your shrine
my arms full of your favourite flowers
the ones you loved in April showers

I lay them down on your tomb
and tell you I will be with you soon
far too long have I been without you
forget you my love, I would never do

Your love was unending and pure
and I have an army just to your name
all soon will be joined in mighty energy
this is for the dire defeat of you

How long have I trekked for you
did all that you wanted me to do
your smile from cold blue skies
in puffy clouds you did bow

It comes in all forms the winter storm
and by your glory I have many forms
now it's time to turn my attack
vengeance of truth, I will hit them back


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Look and have faith
for they walk amongst you
and they whisper healing words
just for the righteous liken to you

They will bathe you in light
with the breath of God
and will never leave your side
no matter the cost or loss

They walk among you
never think you are without them
for they have always been here
and by the bond of God can never leave

An angel will always be an angel
even in a frail human form
and they can weave magic
with healing words


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Nothing but shattered glass
where the emerald city stood
the remittance of dreams shattered
echo's of a distant stars and pasts

This is where the blind girl cried
her cheeks covered in blood
this is where the bomb went off
and all her dreams obliterated

The swans with broken necks
drag themselves to her side
and in her agony she dies
in the burning she resides

As she fades from view
children wave playing with fire
she smiles politely
then disappears in a black hue

She is the dark future
a way man might become
a smiling puppy
dying for a home


By christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

With the winter rains blessings
I smile and march forward fearless
see I will claim winter
and will call her sister

She will bathe in my darkness
as I bathe in hers
my friends worry about me
and I know why they do

Soon a full moon will come
from the glow of the sun
for this is my happy madness
and nothing will stop me

My menace is my infarctions
and my indecorous manner
this kid's head long
head long into the darkness

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

He walks with me
and he will not let me go
again he clips my wings
just to stay here again

I really thought he would let me fly
but what he told me was do it
you wanted to make poetry a religion
go son of man make it so

He will walk with me
he will hold my hand
and in the pitch of night
he will guide with his light

I have overstepped the mark
gone out of the ball park
and he walks with me
my Lord walks with me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

That cold dark day
the day I lost my soul
I did not care
for I was hurting inside

When I am down
in sorrow I drown
not coming up for air
I loose the plot and swear

My manic depression destroys me
and I get so ****** angry
I try to curb the rage
but yet it comes out on my page

I hate myself with tears in my eyes
and I so can't wait to die
so waiting to die
so wanting to die


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

My ***** is at it again
drinking water from the toilet bowl
though I give him water every day
he has a preference for toilet water

Oh yes my ***** has been mischief
head butting doors to get in to see me
I say no ***** no
can't you see I am trying to write

But gosh ***** just rubs against my legs
and I feel warm inside and rub his head
I forgive him because I love him, you see
for he is my feline friend and naughty *****


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The staircase is steep and cold
my moist fingertips stick onto the banisters
I so don't want to go, not now
my Gods give me just a few more precious years
let me prove my worth to your's and all
let me rise from the ashes of defeat

I will be your sanctification on all that I light
in your name in the joy and abundance of us
I cast 20,000 temples to our name
claim myself the last in the name to glory
and as I rise to heights never attained
all that walk near me I will help in the name of Poetry

So now I tremble for the love of Poetic writes
and do claim to do all in my powers so weak
to gain my energy, to get back to you
so with the love of this wondrous art
I ask on bended knees, hands clasped
give me the power to delight in writes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I watch the people walk to the bridge everyday
their morose march to earn a crust of bread
all eyes are staring fixed to the pavement
as they trundle, a procession of living dead

All heading into the jaws of corporation madness
dragging their feet, with heels that scrape leather tears of sadness
their grey columns march to towers of control and deviant deeds
all for this monstrous city, where all broken hearts do bleed

By each others side of the green river of envy
they dump their souls into the black dump skips
he nods with his camera filtrating laced eyes
for the good and kind ,they do dispose and despise

They want you to adhere to all their sick commands
with all their protuberant spores of hate, lies and no mercy
come children of eve, they call with chimes hateful and evil
for their want is for you to never be clever and know the fallen

Yet here one sits by the green river, watching the happening
in tears of silver and sad despondency that I do smell
for I have my wings of glorious majesty
as I was made in heaven to fight in hell


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She was dressed in silver black and grey
and at night she did hold me tight
her words are honest and polite
she tells me she would help me through the nights
knowing I have one mistress called Poetry
I Honour her wonder and Poetic love

She befriended me, without knowing me
how do you merit a kind heart liken to her
how wonderful a Human Being
what a glory to serve them
so I cast honest love
in silver black and grey


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

By the subway she stands
holding outstretched her hands
and people walk by
I see her, so why don't they

The old man laying by the curb
passer byes look at him in disgust
yet in his wallet cash with in god we trust
just a few dollar bills for this man has been mugged

See my friend, come look there
look at that frail old woman
would you wish her to be in youth again
or could you my siblings deny her

I am not trying to start a war
I don't care for destruction
so as one of soon to be no more
I do forward this mercy motion

Oh yes brothers and sisters of mine
as you know there is an end to this rhyme
help all a friends or strangers alike
with light all knowing ,keep up the fight


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neonsolaris



By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I have known of people that truly live in fear
I want to guide them, for I know their pain so clear
I went through hell, but though none understood
without help I thought of ending it all, I think then I would

It is horrid to be broken in mind and body
I think the pain you go through no one should
it's not a happy time when you're life is denied
hurting made tears everyday fall from my eyes

Fear that seems to others irrational
panic attack that become casual
just a matter of fact, people think your fear
but you suffer with it year after ****** year

The trauma of unwanted thoughts
the terror in your nightmares
the panic and shame you feel
when you know you are mentally ill

So as I get better
I mean to help others
for I truly understand and care
and will do my utmost to alleviate their fears

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Do you know what it is like
to challenge a man like me
for I am not like you, you spotty squirt
with you're child toothpaste and acne cream

You do it just for a job
you don't give a sod
if I die
just one less off your work load

Have a go
they said in the old days
if you think your hard enough
I so love little.. kitty to play

The end comes to us all my helper
sweet helper with one hand on my wallet
where has honour gone
in my land called Great Britain

I will not mess you around
I will come to your lower ground
and smash your ***** ***
back down to your home Hell ... Fast


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Daddy bought me a gun
and he taught me how to use it
he told me to never fear
so I told daddy, don't worry I will use it

So I went to school
hid the gun in my knickers
the guards wanted to search me
yet the principle said that was a no no

I went into class looking for my bullies
the ones that made me regress into my shell
I will make them beg and plead for mercy
before I send for sure to hell

I will not give them mercy
for they gave me little or none
and when I **** them
and will gloat as I come


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I never wanted to be older then Jesus
or even my sweet Mozart
yet I am
and I seem to have to deal with that

I would give twenty years of my life
just to sit with them
oh what a wonderful thing
to sit with both kings

It is ****** hard to live
trying to justify myself
wanting not to be a waste of space
or a looser of time never replaced


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She was a baby maker
she lived just down my street
and boy! that woman was really
really never on her feet

She was a baby maker
and a heart breaker
she was as sly as a fox
a danger girl that thought out of the box

She was a baby maker
a sweet soul taker
she knew what she had to do
for she is a baby maker

By the thousand
they would spring from her thighs
all armed to do mischief
with the devil in their eyes

To look at her
was like ******* her
she was bad *** nasty
was this evil ***** baby maker


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She was known by the towns people all around
when she came down, all men would go to ground
her appetite for men was most unwarranted
she was a beast who knew what she wanted

She would walk into towns
with stone broken high heels on
her fishnet bearskin stockings
and cougar gloves of lust

She was a nasty mountain girl
and she would get her man
she'd take them there and then
for she was a **** finding hen

Man, you could hear them cry
oh mercy please not me
she had a knack to make them swell
did this naughty mountain girl


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I try to forget I loved you
yet at nightfall I remember
the pain will never end
for the loss of you

Till my dying day
my heart will ache
for there is always something around
that reminds me of you

I don't take the pills
that my doctor gave me
they make me shake too much
and they don't make me forget you

My solitude has become my kingdom
all I have is my poetry
this is all
that is left of me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris


By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The drums beat all night
a relentless din
wood to leather
this beat goes on forever

****** beats that bang and bang
bang bang feel it deep within
sweat the beat away
bang bang bang

No sleep for me, too restless
as the beat goes on, bang
I 'm boarded, on the edge
with the beat in my head

I want to get naked and dance
rip my clothes away and dance
and the kicking beat goes on
spank the monkey and kiss the moon

Bang Bang Bang


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

This is my requiem my sweet friend
as you were called, I may follow soon
only two hundred years between us
and in my death there will be none

I am so ready to stand by you
I have strived to become
to become your artistic equal
and again we will become one

You have been my inspiration
the reason of my being
you gave me light
when all around me was darkness

So in death I will stand by you
not just as your greatest admirer
but for the love of you
My Dear Friend


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I don't care that I am dying, hurting inside
as death has been a good friend of mine
so this unkind retribution is wondrous
never was I one to tow a sanity line

My attempts of final closure
in this uncaring field of discourse
does make light my darkness
for I will die, one day at the time

These ****** dark days of discontent
my wanting all to be gone
to fade into the darkness
like a dark and violent storm

I want to die screaming
to fight to the bitter end
and in my last breath
angels of death do send


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

When I am overwhelmed by defeats
to the art of words I do retreat
how I hide in the realms of poetry
for it is my last love and saviour

This is my last bastion of sanity
the place I come to lick my wounds
when all has been lost
poetry has been my sanctuary

Know now that this poet
the one writing these words
would love to be loved
yet his fears will not tell him how

So what does this sad lonely poet do
well, he writes and bleeds out his words
and what is left of his broken heart
not even the most hated could deserve


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

In the garden of despair she sits
her path has left her to fall to bits
the way she had tended her garden
was as selfish as when she slept

She could have never know better
with such a grand teacher of fools
she was made the spore of evils and lies
as she caught men just as spiders do flies

Oh wicked widow of *******
noir innocents when your heart is black
you know when justice comes
the good will get you back

So keep your poison Ivy
for it will protect you only for a while
and when you are called to account
angels of light, will wipe away your sickening smile


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)