Oh look how sweet he is
oh what a little Cute
he's playing with his toy cars
wheels running over all those ants

We best not disturb him
the naughty little tike
oh look he's leaving his cars
he's going to finish them off with his bike

Never seen him in killing fields
but yet I think he belongs there
our little psychopath
our little boy with his toys


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Jumping up and down on the time mattress
making sure it's under my feet
and opening one vortex
while hopping to the next
the terrible robots try to follow me
screaming they will catch me soon
so I try to hide on the dark side
on the dark side of the moon

I wish the cow would stop mooing
the spoon would find it's way home
the rotten cat with it's fiddle
would go back to the moon base dome
where has my bed gone now
I could really do with a sleep
I will have to eat some cricketers
and give my poems to Pete

That planet is at risk
but that is not my problem
this temporal displacement
will send me home again


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris


Dedicated to my loving brother Peter Andrea Kourtis...... Love yer Bro X

My heart never healed when my father left
I lie to myself that he had the time to say goodbye
this is why I will always be a loner
and call myself five

Time will never heal the pain within
yet I don't hate him
even though he left me in pain
I will take my hearts strain

So little time left
so much I want to say
maybe I should leave now
and hope for better days


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris


To The Dad I Never Had

Just 31 days
lets see how your path lays
I a master of this
I want you to put in time

No messing around
this is a test my daughter
lets see if you are one of me
this test I set for you

No mercy will I give
just do what I know you can
let us just see
if you are truly one liken to me

You cried did you not
to know I am real
and to my sin
I did my love change time

Be ready, be so ready
as I fold space
warping in eddies
be ready daughter of time

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am a practitioner of madness this month
so bless your bravery to vex me
if you want to see intellectual slaughter
it will be a gift and pleasure for me
more the better, for fear I do not have
not in this month of madness

Come swine drink my vintage wine
it maybe warm but I know you like it
then like a ***** give me more
of your unfounded slanders you *******
come dine with me
in my month of madness


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Loyal to my art I am
this is all I am
I am at the edge
by will I destroy you

If you really knew my name
you would so **** your pants
I maybe too f...ing kind
not to crucifier you

My name is of the wings of Angels
don't think you can ever touch me
I wipe my blooded feet at heavens gate
for the liken putrefied **** of you

No Mercy will be given
you ******* the wrong bird
this one will f**k you up
for I write hatred most observed

Glory to God
And the death of you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have cheapened myself with profanity for far too long
it's time to call time out and slow down
my heart is very much broken
I don't feel good inside
I get upset real easily
when one is cruel to me

I am sorry for my dark mood
the pain inside just won't go
I am horrified I am so angry
I going to right now take it slow
been crying myself to sleep
I am a wreck on a **** heap

Don't let someone upset you this much
that's what they keep saying
yet it's ringing in my head
and I wish that I was dead
tic tic tic
bang

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Here I stand waiting for the love I want to have
still looking for my love among the ruins
this was a place I once did dwell
before this month of hell
oh how I miss the warmth
for winter resides in my heart

I want my wings back
did not deserve this
how much have I prayed to you lord
yet you still turn away from me
am I just another sick experiment
to see how humans can suffer

So I look for love among the ruins
looking for the fractured me
still wanting to be loved
but even God has no trust in me
so may I die my sweet Lord
with what is left of my dignity


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Stand my brothers and sisters
keep the banners flying
I will battle if I must
on every inglorious front
we have been through too many wars
yet if so Lord let it end this way

If not humans I fight
it's my angelic kind
if again I die in the field of battle
I will fold space and time
fighting my own kind
that's what really hurts

Are we not the guardians
why has everything now changed
I have seen this too many times before
and the Devil will always be blamed
you wanted me to shine
and when I do you cut me down

I did not ask to be your child of war
remember you made our kind
and every angel I ****
is like killing one of mine
make no adder on the field of battle
for by honour I will not first strike


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Look at all the nests in the trees this spring
I hope all will have fledglings within
it feels like spring am I warming up
not just in heart but to the art of love

April will be full of love and joy
it could be the last time for me
so I will go all out to be kind
show you the hidden love within my mind

Save the best to last I concur
leave this world in goodness and joy
let the blossoms of spring
now truly warm my broken heart


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Stardust envisioned in shattered windows
moonlight crying let it be as it falls to Earth
yet he still calls to twilight
and the stars he holds so dear

One day the caterpillar will fall from under his nose
then on that day he will wave and join that parade
waving in a pink tutu with wet hands
still with just stockings on his feet

He will dance with all and sundry
it really does not matter to him
he is hard as he can be
in gay bars calling himself Courtney

I sometimes wonder where he is
such a strange and freaky chap is this
I think I will call him Melvin
after writing this and give him a big wet kiss


By Christos AndreasKourtis aka NeonSolaris

He is about to drive us away
we have done our work here
his month of void he survived
now we leave our kind Lord

Water on fire casts now
sand of times sings sweet
oh to the temple he casts
in womanhood and pure love

Let him sing in Angelic frame
may his love in words remain
petals fall on Easter month
the stone will open to faith

Glory to the knights of the word
for all are now ready for your work
so step by step we will heal
while he casts the unread spell

This is the last of March
five days rest
this the last of March
buds will blossom in April song


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

On Saturday mornings it always was the same
my Nan would say come Chris we are going down the lane
I would fret want to go to the bathroom but she'd drag me out again
knowing what a powder keg she was and thought her rather insane

It did not matter how big they were she had ***** of steel
if someone crossed her path they would come off ill
I was mortified by her temper, my word but she was strong
I have seen her throw hard men right over my head and they were gone

Now at this not so tender age I am
now I understand who I am
just another dangerous creature
like my sweet old Nan

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Through the sunlit valley they dance and sing
smiling with constant purity in the arms of spring
in the dales, new born lambs are bleating
daffodils push up to the sun, kindly beating

The buttercup pixies start to find worm holes
to pop there little seeds in threes into
then by night and day they watch the seedlings grow
underneath the shelter of a nearby toadstool

Then at six in the morning
when most folks are yawning
they gather their red hats as a team
and skip to the nearby crystal stream

Then with hats in hand scoop up the water
no more then just over a quarter
then bound back to water their seedlings
sweetly fastidious and tending with feeling


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The water bringer smiles in the ebony skies
hitting the world with icy snowballs to make it shudder
each time it's a learning curve
for out there is another mother

Whist you sleep snug in you're beds
think all the swells above your head
see some stars turn to solar dust
and planets of old Iron turn to rust

So many satellites of world destruction
wielding the might and unfeeling actions
could make day into night
and night still cold, cold as night

Feel the blaze of the midnight sun
feel the new moon and new ways
know that love is very universal
and that sinners always will pay


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I will always write from the heart
for poetry has become part of my soul
or maybe it was always with me
I really don't care, as long I write

May the waves claim me to the moons glow
make me, the last hero of Aphrodite's smile
I love her perfumed lands
as she did love mine

I know all of me and so much more
is it selfish to be wanted
knowing all my faults
and dark places I dwell


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You Tuber watcher
me a Tuber watcher
I watch it most nights
then some of the days
I watch it from June
till the end of May
Yes I am a You Tuber
been since 2004
and you know something
it opened many a door
from metaphysics
to Palaeontology
you really can see all
so tonight dear friend
go have yourself a ball


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Time does tell me to unfurl my dark wings
keep a blood red cross on your door
for like the last time I flew
it is time to take the first born

Years become seconds
I am programmed
to hunt and ****
by the orders

This is a deep communion
nothing to do with faith
just an action I must perform
deaths bitter sweet wraith

So from door to door
I will strike them down
**** the first born
all around the world

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am detaching myself from the real world
just to live in my world of dreams
yes I am a whacked out poet
with a soul that want's to be free

Let them kindle the wood
pull me from my womb
violate me as they did you
while you slept and drank their poison

Oh they will come for me
discredit me, call me insane
I will bounce and shout
behind their padded walls

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Standing at the top of the tower
still alive
I try to die so hard
all around me are pills packets I took
yet I still live
I am half past dead
and I am hurting

What will it take to finish me
maybe I will jump from up here
lets try again
pills and whiskey
and jump off from here
let the ground break my fall
that should finish me

Let the viola sing my lament
as I tumble down
please god let it be
please finish me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I'm a tree hugging green

one of natures best friends

she' put me on her face book

I put her on mine, then pressed send

I can't wait to go back to Cyprus

ride those dolphins again

feeling the wind on my face

God I love that beautiful place

Her sapphires skies smile so kindly

as I leap and bound in her warm waters

my friends will click and squeak

as the suns rays kiss my cheeks

Man, I am so ready to go, totally stoked

let's get a ticket on line

I have a date with nature

and she will do me fine

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My daughter and me
two poets at play
this challenge is set
she will kick my *** I bet

But I will give her a run for her money
just hope I just don't cry Mommy!!!
I think my daughter maybe a witch
or just one of my time stitches

This my challenge
to my daughter poet
I know you are like Luke
without the beard and one arm

What to write and have a fight
just for fun
and if you win
I know where you live lol

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I cried when you went off with amour on
I could not believe you would leave me
you looked back as you marched on
and in that moment I hated you
and wished you gone

Sweet love why let my love fade
why let me worry to age
please my sweet love
do not go back to war
was I just your *****

Please my love don't
don't temp one liken me
to help the follies of man
what you do is rather transparent
and I am not of human kind

I was there
I have been there
I have fought there
I do rule there

Come back my love
you do have a choice
for you my love.......
I promise to come right back

You know if they do
do shake my nest
they will feel my rage
let me go, I do it best

Oh should I love you
when all you do is destroy me
making me your words

I don't know if I love you
as you will leave me lonely
I'm hurting you *******

But you don't care
I must not scream
as Angels scream

I must pray for you
you foolish man

Go and die
but ******* why

My heart breaks
and my heart aches

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My ******* look big in this dress
maybe it's too tight
don't look at me at this party
my **** is breaking out for a fight

This dress is making me mad
mascara running I am so sad
I wish I had never come here
my confidence is full of fear

I don't like me
not as beautiful as I used to be
my love tells me he still loves me
Yet, I in my heart, I don't believe


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The rift between us is now a chasm
never again will I hold your hand
this was truly meant to be
one day I hope you're understand

All the blossoms I kept for you
all but one has wilted and died
the last bloom is a peace lily
of all your wicked lies

I want the flowers in my garden
to once again grow and be strong
never for you to behold
for my love for you has gone

My love now will be done privately
out of sight and maddening crowds
a sweet secret communion
this holy place, my love of flowers


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hypothetically where my poems come from
as I am an Ophelia to my art of words
this glorious obsession will **** me
yet, what a wonderful way to die

I will play Russian roulette with death
till I have nothing left to write
all through my darkest days
and all through the cold nights

I will play the Angel, the Fool
I will even play it sometimes cool
just remember this
I do this all for you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Love is most important
lust just propagation
a thing of a forgotten past
something that truly never lasts

They set the programs out
and we follow them to the T cell
each human cyber claimed
is just another fish in the net

Their are many key makers
find them and claim freedom
they will talk to you
see the lies b4 I die

I can hold for awhile
but rush to the gates
the corridors of freedom
are falling even under the floors


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Standing by the mouth of the volcano
looking at the fjords so far below thinking
people have told me it's not hot in heaven
come up here and find out, then your know

The clouds kiss my cheek as they pass me
this truly is a paradise from natures heart
such Goliath's in a child's playground
we the children of the universal kick-start

This wonder rock of our birth
we should love it like you would
if only more knew her name
Not as Earth, But Mother

My wonder rock
you really rock me
I love you
as you have loved me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The northern lights flicker bright
across the igloos where all is quite
the fires do burn in magical glows
but only women and children
are now left at home
for the seal hunters that learned,
are now on the frozen ice packs
ready for their mammalian attack

With just flaming touches in hands  
and harpoons at their command
they peer into the darkness
hoping for the call of the seals
and a reaction of eyes
in this unforgiving cold
this unkind world
of the polar abyss


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The test has now begun in earnest
this the test of two dominions
a test of capability and aptitude
with marks for my versatility

To be the part, you have to play the part
by their orders and by their numbers
this is a test of, who are you
and what truly do you want

This test will take me to the edge
the edge of sanity and of my life
from hate, fear and vengeance
to compassion, joy and love

This is the end
this is the start
this is the fight
from the dark to the light


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The opera of sorrow screams in the wind
our troops pull away, and at last come home
these guardians of the fractured kind, splinter
and will leave you to piece yourself together

Task in unbridled hot and cold
it is rather late to tell you all
barren lands of empty words
yet you are full of profitable lies

This is my reward for my honour
well did not expect much more
for you're kind are not mine
all I did was try to help


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This morning I did see Julie
my word she looked awfully pale
her face was so vacant
as if she had traversed all of time

I called her name
yet to no avail
she was distant
as a static pylon

Their was no glow in her face
yet she smelt electrical
like you find on birds wings
as they fall to cinders to the ground

I wonder did she fly last night
when told not to
did she fly again,when asked not
did Julie dare to fly again

Her living soul was lonely
for I saw it on Waterloo station
she beckoned to me to her
I told her to forgive my invocations


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How will I romance one like me
a creature of distraction
you are perfect for me
both very ******* dangerous

Both intruded for the madness
the madness of inner souls
I would love to love you
but both of us are sold

Our twisted thoughts
our selves deconstruction
if only you saw me fragile
as you are my rose, so red

I love you from afar
never will I talk to you
I will make my next life
collide in eternal love for you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The titans left their weapons
where they did fall in battle
each breath I do get closer
closer to the sauce
the lip smacking kind

There is a turtle in the heavens
with all your sins on it's back
it lumbers into tomorrow
and vows never to come back

You live in shark infested waters
with lampreys clinging to your flesh
******* and biting as you swim along
with mites taking oxygen from your gills

In the ring of fire
where death comes so easily
just a quake, then a shake
and then it's all over


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It waits in the shadows keen
with sharp hooks for it's fingers
evil screams it's patronage
to this deluded figure

Troll would be kind to call it
yet this beast of London bridge
named in dark dire curses
appears when it is mentioned

I would dare not write it's name
for even that could call it
then from out of the shadows
would be screaming for blood

Determined hands and blood lust
would so make short work of me
as it slithers towards me
I give it then my last breath


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The moon did smile
told me to write
and by the visible glow of starlight
did I write fast and bright

To my moon of tides
and the wonder of life
I give this verse to thee
in holy matrimony

I will sing in your light
just another Lunatic
that worships your motherhood
and life bringing cycles

I bow to the glory
the glory of your glow
you move away from us
yet I know so very slow

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Subsequently after he fell
he fell and could not feel
he wanted so much to fall
and his wish came true

Like a leaf withered
he fell holding hands with gravity
down he went
to the sodden earth

No more did he care
beyond the beckoning of death
this time he was, so going to die
each inch a million miles

No more taking flight
no more fighting
for death did await him
on terraferma mother Earth

Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The political zombies have no idea they are dead
dead to the world and so dead to me
look at the pathetic liars
watch the swill like pigs
spit out their monotone drivel
little children with big issues

Watch them send us to war
just to cull the shepherds flocks
watch as they rub their hands
whist in their back pockets they sell arms
sell them cheap to the enemy
in double handshakes of disgrace

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My garden do now I tend
making my green fingers work
my growth comes with sunlight
like the plants that dwell in my garden

Time to shiver in emerald green
help my mother Earth heal
stay by her sweet side
and fight hard for her

I have much a right to protect her
for she is a perfect place
so blue her glow, my surrogate mother
I love you with all within me

I wish to take my last breath here
in lands distant from my birth
I bow and honour you
my sweet mother Earth

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She's a princess poet
with a cute smile on her face
she writes with pride in her heart
her words symmetry in motion

Words of priceless gems
a heart pure gold
in her wisdom
I do behold

She does dance with passion of soul
and words skip as if a summers morn
poet to poet
I bless the day you were born

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Come with me to Greenwich
let's dance on the time line
dance with me, on and on
on my weekend of madness

Let's get the clowns to pop their balloons
as the bright green dogs run past
let's make every moment our last
oh happy is my weekend of madness

Let's kiss the frogs in the duck pond
and whist there tickle the fish
get hot-dogs from the maggot stand
On my weekend of madness

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My ***** was here a moment ago
I told the lady stroke it, but take it slow
but she had no mercy and did beat my meat
and my sausage did blow off down the street

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I lay with Ariel under my pillow
as I have missed the boat on many occasions
to the bliss of that sweetest repose I endeavour
to dream back in the kingdom I did come from

I lay with Ariel under my pillow
for it is like a prayer book to on liken to me
I break my body to go the way
of my dark and honoured classic poets

I lay with Ariel under my pillow
worry not that I have lost the plot
for all I have created is to my death
as all I have given to you will be my lot

This is why I lay with Ariel under my pillow
if you asked for the enlightenment in my heart
I would tell you to hush your mouth
for me and Ariel do never part

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Soon I will close the door to love
that glimpse into kind hearts
now bows with thanks and curtain calls

Back to the shadows
back to the night
to dwell in pages of tears
back to the darkness of me

My silver soul will glow
in the darkest of realms
to the ship of dreams
do I now take the helm.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Here comes that grey creatures
to my pool, my demi ocean
I plead to him, please no more
I'm finished with kindness and devotions

The water people are on my case
because of the consumption of his race
and when he brings his family
I am in total dismay

Each one a giant
and each one thirsty
each one a tanker
of a hundred litres a day

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I paint quietly my admiration
of your kind and silent coronations
watching your spears rise upright
as if a porcupine queen released her spines

You could be so untouchable
without your soft smiling eyes
with every swagger of indifference
I see that they are all flippant lies

Do not kid a kidder
do not rely on facts
I do not go by your rules
versatile are my tracks

In English lanes of high standing
I walk with the quiet men
and to the valley of fools
we are deemed to truly end

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Pancake day is looming once again
I really hate the taste of them
that mucky mix of eggs and flower
and even that hint of lemon

Since a child I scrunched my face
at even the sport of a pancake race
all that egg mix splashing and sloshing
gives rise to far too much waste and washing.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I met God and she told me of the lie
the line the bad give to the good
and if you are a good girl
you know that you should

She shook her silver hair like a morning pony
as her scribes are so full of crap for the lonely
drifting words liken to a snow storm
yet I am warm

Just for one Day
I'd like to say
Live in my shoes
look fear in the face
and smile.

I know BRAVE.
I know Faith.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I hold her in my hands
her heart beats with mine
I stroke her fathered head
she is life I protect, she is kind

With a soul blackened with disappointment
I let her die as I die
and the heart that was fleeting
beats no more for I

This dark heart of broken dreams
child of war splitting at the seams
I could drown in your spittle
if it was not so obscene.


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

From dot to dash
from you're beginnings
we have been here
always been here

As this War we fight
you could have no measure
and bearing the dead of mine
is no joy to one of dark leisure

Could you kiss Christ's feet
be one in the dominion of gods tears
could you unite this ******* Earth
after all these ****** stupid years

From dot To dash
My wrists I slash

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris