My head is just above the water
chocking and spluttering every now and then
I don't care for me any more
for I do endlessly suffer

Don't you tell me right from wrong
for I have suffered the rejected man
the man that beats his hands on wet sand
with the word's, my god you stupid *******

So to merit my flag to yours
I become one of you
I taste your lust and hate
your love and fears

And yes I don't like it
for I am not one of you
but to this point
I to endlessly suffer

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They all are in some way or another
they all are looking for god
a dime and a buck will get you there
to the pavement of some unkind city

And there you will lay
spitting blood, asking how in the hell did you get here
with neon seeds falling upon your head
with white doves pecking at your hair

That's when you will see her
her in all her glorious might
the mother of the rains of life
the mother of your all

See how she rains tears
she is trying to wake you up
get up, please you must get up
are you not looking for God

God is a child
pure and ancient
the cradle of love
and the bringer of wars

She is the mind maker
a gorgeous time changer
a master of wisdom profound
you need look no longer, when she is found

By Christos Aandreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Minty sat on the steep incline breathless
he had all but stopped his bleating
thinking of his legs and mint sauce

His fleece was all tattered and matted
married with the blood of yearlings
thinking how lucky he was, to still have his legs

Suddenly he stood on his thankful four legs
and there he spied such hideous carnage
lambs everywhere with hind legs amiss

Oh the pleasant field that he had frolicked
had been turned into a land of legless *******
did bleat hard, Minty the lamb

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I remember those evenings
you sitting there all contented,
with me so attentive asking you
would you like something more to eat

I remember your rosy cheeks
your breast growing more bountiful
and I thought, god how **** you are
when you looked at me
with that wicked wanton look

I used to think, oh my goodness
much about you and your *** drive
and I used to think maybe,
just maybe, I should always have you impregnated
just so we both could have our way

I remember listening to your stomach
my ear pressed firm to your smooth perfumed flesh
and in those moments I'd hear two beating hearts
strong powerful hearts at that, it was yours and our baby's

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She sit's there in the dock
see her smoking funnels
and her streamlined sleek

God I can't wait to board her
knowing she will ride such stormy weathers

She is a ship of dreams
such a classic form
from stem to stern
I 'm honoured to give her a turn

She looks so pretty anchored there
man I want to sail in her now
yet as a captain of many
the only way I will sail in her
is if she gave me pity

She is a vessel I much admire
she sets my heart on fire
this most wonderful thing
her name on my red lips
my sweet dream liner

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I look at you
you fine fine thing
I see pure gold in your sweet heart
and for me to touch you would be to taint you

There you are married happily and all that
and all I can do is tip my hat to you
you of wondrous heart of an Angel

Oh sweet lady I call friend
you have the charms of heaven sent
dear sweet poet I call my dear friend

I see the sky is the limit
and may your wings unfurl free
I admire your beautiful heart
Deborah Anne Shepard lover of the art

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I remember the nights without you
those silent and muffled times
when in the night I did yearn for you
hearing your crying on the midnight hour

Oh you my lost love
look at the disaster you left of me
my dead eyes still fill with tears
my lost love, you deemed me a loser

I had to get tough
no matter how life gets rough
I die for no one
Oh You, My Lost Love

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I watch them on the green
that squirrel and the fox
they play as the morning sun does rise
these two opposites, so now not opposed

I watch them dance and play with joy
and I smile knowing
what beauty I see
in this squirrel and fox

The little feller jumps up
right up onto his back
see the trust they have
if only humans saved such trust

I will not cut the mustard
Jesus was right
most are right *******
whist he bites his nails

So not going that way
that poor forsaken Angel

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Never this Nova
death first
and God I will take them
when you told me Never

After all this time
all this time my Father
did you think I would forget
what you in spite asked me to do

Never never ask one like me
for I never disappoint
remember dear lord
that you are the same as me

You stupid little creature
see how they kneel to your name
you will be punished for what you have done
with your Bible full a dog Shiite

We are back
and the stench of your lie of bible
the filth you presume
sickens me

You hater of all that is good
******* of the lost ways
you asked
and now mine do storm

You evil *******
usurper of hell
we will come for you lord *****
the lost never, never to deal

The storm is coming
and better you run
for I am religion
and I am that one

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh how I invent myself
you would never know
if you met me my heart
for I am a changeling

If you have ever touched heaven
know that heaven sf Earth bound
and the being you pray to
is that creature, the changeling

It claims no divinity
for it has always been here
unchanging unreserved
and never a liar to the word

Best leave me alone
never try to best me
for I strike like lightning
and smite all in my way
Test me
for I know weakness

I see the lies
that others do not disclose
It's a pity
it's a shame
that those who think clever clever
are those dim witted fools

Do I care .. no no
what is the loss to me
whilst they scratch their *****
I hope they think of me
And wash their Monkey hands

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Here we are in my space
and I thought I rely to you
what you my kitten mean to me

Soon you will know
what your daddy has to do
my sweet snow princess

May your son be a warrior
as his grand daddy is
for he will have my genos

Know this my sweet
my snow princess
I do die with freedom on my lips

All have come to me
this will be my finish
to glory in spirit of the 300

I will die with blood on my hands
my gun blades smoking
never to leave this battlefield

Glory to mine
glory in death
before dishonour, my snow princess

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

From the north it comes
as it storms the south coast
for this is his time
this is Neon's playtime

Awww look a the trails of blood
what is he dragging on that lead
two dead puppies
and three dead kittens

Oh look at the flash sod
for a change it is clad in black
out there to hate the world
it's Neon's playtime weekend

Look at the human filth puke
he is going nine to a dozen
he is the dark one
with his own covenant

He's putting on his war clothes
his gun blade around his waist
he is playing *******
it's Neon's playtime

Glory to the first and last
sweet victory will be his
for it is truly time
it's Neon's playtime

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Forever
forever lost
forever the last
forever the lost number

May he decay
as he wishes to
for he is him
the lost number

He has shielded himself to the nines
to the glory of what he is
but no longer will he slumber
for he is the lost number

They his kin pull him up
call to arms, my lord they call
they make my own
to the glory of the lost number

Forgive those who cleanse the world
for this is a duty bound bond
you have 2 years to get the feek out
for I am that one, the lost number

Last time I give this warning
for I do hunt down and ****
it will be done with a smile
you are... and I am that lost number

Let the feast begin
sleep children of Eve
for better in quite repose
does the lost number take you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I stood at the beach head
where swirling sands told me to go
but on the beach, how sweet
were the children of Eve
they smiled and giggled
and I could not deny them life

No matter the sky seeing
I hold back the sky beings
not fair that I do now die
just to save you from sin
yet I hold them
and truly love them

I care not for me
for I am a fool
a monkey of a old world
that claims light
climbing in clamber
to a new sweet sullied day

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My fifth just destroyed the stronghold
thank you children of Eve
I lost none of my own fifth
but god was they dripping with Angel blood

My sweet fighters after this war
my loves will turn their eyes on you
for we want all the maggots and parasites
out of our sweet loving world

For we want purity again
like it was in the beginning
when stars did burst
and God did smile on us

Mine have just crippled your hope
for there will be no redemption
the purity of my elite
will destroy all of you

The call to arms was given
for someone bit the fruit
and we now war
to be the absolute

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The scars are too deep
I'm hurting all the time
I have no practice any more
as time asks me why

My idiosyncrasies
this fight to the bitter end
as I call you poet
and one of my dear friends

I have gone past the point of care
why should I be subjugated to others rules
I play my cards face down
as I was trained to do

Oh this sweet slumberous time
as I drink white wine
just to kiss you my love
with one off the wrist

I have dragged my own from the battle fields
and truly loathe battle mode
but honour and my devotion calls me
for God's sweet sake I do obey

All are intact and battle worn
as we were from the day we were born
the clash of Titans now does begin
with all the will I have, we will win

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I claim to never to win popularity contests
for I do not write for a sane constitution
time has bent me into many shapes
and I can not deny the changes in me
yet my love, know that I love you
all my last are for you

You are the treasure I will never deny
for I have escaped death far too many times
take the shields that protect my kin
how profound has this sin been
this tour of ethereal duties
this my last are for you

You made me in the image of Mars
I did stride the stars for you
now I feel lost and redundant
with no real life or will to live
let me die with the honour of my stars
by your will, My last are for you.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

There he is with his southwester on
I so would not want to **** with him
for he is talent and I know it

He puts up with me phoning him
he is such a kind man
and yes I am talking about David

He is an author superfine
and I do so adore his writes
so I am so proud to know him

He puts up with me
and my foul profanity
and call him friend and poet


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am the empire of the black sun
go pray for me and die
active and cancerous I have become
go pray for me and die

The black banner has come
go pray for me and die
no tea or sympathy
go pray for me and die

My surname is now hate
go pray for me and die
I invoke all to my own
go pray for me and die

I can not even look at you
go pray for me and die
the ninth gate has been opened
go pray for me and die

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The cities did shake when they flew over
those sweet fighters of the elite
they screamed industrial noise
but were pure as driven snow

They called in mighty numbers
the coming of their Lord
sweet it is to hear them calling
the noise they make calling their Lord

With wings untainted
doth his majesty arise
willing so now to weave
and much noise casts spells

He has risen with sword in hand
to what God commands
to light he does now stand
to the glory of his Lord God

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This sable solemn knight
this angel of radials lights
know me as I walk out of hell
and claim heaven as my home

Know my sweet father trust me
for what ******* I had with mortals
was not hostile with blackened keys
I have always been impenitence

I claim heaven my lord
for you made me live with your children
and by you're goodness and honour
I have done my utmost to love them

Just please lord
don't leave me redundant
a ****** of time forgotten
for all the armies I hold

Give me the go
you know the green light
let me do you're bidding
and take again to flight

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have decided after much deliberation
to not post my next 200 writes
for I am turning into that monster
the rage machine and answer only to my Lord

I have held back dear friends
but now I am taking off the gloves
for I have no love for thee
I am the rage machine and answer only to my Lord

I have read the bible back to front
this hyper killing machine will act
never stop a rage machine
for they answer only to their Lord

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Watch me die mother
just for you
you sanctified every thing
just for me
I remember you crying
and I could do nothing
but love you
my sweet Mother
I will love you till my end
not just mother but friend
you gave all to me
and I will honour thee in poetry
Best give me a home
and you cried when I talked to your mum
and I at the funeral I was a total waste
I miss you so bad My Mother

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The only way to put to sleep chaos
is to truly be chaos itself
and this is what he has gone through
that what is called the trail of fire

He travelled where most would never dare
hated many and cursed the gods
for this the only way to break chaos
the only way to **** that part within

He went to the temple of mirrors
to find in his near death, at it all
and when he looked in the mirrors
out of four images one was missing

He nearly died and after detox
the kid did well to decide
his drinking and madness within
so deep within was now over

He threw all the empty bottle of lies out
all those empty bottles of comfort false out
he picked them up dying for forgiveness
trashed them to live anew again

For he is one that makes four reflections
he now has been given pure resurrection
by the faith he knows he will keep pure
to the words of his Queen and benediction

It took close to death
it took three days
took him to other worlds
to truly find his way

Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I remember the doctors telling me
told me the pain would come in bouts
well that was the understatement of the year
it gets so bad sometimes I wish I was dead
I have morbid thoughts of hanging myself
or even throwing myself under a train

I have many times when the pain is that intense
I will grab a pillow making my knuckles turn white
then I scream into it and as I pull it away from my face
all I see are speckles of blood, it's rather distressing
all I have now are my commissioned writes
which keep me in breadcrumbs and shirt buttons

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When you first did touched me
when you first called my name
beguiling did you become
my mistress of imagination

Your succulent lips I bid to kiss
at your breast milk you give
for all my babies are yours
and you I know, know are mine

Kiss me as you did in my winter
that year you gave me spring again
tell me you will love me forever
till my so very sad end

For I am a slave to you
you are my sweet mistress
use me my love forever
as when you first touched me

By Christos Andreas kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As the last blossoms fall to the call of summers wind
this will be the time that tears of joy will fill my eyes
I will honour the meeting of you, under the last ancient tree
and here my love I will embrace you with such passion
that has never been witnessed on this sweet earth before
by that tree, under it's beautiful green kind canopy
we will entwine in our mad desires, just you and me

You want me my love, to stay hidden
and by your bidding, I do that just for you
for you are my secret love, my want
without your care for me I would die
I will touch the inner you, our souls meshed into one
for my heart, we are bound together
my love for you is truly forever

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

From the sea I bring you it's treasure's my love
the bounty I have is from Neptune's shallow domains
with his blessing I have a purse full of pearls

I will endeavour to find a merchant skilled
and he will make this adornment for me
proclaiming my undying love for you

I am your humble servant
with a purse full of pearls
to put around your slender neck

I have held all your letters to my heart
wishing year after year we would meet again
not just as lovers, but the best of friends

For I have travelled far and wide
with salt winds in my eyes
to give you a purse full of pearls

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He was treated like the most fattest of kings
with his *** belly and his gold ****** rings
yet all he was, so was a greedy fool
just a kid in a candy store

Roly poly pig on a ***
that is what commons joke
and he has that way
being so insidious and vain

Hated by many
loathed by more
this pain in the *** kid
this greedy kid in a candy store


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It came from high command
that it was a party time
at space station nine

With jump suits on
we jumped into our fighters
the last to get there, the poor *******
would have to buy all the beers

All fleet officers had to attend
to party down to the end
this was the last time
as defeat and death was a great tune

And as the last starship
so burning came to port
we sung, To The Bitter End
then we danced the night away

As space station nine fried
we hugged each other with tears in our eyes
for our glory
and all of the honour, we would die

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh what a glorious thing
my daughter gave me a dead rose
just for this day, that 14th
she had no way of knowing my plan

As the world spins with it's manic occupants
I take that rose and wish to die
you truly would have no idea
how angels of war hate you

Yet my honour and wings are true
and do deny me to make havoc on you
dark skies I could empower
yet for the gift of a dead red rose


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As I break communications with all
I can't be loving or tender
for I am waiting for the end

Please leave me to die alone
just as it was meant to be
don't even try to contact me

Your tears will mean nothing
I don't care if you say you love me
as I plan to die a horrid death

I have change the time
on a twist of a dime
and none will be able to stop me

I mean to take myself away
to live in another era
out of the way of you

No, I so don't care any more
so put your head where the sun does not shine
as my dark empire bleeds, calling me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Mary Weather was a troublesome woman
she always seemed to proceeded a storm
her skill of getting others backs up
was in my black war eyes
something to be admired

Her onyx exterior was heat resistant
she was a tempest in a teacup
so cold cool and so very dark
her warring stance was just an art
spitting treason like hailstones

Pure as night was Mary Weather
with a opal stare that could ****
I myself did witness her wonder
and if I left her to her ways
she would a spell put you under

She was made from a warlike mould
with a paladin spirit vast
so I sent my love to her in a letter
and as she opened it
bang, she was a dead Mary Weather

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

No huffing and puffing
just scripting and scribing
for twenty writes everyday
is so better then ***

No pumping the iron
just pencil paper and writing
for this I love to bits
is so better then ***

I shake as if I was coming
and I so need to release
bang before I know it
another poem done, better then ***

I have seemed to of kicked up a few gears
I know this will sounds rather queer
I think a poet lord is getting near
and poetry is so better then ***

By Christos andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Like a rhyme in song
like the sound of colours
there is something of poetry
I call it, invisible music
I sing to it's harmonies everyday

She is my one true love
my mistress of imagination
for her I do build temples in words
not just to please her in my creations
just for I know I belong to her

I want all to hear such a wonder she brings
her voice with her invisible music
may the day that I die,stars fall from the sky
knowing that you will understand
for the beauty of invisible music

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I love you
that is what she wrote
my poet daughter of mine

Her words were
love you all the world
hope you are happy

This from a daughter of mine
a poet a friend
my sweet sister

Oh no, I have no division
poets are what poets be
or claim to me

So in the claim of the sea
as poets wash over me
Larna, poet to poet I love you

I love your writes, then I would
but ****** all that fatherhood
you are just a poet just like me

See what **** I went through
know it never ends for you
till you die, till you die

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh yes it is Sunday
that day I call it my fun day
when it comes to writing
mischief, mayhem
and most heinous misconduct

Watch a poet kicking dust
liken to a wild horse you want to tame
hey hay I will crush you
if you do not stroke my mane
mischief I am

Don't you dare touch me
do you know who I am
I am the child of chaos
the most wild child
the bringer of mayhem

And if you want, I could save you
if you bow down to me
for I am him of law
and so heinous
with every misconduct

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I sit here at night
doubt myself as poet
so I lay 3000 of my writes down on my bed
and cry for my love of this art

It is so unfair, I put myself through these dark times
I sometimes think what the ******* are you doing Chris
maybe one day I will stop suffering for my art
but that spark is in my poetic heart

God do I break me
god do I hate me
do your best my lord
and truly break me

For I am nothing but a shattered man
all is what you see
for I am truly him
a lonely rejected man

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Today was a bad day
I had friends moping
being a pain in the ***
all ****** day long

I was praying for them to *******
to go and trouble some other poor *******
it was a ******* joke
ha when friends **** you off

Hey I know swearing is not big or cool
but today was a C88t of a day
well thank you my ******* friends
you have done it again

Just leave me to write
on my own to my delight
let me splutter and cough
ha, when friends **** you off

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Something big is coming up within me
could be an epic picture or tears of vanity
but something is coming nova style
this will not be an inch but a mile

Just like you, don't you feel it
can you feel the burn inside
I will wait in silent memory
to this voice, something big

It began as playing the fool
acting not very cool
but now it burns within
to be the he is of him

Summer as I said will not deny me
for I was made for the heat of passion
one of Love, Law, Honesty and Compassion
I smile for something big is coming

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My Friends laugh at me being Poet
they have known me to well
then they go on Goggle like my brother
and they see I am no ****** joke

I work more then most saints
for I did come from higher plains
and when I am called the rat retorts
you know one called a Lord never gives up

Most of the time when I do not read
don't look at others poetry
it is not that I don't love thy
for I know where my commitments lay

Through thick and thin
through hell and high waters
their faces turn pale
as I push ever onwards

I really wanted to keep this a surprise
but some now do see and spy
my release is not an attack
but my guns are liken to the call of war

And my sweet Lord
you can never deny me
for I am of dread form
soon sisters and brothers, will win the day

I care not evil and good
I hid in my dark hood
come now the second part of me
to show what I could truly be

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I don't care if you think I'm gay
would it matter if my bread was buttered that way
as poetry is my sweet love
I'm married to her with convictions

I'd rather eat a cat alive
the spend a moment by your side
I am not a Poet of convenience
so married to her with convictions

Soon ten years strong
will we have been carrying on
we swapped rings in secret
and were married to our convictions

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He slumped onto the barbedwire
thinking of the end in no man's land
his uniform grey with ash
his army colours now blind to all

From out of a trench he had dashed
but dying no hero by the call of a whistle
just a name in a thankless world war
that in a thousand more years
will have tragically so many tears

No Poppy will grow here
whilst the bombs and gunfire go on
this land will not settle
with killing machines of metal

So he is dying with his blood and pride
yet not in a land for butterflies
he looks at his loves stained photograph
in his last breath gasps, Poppy my Poppy

By Christis Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We all know life is for living
yet we all do die in the end

So I lay here thinking of this
some of the best ways to die

Well the first that comes to mind
is that of giving my life
so that others can live
sacrifice for the betterment of man

The second is that all of a sudden
whist having *** I get a heart attack
but for the adrenalin in my other
with all my other donor organs to give

The third is rather absurd
to die whist I struggle with snobbish clods
that write as they release from ****** wet turds
oh such sacrifice against insurmountable odds

The forth that I would to be a tempest
as a true ruler of the great wild seas
and when the green fields after the sand
does die on the rocks of a tender land

The fifth would be for me
making people laugh
a juster in the court of fools
seeing the king plotting my death by poison

The sixth would be most honoured
to sit there bathing in the sun
swaying in late summer warm winds
with the sweet swishing voice of the scythe

By Christos Andreas Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

After just a time jump back to here
we skim back into normal space
what is another warship doing here
we request your ID, Now before we open fire

This is the only warning you will get
identify your purpose for being here
our weapons are locked
and we have no care or want to destroy you

We see you are a class 1 super blue
were you made by our glorious making
send your codes of discipline now
or we will have to destroy you

Oh dear glory to you
we did say one warning
as a warship you know
we pity you are nearly as old

Target acquired
all gun ports open
fire full salvo
goodnight warship blue, glory in the death of you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When I was a black clad killing machine
no change there then
they called me the mist master
with the feet of a gecko

I used to climb walls by thinking
funny enough I climb walls still
but now it is just stress and dying
on the ceiling with feet of a gecko

Don't turn the light on
it is bad for a reptilians eyes
whist I hang from the ceiling
catching moths and flies

Ok if I can stay really still
waiting for that juicy ****
yes I am a lizard hero
with feet of a gecko

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As a child
I was always looking under rocks
goodness knows what you might find
if you are one with an inquisitive mind

Once I found a fairy garden
the queen pleaded with me
please child put the rock down
for we must not be discovered

I smiled and told her
to worry not
I whispered in star light
I am from the outer worlds

I would not let them perish
such glories to the world
the magic you can find
just under the rocks


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I can't eat this mother
the pearl barley has the constituency of snot
Ok beat me around the head again, give me another
but I swear from ever on..... no more stew mother

From those days
those dumpling filled days
the ******* chasing me
over hills and valleys in nightmares

No I will not put that in my mouth
ever if my life depended on it
I tell you what you can do with your stew
give it to another, no more stew mother


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She looks at me
so wanting me to give her mercy
the scares from last summers storms
has made her brittle and weak

I see her from my window
in this cold and desolate winter
what I have to do
will make me natures sinner

I'd rather give eight pints of blood
then do what I have to do
with axe in hand I do the unforgivable
I chop and hack, and I cut her down

This is hard for one liken to me
to **** a suffering tree
it breaks my heart and part of me dies
tears do fall as the tree dying cries


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

To acquire knowledge is my all
to collate information my goal
I mastered in the science
yet that is not enough, I want it all

I want to break all the walls down
show the worth within me
see I am still at collage
for the acquisition of knowledge

I don't talk to people when in the zone
I like to be left utterly alone
for I am a mother f**king lord
lord of chaos super nova star

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris